| i need to start over ... i need a new xanga, a new life
http://www.xanga.com/hipbones_my_desire
to all my girls,
i love you guys so much. i cant wait to see you at my new site, please
follow me there and give me as much love as you gave me here.
you guys are wonderful, i couldnt do it without you!
ana <3
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| I HATE MY LIFE.
I HATE HOW FAT I AM.
IM JEALOUS OF EVERYONE WHO IS SKINNIER THAN ME.
and no one around me understands...or gives a damn.
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| ok so i cant seem to get my eating under control so heres what im going to do...
next week im going to skip breakfast all week and try to skip one lunch...
the week after two lunches, until i can skip all of them
then ill try for dinners!
yay!
baby steps
i think im going to see if my mom will let me go to a gym again...that was really beneficial.
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| ok so my bf decided to go out with his friends on valentines day...and it made me a lil mad...
and of course the flowers he sent were late, so i wont even feel like fogiving him until tomorrow, which tears me up inside.
*sigh* and i binged
i hate myself so much.
theres a guy sitting at my table now...bf to be of my one friend...and
i felt so obese eating around him...so i think im going to see how long
i can avoid eating...
plus i need to be hot by summer...
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