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Friday, July 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:33:53 GMT

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I have 3 days off for the rest of the month. I'm rocking 11 hour shifts. I got 2 jobs. Someone kill me.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 00:53:22 GMT

love yourself and everyone will love you for it.
It's my new motto. I gotta love myself first. I gotta get it right.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Thu, 01 May 2008 17:38:27 GMT

Only a week and 4 more days.....and then I'll never have to share a room again. THANK YOU BABY JESUS. I am going to flip a bitch if we have to have any more morning yoga sessions before the sun is even up. OR if she goes to bed wihout locking the door/turning off the lights/or closing the shade. SOMEONE WILL FUCKING DIE. the naivete/innocence/inconsideration/idiocy/smacking when chewing/standing behind me/staring at me while I get ready every morning/closing my side of the closet when I'm trying to get ready will end soon. I cannot wait. I am going to sleep naked in the fall. I am going to leave all of my shit everywhere. I am going to have a cute room. I will not have a fucking idiot as a roomate-A stupid bitch who probably wouldn't know the difference bwteen the ghetto and a fucking cow if I explained it to her every single second of every single day. A bitch tat who couldn't speak spanish if her goddam life depended on it. I will never have to hear her cry every single day because she is frustrated with school but consistently is on facebook. I will NEVER have to be kept up every night she cannot sleep and insists on bugging me with "PSssssssssssssst" or clicking the fucking buttons on her phone or scraping her toenails on the ceiling as she lays in bed. And I WILL NEVER have to have someone try and convince me to be a good christian and say whoopicushion versus fuck again.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:03:42 GMT

When life hands you lemoms, paint your city gold.

Well balls, last night sucked. Brett, Molly, Carl, Steve and I were chilling in our lounge. Me and Molly were half doing homework and half talking to the usual suspects. And I was teasing Steve about an inside joke we have about Regan's sexual fantasy. And then Carl got all weird and was like, "well what's your sexual fantasy? Doesn;t it involve a chair? I can just see little legs under you and all of you on him." And he like traced my body outline in the air and he held his arms really far apart. And I was just like......ummm. And everyone else was silent. It was so embarrassing that he said that in front of everyone, and I just....I was pissed. So I packed my shit up and left. Now he texted me and he like wants to meet up. GAYYYYYY

Monday, February 11, 2008

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 22:20:47 GMT

"Fuck the permit, I know where I'ma park tonight"

I am so fucking over this housing thing. You;d think that maybe St. Thomas would put that $500 million paycheck into some housing. I think it's bullshit that there are only 2500 spots open for living on campus and 1000 of those spots are reserved for freshmen incoming next year. So glad that leaves 1500 spots open for Juniors, seniors and Sophomores, considering Sophomores have no where to fucking go. Good. And it's fucking lame because my parents saidthat they'd let me get a house but Molly is all I can't live in the ghetoo..and it's like news flash this is St. Paul, there are no goddam ghettos. There are million dollar mansions and crappy apartment buildings, but as far as I know, no fucking ghettos unless she plans on living in the fucking Midway Strip Mall Parking lot. It's just frustrating because we need to figure this shit out now. She needs to tell her parents about what the fuck is going on so they can get used to the idea that aybe we wont have a place to live next year. It's shitty because a lot of my peeps know that they for sure have a spot on their campuses next year, and it's like I don't have that guarentee. There's something they don't tell you on the tour when they bring you in. I'm not fucking living in a smaller room in Dowling, I'll tell ya that right now, and I'm not living with 4 people in a bedroom in JPII, so it's either I get into Morrison/Selby or I move off campus. I'm not having a smaller room on thr 5th floor of dowling where I can roast my ass off like a goddam turkey. FUCK THAT. So people need to get their shit together. There aren't that many rentals around so driving from over by the U probably is oing to happen. And why is that a bad thing? The U has some tight as 4 bedroom 4 bath apartments in the mid $600's, which isn't bad considering all the shit they come with. Grow a pair.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 20:32:44 GMT

Fuck the dynasty, I'm cowboying my way through that shit!

