How can I explain ?
The feelings pushed deep down inside of me , with only me to blame
I really want to tell him ,but I can't find the words to say,
Please don't go away
He is all I think about , he is the one I love
Everynight I lay awake
Debating what to say
Should I say something before he goes away?
Days and days go by
And his time has come to part
I know I should tell him
What is really in my heart
But the coward that I am
Stands there with nothing to say
WitH a hug goodbye , he driveS away
Tears rolling down my cheeks as I turn away
The boy next door is gone forever
BuT in my heart he'll stay forever
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...All I hear is raindrops...Falling on the rooftop...Oh baby tell me why`d you have to go...

...Cause this pain I feel...It wont go away...

...And today I`m officially missing you...

...I thought that from this heartache...I could escape...

...But I fronted long enough to know...There ain`t no way...And today...

...i`m officially missing you...

Officially Missing You by Tamia

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Sunday, November 23, 2003

sOo bored... waiting for 12:oo to come... supposed to call jay then...

out to gracie whos always been there for me
nd jay whos been there for me.. and needs to feel better cuz hes rly awesome... everyone go prop him @ www.xanga.com/JAYtee68

.i.m.o.u.t.


Sunday, November 02, 2003

new xanga... www.xanga.com/qhetto_x_mammis

... joint xanga with gracie


Monday, October 27, 2003

bored :P
... did you ever stare at yourself in the mirror and think that maybe the person youre looking at is real... and youre not? ... something to think about for a couple of hours... :P

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WILLY! haha yur the best! yur the only one that remember`d puhahahaha... thx for sending the rose and the teddy bear to my housie... only... my bro found out nd hes goin` all overprotective ish... lord... o well thx!


Saturday, October 25, 2003

lass nites dance was fun... i was rly surprised to c gracie there haha =]
... met sum nu ppl ... steph, jessie, henry, rob, nd sum other ppl i forgot...
haha daniela nd claire.... funniest scene everr:
random hot guy: hey beb yu wanna dance
me: err
claire: jess! yes... go...
dani: NO... shes looking for sumone up here [[ makes hand movements on how tall my "dream guy" is supposed to b... ]] not down here.... [[ makes hand movements on how short this hot guy is....]] c the difference lil guy?
me: err
claire: cracking up in the background
hot guys' friend: my friend likes yu dance with him
me: err
[[ claire pushes me into him]]
daniela sez NO nd pulls me away
nd im like
haha

jayson nd linderz r the cutest ever...
linda looked soo swt wen she was slo dancing with him...
haha cept for the fact that sum ppl kept crowding them nd trying to touch jasons hair... haha

i want sum1...


Friday, September 26, 2003

Footprints...
One night a man had a dream..
he dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand..
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.


When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand..
he noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.


He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it...
¡°Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you¡¯d walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints..


I don¡¯t understand why when I needed you the most you would leave me.¡±
The Lord replied, ¡°My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of Footprints, it was then that I carried you..¡±

 





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