I miss Jordan

 and Kyle

more than ever

..</3

my finished happiness.

so there was so many things that i could have said. or could have been. some regrets, some i stand to live with. yet, there are also some that i wouldn't change for the world. I never want to have to say goodbye, but as it has come to this, so be it. i love those memories and those friends. just stay close and never let go, for you all have changed me in many ways i cant even imagine. I have the best friend i could have ever gotten, a love that will always be in my heart. and the carefree life i had always wished. and so i know that i have gotten all that i could have ever hoped for. if it never comes to me again, i know that i will be alright, for i will i had seen and done it once. i will never forget what my life had put me through here. and i wont ever let that slip my mind. for it will always be here, always stay. inside. always, always. dont let this be our final goodbye. let this be a final &never ending bond, that never goes away.

--&iwishtherewasmoretime.

its gonna be hard letting some things go.  but i know, it will. and we will.

but i just hope for thes best. & im sorry that its all over.

Goodbye.