It's Ditney , Bitch !

It's 6:18 a.m. and i just woke up , i can't seem to go back to sleep so i decided to update my xanga . Unfortunately , i think this will be my last time updating my xanga . I think it's about time that i retire my xanga . I have had it since 2004 and browsing over the pages it is a lot of memories, but for now i just dont feel like this is my gig anymore . I have changed and among other things as well . This is no longer my channel . At this point of my life , i'm having so much fun . I feel so free and to do things on my own terms. I have my career mind-set on . I have the inspirations to do things that i never thought i could . And 2007 is a lavish dining & shopping indulgence for me , hmm hmm hmm ! . And G-Star Fashion show was a blast ! But too bad now that i have classes on weekends , i miss Chealsea Brunch !!! . And for people that i hang out with , True friendships always stay in my heart . And you know it , we are Major ! And to my friend Britney , welcome back !

I'm actually talking to someone now . And guess what , he's a whiteboy and he's a jewish ! Does this change my character to being Charlotte now ? hmm , i wonder if my mother-in-law wears Chanel in the fancy Park Avenue apartment ! but we seem to have the right flow . But too early to tell if things will ever work out between us . Like always , i will always have faith . Till the next time , Au revoir .

Farewell Brooklyn Industrial Park . 

Today , a great chapter of my life has come to an end . I have finally resigned . Thinking back , did i just worked there for 10 months ? wow , it's been so long . 10 long months confined in the office room without seeing the broad daylights is scary . Another day in there will make me an abino . But still, i'm gonna miss that place , just a little . Over the months , i'll say i've have made some friends there . Some really nice co-workers who always buy me breakfasts and snacks . Some who shares latest gossips and insider's jokes and Hell , we even been through a lot of dramas in there together. And with all the farewells today it's only getting harder to say goodbye . Even i have to admit that i hated that place at first but now i'm gonna remember this place .Tomorrow and as for the rest of the summer , i'll be celebrating with my friends . I can enjoy my cosmos and perhaps many flirtinis in many days of the week now . My next chapter , i'm going back to school . My school starts September 8th !  

To The Left , To The Left.

I'm actually lost this time. I'm lost in a city of my own, with no sense of direction to where i should be heading next. No street name , no map and no one i can call . It's a little cold tonight and the street is so dark and scary. I dont like this place. I've been standing at the traffic light for 5 minutes glancing all corners and figuring my way out of this place. Just as i'm trying to make sense of everthing else, i'm thinking how could this be happening ? me stranded in this city? , a city that i thought i was so familiar with. No one and i mean no one knows New York like i do. But this time I hate to admit it , not only that i'm lost but i'm also really afraid when i'm lost. The feeling of insecurity just eats me up. I saw one guy from afar walking towards this direction , and i start following him. I think maybe he can lead me out of this place but then i stop during half way figuring it isnt right and start heading the opposite direction following a different guy instead. But then my instinct tells me this way isnt the right either. These guys are just probably wandering off to no where. I just have to figure a way out by myself . It's getting really late. People would have already been sleeping in their beds half way in their dreams at this time already, and i'm still in the street by myself wandering around. But at a time like this, theres always one thing in New York for sure that i can always count on is that , there will be plenty of yellow cabs that i can hail at anytime when i need them. So i did and i got on the cab and start heading home and while leaving this neighborhood i'm thinking eventhough i might not know this area that well , but what i do know about the rest of the city should be able to save me next time . Now, i know everything. Well , maybe not just yet .

 Happy Birthday to Me !

Muahaha . This year i'm very happy ( and very suprised ) to have received a bouquet of beautiful flowers delivered to my apartment . It comes from dear friend Stan . Thats very thoughful of you ! Many thanks ! Those two little birds are so cute ! Until i can get a real miniature schnauzer puppy , these two birds are gonna be my pets . I'm gonna name them Crystal ( the red one ) & Diamond ( the yellow one ) . I wish they can chirp !