| | ok, so its been an eternity since I last wrote and A LOT has happened since.
For starters, I have successfully moved to LA and am living in Westwood and going to UCLA. If life were that simple I'd be as happy as a clam, but unfortunately its not. Classes start tomorrow and I have NO idea where anything is. I feel about an inch tall in a campus that feels as large as the pacific ocean, and everyone else seems to be happily adjusted but I'm still floundering and gasping for air. Nonetheless, there is hope. I'm trying to network myself around campus to try and find a good community to wedge myself into and I haven't even been here a week so I can't beat myself up yet. I'll wait until next month for that.
I am REALLY missing Riverside and San Diego. I miss the beauty of San Diego and the community of Riverside. My best friends out there seem to be doing well and there is nothing I want more than to experience life right by there side. Rick is still out there too, and its tearing me in half to not see him every day. Its fun having new experiences but I feel like they would be so much better with him experiencing it too. Maybe God is trying to tell me something on my own...
I ran across a comment yesterday that says "You know the human response to panic? First, we are afraid. Second, we run. Third, we fight. Fourth, we tell everybody. God's counsel is just the opposite. Don't be afraid. Stand still. Watch Him work. Keep quiet. It's then that He does it. He takes over! He handles it exactly opposite the way we do it. The Lord just taps His foot, waiting for us to wait. 'Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the Lord.' Exodus 14:13"
I am going to be quiet and hear what the Lord has in store for me in this incredible time, and do my very best not to panic even though thats exactly what i want to do. |
| | Posted 9/27/2006 7:36 PM - 1 comments
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