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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Waxahachie
Birthday: 4/21/1990
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Saturday, April 08, 2006

Hey Steph this is Travis. I would just comment you, but this you will see first thing.

God I wish we could break these ties that keep us apart. I know someday soon we will... we have to. Like you said, if it's meant to happen it will. I honestly believe it will happen. Soon actually.

It's so weird how we can be so close emotionally, but so far apart physically.

We need to get together sometime and really catch up. I just want to hold you in the biggest hug and engage you in the deepest kiss... I want to feel you near me again.

I can't wait until we grow up a little bit Steph... and actually begin our true lives. Hopefully ours are connected. I love you Stephanie Marie Nitchman. Always and Forever a part of you...

   -Travis-


Sunday, February 12, 2006

Hey Stephanie you said I could update for you, so I will. I just wanted to say...

I LOVE YOU!

And I miss you too...

-Travis-


Wednesday, January 18, 2006

FUCK EVERYTHING..AND EVERYBODY.  THIS IS THE LAST YOULL HEAR OF ME.  LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND ILL REPLY BACK BUT NO MORE UPDATING.  IM DONE WITH EVERYTHING.  IF YOU LEAVE COMMENTS AT ALL DONT ASK ME WHATS WRONG.  ONE PERSON KNOWS (NOT TO MENTION THE NOSEY ASS PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD) .  IM OUT..OVER..AND GONE! LATERZ!

Go fuck yourself...</333 Stephanie


Saturday, January 14, 2006

Currently Listening
The Silence in Black and White
By Hawthorne Heights
Niki FM
see related

//edit//

FUCK EVERYBODY!!!! DONT LEAVE ME ANY COMMENTS ASKING WHATS WRONG..THAT PERSON KNOWS WHATS WRONG!  AND RAYMOND..GO FUCK YOURSELF!

