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| selfisha lot has changed but so much has stayed the same. firstly, my mind is filled with a lovely young lady trotting on my brain and whom holds my heart in the palm of her hands, Jessica. 021808, fresh new beginning with someone i had annoyed in the past and had a pretty crappy ending with. but thats old news and now good news is happiness because we are together.
school is starting soon..031708 to be exact. hohokus, a school of business and medical teachings will be my place of learning. medical assistant will be my practice til march of 09 and then LPN will begin.
i got a car now which i already made damage too. ha sadly a cone was stronger than some of the parts in my vehicle. though i tore the cone in half haha. scion tc-black-manual. gotta love it.
in the means of a job..still not in the picture but as soon as i have a good understanding of my schedule with school it'll definitely happen. most likely a position in the warehouse of circuit city with christopher but we would work different shifts.
working out has been on and off but will be on once again because i love staying in shape haha. break dancing is on and going swell. a lot of unique moves pour out randomly but mostly repetitive nonsense always is seen. but oh well its only been several months with breakin'.
art and guitar moving a long slowly..i havent really been focused on guitar...im still extremely lazy..but i have the passion to learn and melting some faces would be sweet haha. where oh where has meditation gone? my favorite form of training is no where to be seen in my life righ now.. but i have urge too do it but i just cant sit down to do it.
so many things have to be straightened out but its all going well though cant truly complain yenno. Jessica is teaching so many things about myself as much as my true friends have in the past and present. it's just i see it in a different light. i must be strong as so many have been strong for me..i feel selfish at times and would like to pay homage to all. gud night
take care
God Bless
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| dirty and cheapthe title of this blog has little relevance to what the body of this blog contains. it was just i heard through my head phones at the time and didnt feel like making a title of my own. yes laziness is one of my demons. haha.
well lets see..2 in the morning and my parents will be on their way soon to be picking me up from New Hampshire Institute of Art. unfortunately i have withdrawn from this school and will be heading back home in New Jersey, and will be attending school in BCC for nursing. hope all goes well and according to plan, but you can never be too shure at times.quite sad though leaving from here, though i was lonely living here on my own not having much friends but the ones i had were good friends. if i given others a chance im shure all would mesh nicely. my time was not wasted here though, i feel these unfortunate events that have taken me place are a part of what path i should be taking, though i should have taken this path a long time ago..however, i must look forward and not lull in that mistake because it's truly not a mistake..but maybe it is though i understand now..
an order is needed to set things straight once i settle back home again. i am wanting to be searching for a busboy job but if that does not go through hopefully i may be able to work at Borders in GSP.lol thatd be pretty cool. also my body has suffered enough from all this sitting in front of a laptop. getting back into shape is going to be a arduous task this time. not working out for a while is going to take a while to get back into proper shape. dru has been getting back into bboying and the same has occurred to me. hopefully i'll be able to reach a new status with that form of dance. i also want to get back into meditating and set a discipline for myself. guitar is also a form of art i would also like to handle nicely. much practice is needed since ive forgotten all that i have learned, due to not picking up that instrument in such a long time. i wish to serenade a lovely girl haha. if not just want to learn for the hell of it. i always wanted to learn an instrument..
due to my return home and everything is not walking distance, unlike where i was postioned in Manchester, a vehicle is needed to meet my destinations. hope that all goes well as well. i really dont know how thats going to work out since funds are low but my parents may possibly get me a car, though i truly do not deserve that type of charity from them. if i must purchase a bicycle to move about so be it lol. it'll be incredibly ghetto however i dont truly mind. however it's entering the peak of fall..
since art is out of the picture i still would like to keep it as a hobby and still create pieces of art. possibly make new tattoo ideas.for myself and others whom ever would like one.
you know what would be nice..
happiness in my loved ones eyes because i made them happy.
cheeeesssy cheese haha
listen to: Moses - "No Place like Home"
take care all
God Bless
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| crappyit's first semster in New Hampshire institue of Art. i just came back to NH sunday, 28th of oct. went home to New Jersey to celebrate Charlie mon's bday at his house. had a blast but got to fucked up and passed out in the maxima looking for herb, when it was right in the open...that's how fucked up i was. saturday came and it's time to do it up at best western for telli party el put together for home girl, karah's, birthday. shit was definitely ill. YOU BETTER FEAR ME!! will be engraved in my brain. too funny. but at the same time that was at a serious moment for el. God Bless that negro. saw really random people lol alan and avo, surprisingly i didnt ask for my skateboard, smoked them out but i didnt smoke. getting tired of it. funny shit happened when i was with joa, stealing signs off the walls 303 and No Smoking. haha i have it in my dorm now. did the sneaky sneaky and bounced from the telli leaving el, karah, jean and her cousin there. went to charles's house, joa dropping us off. passed out at like 6 something madd hammered of henni. felt bad though cause i did a little vandalism on the room lol i dont remember what i was writing/drawing but i remember karah saying monkey face and the word sperm on the staircase. lol damnn they had to clean that shit though. my bad sarah haha.
woke up with my mom in the doorway at tita gracia's. passed out on the couch. went home chilled for a bit then went back to NH.
back in NH got a little stressed of where im heading and shit.bugged out didnt go to class and just stayed in my room doing homework. needed to talk to someone close so called the each of the guys but only dru picked up lol. chatted for a bit and helped a lot.
need to think shit through.
i was saying to dru that i would rather bounce from new hampshire and fuck all this art and be home with family and close friends and study my ass off doing nursing..but i dont even know ..i just missing people too much..
gotta stay stong
dammit..
God Bless
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| well the news came and i'll be leaving for school sept.1st........
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| finally received my schedule for fall semester:
classes being 09/05
i'll most likely be leaving for New Hampshire a day or two classes begin or even earlier to get settled in more properly; but nothing yet is confirmed. an update on that will be revealed when i find out.
Mon.
9:00am-11:50am: Foundations Drawing 1
4:00pm-6:50pm: Biology and Ecology
Tues.
9:00am-11:50am: 3D Design
1:00pm-3:50pm: Writing for Art/Artist 1
4:00pm-6:50pm: Materials & Processes
Wed.
9:00am-11:50am: Foundations Drawing 1
Thurs.
9:00am-11:50am: 3D Design
4:00pm-6:50pm: Materials & Processes
Total Credits: 15.00
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