Okay, don't get me wrong, I love me some Dowling Hall Council, and Residence Life Association in general, to pieces! So why the fuck am I hating it right now? Because the fucking dictator aka my President of Dowling Hall Council is a BITCH! A fucking BITCH!!!!!! She can suck a dick as far as I'm concerned. Like what the fuck!? Honestly, Ashley and her little puppet Birdget need to step the fuck off because Kristy and I are going to give thema piece of ourmind tonight. They talk so much sit about us ehind our backs about what we're doing wrong, yet the run the show behind scenes without letting us help, so they are setting us up for failure. This whole Powder Puff clusterfuck is so not Kristy, Laura or my fault! Fucking Leah is as dumb as a box of rocks. She is soo fucking spacey and doesn't help on any of the projects. And Bridget and Ashley just sit at the meetings and tell us what we are going to do instead of letting us all decide as a group the events we are planning/ It seem like they have their own secret meetings to decide shit and then ust tell us, and assume we're going to go along with it. Fucking A. They sure as hell an plan this shit, but they can't work it. Kristy Laura and I have basically ran powderpuff, and since none of us received the rules, we made our own up for overtime rules etc. So we did a coin toss for a gam that went into 45 minutes of overtime, for a half an hour game, so we did a coin toss and they were mad. First if it illegal, you come sit your asses in the cold rain and atch overtime for the next 5 million years and maybe actually give us the rules? It just really bothered me that Kristy had to do majority of Monday and Sunday because Ashley bullied her into it. And Laura worked for a little, although she was a little shady about when she couldn't work, and fucking Leah worked like 1 game. Honestly. it was me and Kristy and no one else basically, so they have no right being mad at us for trying to end games that were cutting way overtime. That's bullshit! And today I worked for 2 hours when we are never supposed to have to do it for longer than an hour at most because we have 6 people. Btut because Ashley didn't do shit and no one else could, I did it with Leah, who did NOTHING. She sat on her damn phone while I did the field set up or totally spaced. She is fucking stupid! So tonight, Kristy and I are going to have a crackdown on the heirarchy and get shit done!

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:25:28 GMT

My Faves::

+Rock of Love (Although i was rootin' for Heather. Bitch got his name on her neck!)
+PEREZHILTON.COM (Read it and weep beetch)
+The color GRAY - Makes me feel fall catologue & fRENch??
+"It's BrItNeY, BITCH"
+Savers Halloween Selection (Holler to my gretian goddesses!)

+NEw amiguitas who do not try so HArD
+FucK SpanISH!
+ <3 Diets.....tastes just like a brownie. num. ???
+ G.I.L.M.O.R.E.G.I.R.L.S.
+ellll coche.
+Telling VoGUE to suck it.
+Shawty-CyClone-Holler.

Oh yeah:

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 23:56:31 GMT

And show me, everything you've got!

Oh Rocket Summer, I love you. "College is fucking random" (anit) yes it fucking is. the honeymoon was officially over today when I confronted Katy about using my bedding (who does that?) for other people to use on the futon and to do her homework on. Yeah....that was cool to walk in on Saturday night when she wasn't expecting me. So we got that shit figured out. I got elected to Hall Council, yay me, and now my schedule is filling up. I also enrolled in a Scholars-Alumni mentoring program where I meet with someone from my field of profession and just chit chat. As well as I'm trying to get involved in STAR...so yeah idk! things are a little crazy right now as I get involved. Between school, Crew, and these 3 activities, Crew Club is not in the cards. So yeah...

I miss my peeps! I.E. Anit.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 15:16:48 GMT

Soy una esclava para ti!

Yep, me and Katy were rocking out to that in our room last night. It's my new ringtone, celoso? I know!

College is way better. Glad I had my breakdown early, now everyone else can start falling apart!

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 14:48:00 GMT

I MISS MY HOUSE

I'm so homesick and it's only day two. How sad is that? But I don't even care. Last night was sooo horrible. Everything was going fine until I laid down and then all the thoughts came to me. and my parents didn't make it any better by leaving me a note under my pillow. I had a mini cry, but all day I've felt on the verge of tears and like something heavy is on my chest. I know I have to tough it out and I know it is 10 minutes away to my house, but I feel so freaking scared and nervous. At least in high school when I was worried those first few weeks I could come home to my parents everyday and here I don't have that. I'm super scared for classes and everyone is like, you'll be fine. I know, I will be eventually, but right now it's just a lot on my plate and I'm so worried. I'm making friends and such, but I'm most worried about being able to stay here without my house. I don't care if people are like, the first weekend blah blah, but I've already made a lot of friends on my floor and I'll always be meeting new people, so I think I'm going with my parents to the cabin this weekend because I can't not see them. Ugh, I feel tears coming on, but idk, I have so much to be happy about. shake it offfffff. Ugh, but yeah, I'm going to target today with a bunch of other girls, but I'm sick to my stomach etc. I wish I could take a sleeping pill tonight because last night I couldn't fall asleep til 4. But yeah, I'll be fine, I just wish I could FF to when I'm comfortable. the brightside is that I've lost my appetite and stuff...but Yeah..I'm just overwhelmed and everyone here is too, but everyone else seems like they can stand the distance. It's stupid that I'm homesick because I can go home anytime and my roomate lives 3 1/2 hours away and all, but yeah, we'll have to have a cry session or something. I'm just working myself up but I can't take my mind off of it. Me and some of my new friends are playing some n64 which is cool, but I'm still sad and I dread tonight. Maybe I'll take a little nyquil for my stuffy head and it will help me fall asleep like right away!