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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 02:12:59 GMT

rawr...hey sexiiie babiiee ;] st0p bein laziiee n write sumthin in here..hehe...newaizz...juhz droppin by t0oh gib y0oh a shout ;] HOLLLERRRRR. __g0ne <3 Shirley ;]

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 02:00:00 GMT

hi guyz....rite now i'm kinda depressed....me and my ateh were watching porno on TV but then her dad, my uncle, and our other uncle came home and so we had to rely on our cat-like reflexes to quickly switch the channel...::sigh:: lmao!!!! but i am depressed tho lolz

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 21:28:09 GMT

well lets see what's been going on so far ... in kali ... having fun ... having a blast kikken it with the cuzzos ... lonely however ... i still have this empty feeling inside ... i guess i just miss someone...i'm tired of trying to find someone and hoping to have this fruitful relationship.. but who am i kidding? i know i'm not gonna be happy for a while ... i havent been ... no matter how much i smile ... how much i laugh ... and how much it looks like i'm having fun ... sooner or later this emptiness comes back and makes me feel like shit ... i can't say that i grieve ... but in some ways i do... i've been in a few relationships these past two years and i still don't seem to be quite as happy as i used to ... i thought that a cover up would work ... true that i did fool people and made them believe that i was content with my situation ... but it didn't cover up the pain i was going thru ... how long do i have to wait to be happy again? how long MUST i wait to be content with my life ... i may never know ... sorry just had to vent that out .... well i gotta go kids ... that's all for now ... *deuce*

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 20:17:58 GMT

cali's the shit...yeeeeeuh...haha hollah at cho gurrl....*deuce*

Monday, June 28, 2004

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 07:35:48 GMT

WOOOOAAAAHHHH NO SLEEP FOR 2 DAYS! buahahaha...now off to killa kali...im goin goin..bak bak...to kali kali...oh fa sho! aiigh dhen...hav fun kids..*deuce*

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 12:27:45 GMT

wsup peepz...well saturday, june 12, 2004 was friggen fun! haha...well we had our thing to do fer dance and that went pretty well...after that we went to kuya philippe's surprise graduation party thing...kuya philippe got surrounded by hula dancers...lolz...the d.j kept on playing sum kinna music cuz it was a ballroom kinda thing...dha system wouldn't even play burned CDs...haha...oh well it was fun...and i saw Gliza...i haven't seen that girl since we graduated from elementary! dayum...crazy...guess we just kinda lost touch...buh it was pretty koo seeing her and cherilyn (dunno how to spell it) again...anywaize...imma sleep noww.... *deuce*

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 01:15:12 GMT

wsuh peepz..well my kuya brandon's doing better...buh i wanna send my condolences out to ading noelle...her lola recently past away today...i'm sori ading and i hope u feel better...i know it's gonna take some time but u'll get thru this...well valerie's debut was pretty fun...as for me wearing those heels...uhhhh no comment...hehe at least i was taller! but anywaize we've been having a lot of dance practices lately...pretty much occupies my time...i was suppose to go to lake havasoo or however dha hell u spell it...buh we gots dance practice tomorrow night at 7 and if i went we wouldn't be able to get back here on time...shiz mang...u know what's funny tho? u think promises from your supposedly homeboi would alwaize be kept...buh i guess not...all dhat booshit bout "jecca u kno i care about chu and ur alwaize gonna be my homegurl" was all fake i guess...its funny...no matter how much you'r there for a person in their time of need...or actually when they have problems you'r alwayz there for them...i guess they don't do the same...people change...i thought someone who i could relate most to would alwaize be dhere for me...buh i guess he dun give a shit now...he won't even tell me if he's mad at me or not so wtf am i supposed to do? sit around like an idiot and wait around for his ass to say sumptin to me? man if u cant even be there for yo homegurl and u juss being plain ol shady...dont even bother calling me ur homegurl...how many fuckin times i was there for u...when u needed someone to talk to i was there...when u told me to do sumptin and call up someone that u were really upset at...muhfukker i was there fo yo ass...buh now...juss cuz u got wuh u wanted u act like u better now? u act like no matter how much i was there fo u was juss booshit?! gee thnx...i knew that u being a homeboi was too good to be true...dha times dhat i needed to talk to u..were u there?! hell fukken naw nigga...so fukk it...u dun act like a homeboi...u juss act like anodher one of my ex's...thnx a lot fer errthang, yah? *deuce*

Monday, May 24, 2004

Mon, 24 May 2004 01:54:51 GMT

my kuya brandon's in dha hospital.........i want my kuya brandon...he's alwaize been dhere for me...n now dhat he's in dha hospital i can't even fukn be dhere for him... :'''( .... i'm praying so hard dhat he'll be fine...but his dad said he almost died last night....OMG MANG!!!!!........dhass my fukn kuya............i don't wanna lose anodher kuya.....

juss plz pray for him guyz.....

fawkin shit dooh..............

