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Monday, November 19, 2007

Okay -- SO WHOA. Never ever write in here and don't plan on it again.

 

Just...letting people know. Uh. I've definitely changed a lot. Things have become so amazing it's had to have been God's hand. It's impossibly wonderful. No, not everything is perfect, but if you only knew how great life is now and how blessed I am.

 

I haven't seen my father in almost a year and half, which is incredibly glorious.
I haven't been self-destructive in almost a year and a half.
I have belonged to a real family for almost a year and a half.
I have gained weight -- I'm healthy now. No, really. And I'm happy about it.
Still LOVE Celine Dion. (going to see her in January 2009!)
Never thought I'd be going to college, really. Well, I am. I'm at the community college this semester (wow! it's almost over!) On January 8th of 2008 I move into Appalachian State University. I am thrilled. Overwhelmed and a bit frightened, but THRILLED.
I love being in school; the discipline, social aspects, teachers, and class is amazing.
I have been given amazing writing opportunities and have now been published! AH! ^_^ Journalism -- here I come!
I belong to an amazing church that I have attended with my new family for about a year now.
I'm not quite where I would like to be with God, but are we ever? Still yet, I have a ways to go. Ah, it's a journey.
My best friend moved in with my mother and I -- so we live together! Sort of, haha.
I have a cat -- FINALLY!
I actually own a Lexus. No lie.
I just feel so much more content, fulfilled, and happy. It's glorious to be healthy and for the most part, whole.
I went to an actual psychologist for a bit and I'm done with that now.
Just....lots has happened. GOD IS GOOD.

Period. ^_^


Friday, June 23, 2006

It's been a while...

Well, everything is upside down.

I really don't care to write in here anymore.

 

It's annoying to me.

 

strawberry_moo3@yahoo.com

 

If you want to speak to me.


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Good things...

 

Good things.

 

finally.


Sunday, April 16, 2006

The next Anne-Sophie Mutter? I think not. haha!

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It's all a mindset.

------> Well, a huge part of life is a mindset.

See, in the past I've read biographies of famous singers, actresses, actors, artists, government officials, etc. Though some may have their hard-knocks and such, they all seem to have gone to Princeton, had dance lessons since age 3, and the like.

I'd instantly be discouraged and think to myself...You can never be like that, because you're already "such and such age" and haven't taken ONE year or dance...or You can never afford Princeton. *Yadda Yadda Yadda* But really...the writers take all the strong points of the person's life...and put them in high esteem. Barbra Streisand really had no training, that's probably why you don't see anything about her growing up years or how she got into the industry. It's all how many albums she's produced and what awards she's received...etc.

If I let someone else's great break get me down....see where I'm heading?

Suddenly, I'm not so different than any of these people. You don't need 15 years of tap dance to be a great dancer. If you have 15 years of tap dance under your belt -- flaunt it! Tell the world! If you don't -- tell them of your great awards! You see?

So, stop looking at your bad points and COMPARING yourself to others (famous or not). Seek out your good points that you would like to be accented.

I have an issue with this. I compare myself to tons of people. Lots of issues. I'm tired of thinking now. Too much...overwhelming...

Back to trippy music.

let the sun*shine in....face it with a grin!


Saturday, April 15, 2006

Currently Listening
These Are Special Times
By Celine Dion
Another Year Has Gone By
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Todayyy I got to sleep in. It was so nice. I like dance & all that jazz, but I've sincerely missed my Saturday morning slumber. I've been "sick"...you know, bad allergies. Blech. But besides that, I kept finding the most comfortable spots...and yay!

Jenn will be here in about a half hour. After she showers we have to go shoe shopping. It's torture, because I can't buy any. haha. I'm saving mi moooney. ((Celine, of course)) I think we'll be having pizza (meh...& yum) and watching movies. Woohoo!

*******************protected*********************

So, I keep giving in. Really, really giving in. I hate it. I love it. I don't know what to do. I'm just stuck in this. I'm used to it, at least.

*sigh*

I'll stop now. This is stupid. And I need to straighten my hair. My head hurts. Everything hurts.

ihatecomplaining.



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