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nwswimchic07
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Name: Princess of Christ :)
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 3/15/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: ~**GOD!!**~ True Friends seem to come next! Coaching the Valley Center Swim Team, my neice and nephew, my adopted cousins from Guatemala, My Monte Carlo and dont be messin with it bc ill get you right back!! =} DECA Travel and Tourism Team Management, Swimming, Little Kids, Getting Married Someday to an awesome Guy!~ havent found him quite yet but in the future, OU, Penn State!!, maybe some other college but lookin at those two right now! =}, and who knows what else.........
Expertise: Swimming, Coachin Valley Center, DECA, Talking, oh and being a BLONDE!! other than that you'll have to ask just find out..... =;}
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  nwswimchic2007
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| Time for thoughtsSo I havent been on here in awhile but this is the safest place to release some of my thoughts that are in my head.... Through this heartache I have learned SO many things about the person that I thought I knew best. I gave up so much for so little in return. A the pieces of the puzzle come to me and I put them together to form that picture that we strive for in the end I find more lies and deciption, more hurt and pain... I just want to put it all behind me.... But things keep popping up bringing the puzzle to the forefront of my life that I cant just put it behind me... I was oblivious- I'll admit it.. I never thought them capable of things that they did- but they did it- they proved their character now I just have to go from here and find out who I can trust and who I can't- because right now in my life I can't trust anyone but one person.... that trust has been destroyed for all by one. I'm sorry to you who deserve my trust but can't be given that trust right now because of one single person. I seem to take one step forward and two back constantly... I hate this feeling- this feeling of being knocked down- especially by someone who doesnt deserve to be able to knock me down.... doesnt deserve my time.... why o why did I let myself get fooled... fooled this bad... hurt this bad.... crushed this bad.... At this time I'm turning to God and letting him take over on this because I've fought and fought for some time now and I dont seem to be getting anywhere... I'm sick of the lies... "I love you" - I never thought that could be such a lie for so long... but it was.... I have officially been fooled by someone I trusted the most and cared about the most in my life.... and now it wont happen again... or so I hope..... | | |
| i just dont get it... no one updates here anymore... even me... well guess we've all moved on to greater and more interesting things/ sites... ill check back once in a great while... i wont forget all you xanga lovers... even though we're all converting to other sites now... lol | | |
| stop blamin everything on me... and be sumwat supportive... love all my carroll girls ive had a great talk with the sensational six all at different times gotta love them.... drama im sick of...... im soo confused on stuff... the only thing i know that i know is my college.. and thank the lord its away from here!!! | | |
| ummm ya life is complicated y does it have to be this way??? | | |
| excited for tonight... headed out to get my hair all prettied up... shall be fun!!! too bad most of u are missin out on our bumpin and grindin.. haha jk jk ur missin out on an amazin "NORTHWEST STYLE" DANCE | | |
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