//UNEDIT//

1. Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? Yes at my old house...it was perdy.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Oh yes..All the time.  WHAT?!? NO!
4. Driven a car? All the time
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Not in front of the mirror but I dance all the time.
6. Have a crush? Yes much love babe!
7. Been dumped? Yes and I hate it but later on I realize it was probably for the best.
8. Stole money from a friend? Not stolen but borrowed and never repayed them back.  Thats not stealing is it?
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? I may have just met the driver but there would have been at least one person I did know in the car.
10. Been in a fist fight? HAHA..yea it what i just recently got ungrounded for.  Me and my sister got into a fist fight in the living room floor.  LONG STORY!
11. Snuck out of YOUR house? Yea all the time. 
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Who hasnt?
13. Been arrested? No..been chased by the cops though.  FUN TIMES! 
14. Made out with a stranger? Nope
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Uhhh...yea!!
16. Left your house without telling your parents? Yea and a couple times i got caught.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Someone down the same road as me..but not a neighbor.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? I havnt ditched all of school..just a couple classes to hang out at all 4 lunches.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes when I stay the night at a friends house. 
20. Seen someone die? Not exactly but Ive been sitting in the waiting room when the doctor comes in and tells us they passed away.
21. Been on a plane? Yea many times.
22. Kissed a picture? uhhh...no!  Im not that pathetic
23. Slept in until 3? Yea because I went to bed at like 6 in the morning.
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yea I love alot of people!  And yes I miss someone right now.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yea.
26. Made a snow angel? Yea
27. Played dress up? Yea..when i was younger but it was so much more fun when we dressed up my little brother!
28. Cheated while playing a game? Yea..all the time.
29. Been lonely? Yea
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? I do everyday..
31. Been to a club? Yea
32. Felt an earthquake? Yea a felt like 3 when I lived in California..Only one was scary cuz I was at school.  The others didnt bother me.
33. Touched a snake? HELL NO!  I never will.  I hate snakes.  The only good snake is a dead snake.
34. Ran a red light? No.
35. Been suspended from school? Does ISS count?
36. Had detention? Yea too many times to count on my fingers and toes.  Sometimes I like it.
37. Been in a car accident? Yea.  I got to ride in the amulance too (the paramedic was hot) lol 
38. Hated the way you look? Yea sometimes I still do.
39. Witnessed a crime? Yea I witness them everyday. The town I live in is full of nothing but crimes.
40. Pole danced? HAHA yea but just as a joke.
41. Been lost? Yea physically and mentally.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Nope havnt been outta the US.
43. Felt like dying? Yea
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yea..most people have.
46. Sang karaoke? Yea..Got a standing ovation!
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yea I always do.  But nothing that would hurt another person.
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yea it hurt too.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? No i always try but they never make it in my mouth.
50. Kissed in the rain? No but that would awesome if I could.
51. Sang in the shower? Yea all the time.
52. Made love in a park? no its on my list of things to do! WHAT?!? 
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Yea..Tom Cruise lol
54. Glued your hand to something? Yea
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No but to a window!  Im weird I know
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? No but Ive dreamed I have.
57. Been a cheerleader? Nope I hate cheerleaders!!
58. Sat on a roof top? Yea I used to all the time in california when I was mad.
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? Ewww...no!
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Sometimes.  I like them but I like watching them with someone more.
61. Played chicken? Yea thats a violent game! lol
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yea but theres a story behind it.
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? Yes..After a while it gets very annoying. 
64. Broken a bone? yea
65. Been easily amused? Yea all the time.
66. Laugh so hard you cried? Not at just one thing but at mulitple things cuz someone keeps making jokes.
67. Mooned/flashed someone? Mooned no...Flashed...umm...yea once.  But I wasnt exactly in my right mind. 
68. Cheated on a test? Yea
69. Forgotten someone's name? Yea and when I do that it makes me feel bad if they remember mine.
70. Slept naked? no.
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? Yea
73. Blacked out from drinking? no ive never drank that much
74. Played a prank on someone? yea but they got us back! Karma bit us in the ass!  
75. Gone to a late night movie? yea a couple times.
76. Made out with anything not human? what?!?
77. Failed a class? yea once.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no Im not very musical.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? Nope and I never would.  Ive been cheated on and its not the best feeling.
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Kinda..
82. Thrown strange objects? Does using a paper clip and a rubberband count?
83. Felt like killing someone? No one has never made me that mad.
84. Felt like running away? Yea
85. Ran away? not for a long time.  I got half way down the street and realized i had no money. 
86. Did drugs? nope never. well no illegal drugs.
87. Had detention and not attend it? Yea plenty of times.
89. Made a parent cry? Yea and I felt bad after wards.
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yea
92. Dated someone more than once? yea
93. Had/Have a dog? yup
95. Own an instrument? I used to.  But like I said Im not very musical..I can sing but thats about it.
96. Been in a band? Does the school count?
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO...Can you say CARBS?
98. Broken a CD? yea..a CD someone made for me then screwed me over in the end.
99. Shot a gun? Yea
100. Liked one of your best/good friends?  yea and it didnt work out that well.

__________________________________________________________________

Im in Waxahachie right now.  Last night I went to The Pump.  It was pretty good.  Alot of drama going on though.  Well Im thinking about shutting my site down cuz I can never really keep it up to date anymore.  But IDK...But Im gunna go.

Love from me to you.  <3333333333333333333 Stephanie


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Hey everyone,

How has everyone been?  Great I hope.  Things have been pretty good for me..they can always better but thats how it always goes right?? RIGHT!!  Well christmas break has been good so far.  Tomorrow I will probably get to see Travis so thats cool..Cant wait! lol...But really not much has happened to me.  Today another one of my heartless, pathetic ex boyfriends I guess got the idea that he should ask me for advice on his relationship...I dont mind helping or giving advice but it kinda makes me mad about the whole situation...Only one person knows what Im talkin about..others wouldnt understand without the whole story.  But now hes gettin a taste of his own medicine.  Now he knows how I felt...he got what he deserved.  But oh well..im over it..been over it for a while now.  But Im gunna go...There ya go Travis..its your update. lol


I found a survey..I was bored so I thought Id post it.

HAVE YOU EVER..]

 

 

Lied to a friend?  Umm...Maybe a little "white lie" but nothing major.

 

Dyed your hair?  yep..actually I just did recently..Like 4 days ago.

 

Dressed punk? yes

 

Kissed a girl? no

 

 

 

Danced in the rain?  no..but I think that would be kinda cool/romantic.

 

Lied to your parents? yea

 

Went barefoot in the snow?  HELL no.

 

Played hockey?  Street hockey...with roller blades..Didnt work out too well.

 

Made your own clothes? Not really made my own clothes but I have like put alot of different materials together.I guess that would count?


[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..]

Got in a fight? Not a fist fight but yelling..yea.

 

Took a shower?  yes

 

Given a dirty look to someone? My dad.

