Heya everyone! Heh if anyone comes here anymore. I'm a douche for not updating very much. So, eh, here's my life over the last year.

I played like way too much World of Warcraft for a while. Everyone in the guild I was in rocks but then things kind of started to go ghetto and I got sort of emotional so I had to stop playing. I miss all those people a lot. Then I met this girl and she's pretty way cool. She has a kid and he's just amazing. He's so smart. Man he's like way smarter than I am and he's like 4. So for a while now I've just been staying with Jennifer and being this guys dad sort of. He doesn't have a dad really. I know what that is like. I always was afraid that if I had a kid I might turn into the kind of person my dad was. Like somehow my body would retaliate against what is decent in this world and I'd become some sick jackass. It's so awesome being around Davey. I swear he's the coolest kid ever. We've been going to the park on the weekend now that it's hotter than hades and doing all this stuff you only see in movies. Like Jenny makes a picnic and stuff heh. God I sound like a moron just saying it. It is the most amazing thing in the world to have some little kid look up to you and love you. I don't understand how anyone could ever abuse their kid. I struggle with myself just trying not to like spoil him and everything. I want him to have everything that kids should have you know? I don't mean like every toy or something, I mean like every experience and that kind of thing. Even though there isn't like a lot of stuff to do here, there's still a bunch of things that are way cool for a kid like him. Like the public swimming pools are open now so we're going to try and teach him how to swim this weekend. It makes me wish we could all go back to Cali but that's not going to happen heh. Jenny's parents live here and she really loves them. That's also something weird for me. Her dad is just wicked cool to me and I'm not even Davey's real dad. I wish I was. I wish I could maybe some day have a kid of my own, but being his dad is so cool I don't really think about that very often. Man this is like the most chunderous update I have ever made I think.

Ok I'm looking at everyone's comments and I'm going to answer them finally heh.

I was never a king in WoW but I had a wicked mad time playing it for like a long time.

Cornbread what the hell man? I saw I had 35 comments and I wet myself and then like 19 of them are you. Crack kills man! Just say no!

Yeh well I guess I didn't really have any questions to answer heh.

What else should I say before I have to leave here today. Um, oh yeh, so I bought a car. It's almost as old as I am. That's killer man. It's just this little Honda from 1985 but man it's cool. It's my first car. I'm proud. Well it's cool to me heh. It would be sweet if I pimped it out but like if I do something like that I think I'll do it to a nice car that actually starts all the time.

Eh, I'm all muscley now too. I'm going to charge for pictures of me. I'll use that to buy myself another computer. Oh yeh. I have a comment about that, eh when it's safe to write it. Like in a minute.

Um. Hm. Oh, well before you're all thinking I'm cool or something, I have to admit that I started smoking again. I know, I suck. I'm already trying to stop again. It's not cool to do around a kid so I should be able to pretty efficiently. Last time I sort of was forced to when I had no smokes and only gum for two weeks, but this time I have a better reason. Plus I've only been doing it for a little while. I don't know why I started again. Just someone at work offered me one and I started to smoke it before I even thought about it. I know. Balls. It tasted so good. I know I'm addicted. It's kind of really messed up when you don't do something for so long and then do it once and you can't stop already.

I want to read all your sites but I have to go. Jenny's waiting for me. We came by to see if I had any mail, and also because I wanted to tell Fleener to keep this money he has for me. Now that he's not looking heh. I'm not taking it man, you kept all my stuff here for me when I wasn't sure if things were working out or not where I was. I'm all good. We're all good man. I will try and be regular on here. You all have my word.