hey hey ppl whats crackalackin????haha lol jus playing...so ive desided not to date anyone until i am 16 or so cuz im sick of guys always playing games with my damn emotions!!!!not kidding well anyways......i have a new baby sister!!!!yayuh!what now!!!!uhhh!!!thats effing right doggy!!!!

vikki

no one understands me and this sucks alot,

people dont have understanding and thoughful cares like i got,

but will there ever be anyone who understands and cares for me?

i guess not cuz i haven't found them yet unless they are there and i dont see.

i want to cry and be held in my best friends arms,

but my best friend is in grand rapids and i dont get to feel his charms,

with me and i dont get to see him until this summer,

but i cant wait that long its like waiting for thunder,

i dont want to cuz i dont like the thought of it

it makes me  shiver and want to quit,

this thing called life that the one above gave me.

to ruin me and destroy how i feel and make it hard for me to breath.

when will this disaster end?

in the end im my only friend!!!

~vikki~

wish i had what i need to b on my own
but i feel so d-feated and i feel so alone
now it all seems so helpless
and i have no plan
I'm a plane in the sun set
with no ware to land
and i can see that could never make me happy
and all my sand castles spend their time collapsing

caleb has this on his aim....i never knew he liked poems!!!!!

anyways.

vikki

happy groundhoggs day!!!!4 years ago today i broke my right wrist!!!lol!!!man that really hurt and everything but what ever....its all good now..kinda!!!today is a bad day!!!!i woke up this morning and i had the  worst headache ive ever had!!!i woke up like 3 times it hurt sooo bad....once at 3am then at 433 and then at 640!!!geez so i told my mom and she called me in...then i went back to sleep and didnt wake up until like 1244 and then watch some tv thenbefore mom left i was in alot of pain...all over my body...so she gave me half of a vikadin....then she left and i strted working out cuz no matter how sick i get im not gonna get fat from sitting around and getting lazy...so now im on the computer and its 220, and im still in pain....but what ever im gonna go back to sleep here in a few so ill be better!!!!but leave me some comments like you guys did on the last entry..it made me feel loved except for mike cuz hasnt left one for me lately!!!!i hope you guys have a good day and also tomorrow too....guess what...im going to the winterfest dance at my school and my friend saprena is going with me...cuz no one would go with me or ask me!!!but yeah then i might be going with caleb,walker, mike, seth, and josh to their church for superbowl...it should be alot of fun...there such good guys....but anywho..ive written alot so im gonna enter this now!!!!later!!

vikki

im talking to christopher and i lovess him like my own....lol.....billy bob......caleb......seth....walker......brandy.....bryan.....ERIK.....love you guys!!!!!

leave some comments!!!!

vikki