 

Cried? yes

 

Did a cartwheel? no I cant do cartwheels..They scare me. lol

 

Went to school? no

 

Shopped? Yes

 

Danced? yes

 

Got sick? Does a headache count?

 

Did something you regret? no

 

Discovered something new? no

[IN SCHOOL YOU...]

Run to class because you are always late? YES every class period. lol

 

Act perfect? Are you kidding? I am perfect..lol j/k..Im far from it.

 

Act hyper? Yes all the time.

 

Are a nerd? Only in history class...lol.

 

Are in band? nope..I used to be..But I got out last year.  I had enough of that shit.


[RIGHT NOW YOU ARE..]

In your pjs? Nope

 

Drinking? nothing...Im eating ice though.

 

Listening to music? Yes...cant live without out it.

 

Watching a movie? No..Something on MTV is on but Im not watching it.

 

IMing someone? Yes.

 

Talking on the phone? No

 

Eating? Ice?


[CLOTHES..]

Hot Topic or Abercrombie and Fitch? I like both...Yea Im weird cuz I dress different all the time.

 

Thongs or Briefs? what?!? Why does that matter?

 

Boxers anyone?!?! Boxers are hot...but boxer breifs are hotter. Wait! On a girl?  HELL NO!

 

Sweat pants or jeans? Depends on the day.

 

Long sleeved shirts or short sleeve?  Depends on time of year...or in Texas' case the temperature outside...Time of year doesnt matter.

 

Tube tops or tanks? Tanks...Tub tops to me are slutty...sorry if I offended someone...but think about it...Your "woman hood" can fly out at anytime.

[CURRENTLY .. ]

Current clothes- A plan white shirt and blue jeans.

 

Current mood- umm...kinda upset but its ok.  Ill get over it.

 

Current music-Far Away by Nickelback

 

Current taste-..IDK...

 

Current make-up? none...I look discustingly ugly. lol

 

Current thing I ought to be doin- ...going somewhere with my dad but i told him no.


[ LAST PERSON .. ]

You hugged? Jackie

 

Yelled at? Dad

 

IMed? Tim...my ex..Once again didnt go so well thats why Im kinda upset.

 

You touched? ...my sister...I was tickling her tryin to wake her up.


[ EITHER/OR.. ]

Coffee or hot chocolate? Hot chocolate coffee is gross.

 

Big or little?  This is kinda an odd question...make yourself more clear..Big or little what?

 

Lace or satin? ....satin..I HATE LACE!

 

New or old? depends on what it is.

 

Vogue or cosmopolitan? arent those magazines?  If so neither.

 

Skirt or dress? Skirt...dresses are blah...I hate em.

 

Wool or cotton? Cotton.

[DO YOU..]

Put on a "front?" No the person I say I am is the person I am and always will be.  Unlike some people I know.

 

Wish you were somewhere else right now?  Kinda..I get really tired of the drama around here..I wish I was in a place where people didnt know me or the things Ive done.

 

If you got a tattoo where would you get it?  On my lower back or on my ankle I guess.


[RANDOM QUESTiONS..]

What is the online symbol you use the most? :) or :(

 

Do you like monkeys?  Yes they are adorable.

 

Who's hotter Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murray? Chad Michael Murray...Oh so sexy! lol

 

What was the last thing you said? I love you...( my dad was leaving to go some where)

 

Who would you want to be stuck in an elevator with? ...Well I'd prefer not to be stuck in one but I guess with someone that can keep me intertaned...Someone funny. IDK. 

 

Do you like stickers? I guess

 

Do you play with mad lib's when you are bored? what the hell are "libs" ?

 

Are you suicidal? Oh yes..lol..WHAT?? Hell no.

 

Is your window open? No my door is though..It feels good outside.

 

What was the last pair of shoes you bought? some "wanna-be" converse.

 

Do you have a little brother? yes

 

Does he draw you cute pictures? HAHAHA no..hes not that young.

 

Where do your grandparents live? The same town I live in...Kerens.

 

What do you think of when you hear the word click? ...IDK..that can bring perverted thoughts lol

 

Are you a moron? ..not really lol..j/k No

 

Do you like trampolines?  HECK yea...Rob you remember that conversation we had?

 

Have you ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuum?  Yes...too many things to count...

 

Did you see American Pie 2? ...yup..Ive seen all of them

 

Do you cut yourself? No



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