Monday, May 10, 2004

Mon, 10 May 2004 01:28:20 GMT

what kuya ar.jay and snoopy say when i tell dhem to threaten me so i dun eat...

ayShUnXshawDEEH: SNOOPY TELL ME NOT TO EAT
ayShUnXshawDEEH: HURRY HURRY
ayShUnXshawDEEH: dha ice cream is calling my name
ayShUnXshawDEEH: HURRY!!!!!!!!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: god ur no help!!
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: haha..
ayShUnXshawDEEH: TELL ME NOT TO EAT
ayShUnXshawDEEH: plzzzzzzz
ayShUnXshawDEEH: threaten
ayShUnXshawDEEH: me err sumptin
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: why
ayShUnXshawDEEH: cuz..i dun wanna get fatter n fatter N FATTER
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: no you have to eat tho
ayShUnXshawDEEH: buh buh..its past 6
ayShUnXshawDEEH: n im not suppose to eat past 6
ayShUnXshawDEEH: plz snoopers?
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: why not
ayShUnXshawDEEH: gaaaaaahhhhhhhh
ayShUnXshawDEEH: do u want me to get fatter?
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: no but i want chu to eat tho
ayShUnXshawDEEH: DAMMIT BOI!!!!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: so u want me to get fatter huh
ayShUnXshawDEEH: HUUHHHH
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: no
ayShUnXshawDEEH: dhen threaten me not to eat
ayShUnXshawDEEH: c'mon u n kuya ar jay arent helping
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: haha
ayShUnXshawDEEH: pllllzzzz
ayShUnXshawDEEH: sori got dc
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: its koo
ayShUnXshawDEEH: so can u threaten me now
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: no
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: lol

ayShUnXshawDEEH: PLZ!!!!!!!!!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: y must u be so cruel doode...
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: haha
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: what the hell
ayShUnXshawDEEH: hahaha
ayShUnXshawDEEH: it cud be as simple as..jecca dun eat or u wont be able to fukk fer a month
ayShUnXshawDEEH: err sum shit
ayShUnXshawDEEH: lolz
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: lol..
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: jecca if dont eat... ima kick your ass for a month..
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: shove my foot up your ass soo hard you wont be able to sit or stand anymore
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: hahahah
ayShUnXshawDEEH: ...not exactly wut i had in mind!!!!!!!!!!

FaNtAsY x PriNcE: haha
FaNtAsY x PriNcE: hhaha

ayShUnXshawDEEH: kuya kuya tell me not to eat
ayShUnXshawDEEH: threaten me
ayShUnXshawDEEH: err do sumptin
my name is ARJAY: EAT!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: dha ice cream is calling my name
ayShUnXshawDEEH: NOOOOOOOOOOO
my name is ARJAY: hahaha
my name is ARJAY: follow it
my name is ARJAY: its good
ayShUnXshawDEEH: noooooooo
ayShUnXshawDEEH: no no no
my name is ARJAY: hah
ayShUnXshawDEEH: U WANT ADING TO GET FATTER N FATTER???
my name is ARJAY: i eat cuz its good
my name is ARJAY: lol
ayShUnXshawDEEH: buh ading needs to lose weight bob darnit
my name is ARJAY: lol
ayShUnXshawDEEH: gaaaaahhhhhhh
ayShUnXshawDEEH: u guys arent helping
my name is ARJAY: lmao
ayShUnXshawDEEH: u n snoopy arent helping at all!!!!!
my name is ARJAY: haha
ayShUnXshawDEEH: sori got dc
my name is ARJAY: its kooo
ayShUnXshawDEEH: so can u threaten me now
my name is ARJAY: if you eat...im going to stick a spiked bat into your cooch untill it come out of your mouth...and dip half your body in corrosives so youll melt until your spine and then use your upper torso as my duffle bag for basketball...thats only if u eat...DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR???
ayShUnXshawDEEH: YES!!!!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: FINALLY
ayShUnXshawDEEH: kinna disturbing buh yah...
my name is ARJAY: ehh...im from chicago...

dun u juss luv dhem....so alike violence-wise...yet so divers in their style...

Monday, February 23, 2004

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 01:47:41 GMT

dayum my ading lance is so sweet

diSpNoY 8o8: ATEH!!!!!!!!!
ayShUnXshawDEEH: ading!!!!!!
diSpNoY 8o8: IM UR AWDING ND UR MAI ATE
diSpNoY 8o8: ILL DO NETHING I CAN JUS 2 KEEP AS MAI ATE FOREVER
diSpNoY 8o8: ATEH I NEED U BAI MAI SIDE
diSpNoY 8o8: ... LOL
ayShUnXshawDEEH: hahaha
ayShUnXshawDEEH: AAAAAAWWWWWWWWW
ayShUnXshawDEEH: ur so sweeeeeeeeet
ayShUnXshawDEEH: *muahz*
diSpNoY 8o8: MUAH MUAH
diSpNoY 8o8: LOL..

well morp was pretty fun...got tuh kik it widh dha kuyas n dha homegurls n dha adings n my boi..so dhat went pretty well...wow i miss my babeeh... dhass all fer now...add more later...*deuce*