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| so, it's deffinitly time to update.
here's the past week. the week before was good i think, but i can't really remember. it was kinda a blurrr.
SUNDAY -
went to church. had the usual chit-chat with the girls, then came back
home with anna and her friend lindsay, we ate lunch then i did homework
till i had to go back to church to sing and speak at youth. other
things happened too..
MONDAY -
i think this was a good day? i went to tribble with the distance
runners and ran with Jan and Lindsey while everyone else did mile
repeats on the hill. from what i hear, that was the hardest workout
that any of the girls have ever done in their lives. i guess i was
lucky.. but being injured blows. OH YEAH. i almost forgot, mrs. wicker
told me that i am moving up to the advanced choral ensemble. =) so
happy. meredith drove me home to mandi's house, and we almost
crasheddd!! ha. that was deffinitly the BEST part of my day.
TUESDAY -
baddd dayyyyy. i hate Valentines Day. it's an excuse for flowers and
chocolates and hugs and kisses, when those should really be given all
the time. progress reports were sent out too and that was terrible. got
my grade shot down in L.A. and in math. hmm, my math teacher and L.A.
teacher are married = my grades..ko-inky-dink? I THINK NOT!! coach
gilliam told me to take off today..
WEDNESDAY -
better than tuesday.. but today was bad too. Brad.. our trainer told me
that i have a bad calf strain so i can't run till monday. i was so
upset. i have to ice it twice a day for 20 minutes. MY WHOLE CALF!!
during 3rd period and before practice. blahh. it hurts so bad. meredith
drove us home again..
THURSDAY -
better than wednesday!! yay. i felt really good about my math test and
all. blake would NOT get out of my lap in advisement. i swear he has
the boney-est butt ever and then he rammed a chair into me. he felt
really bad about it. HA!! then i went to go pick up my dogggg. yay.
blake and stephen walked around with me till i went to practice. then
iced and lifted for practice.
FRIDAY -
yesterday was a really good day. went to school and felt good about all
my tests and then math came around and my grade went up 9 POINTS! yay!!
so happy. then of course in L.A. my grade went DOWN about 10 points.
pooooo. but its ok, b/c 3rd period was kinda sorta fun. we had a
gynecologist talk to us, and i got in trouble for back-talking. she was
all, you can't lose a tampon inside your body, or cough one up, and i
was like, "yeah, i mean you could be like, *cough* 
oooh!! look!! there's my tampon." NO!! IDIOT!! what do you think we are
stupid!? then she said, "make sure you take your tampon out after your
last use." and i was like, "WHO WOULDN'T!?!?" idiot.. i mean COME ON.
ha. that was fun. then i carried a bucket around to ice my calf. it was
useful for getting around in tha halls, b/c all you had to say was,
"BARF-BUCKET COMING THROUGH!!" people cleared like you wouldn't
believe. ha. ok, then blake's elbow hit my lip while he was moving
around in advisement, and it hit my lip so hard my lip busted on the inside and was bleeding. so he felt DOUBLY
bad from yesterday and today. he should be. oh well, he's
retarted. funny boy, funny boy. i'll get him back. then after school
me, mandi, and madhuri iced b/c now we're all hurt. ploohhhie. couldn't
go to ashley's. but then i went home with mandi and we ate and came
back for the boy's varsity game, which was very fun. they were just
flipping out yellow card after yellow card, then a red card, then a
yellow. pretty interestng game. had so much fun. we love our JV ball
boys brian and ryan. by the way brian, i still owe you $3. i promise
ill get it to you.. sometime.
today's been ok so far i guess.
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| THIS ENTRY IS TO BE READ AND COMMENTED.
wow. these two weeks have been by FAR in the top ten HARDEST weeks of my life.
so, i'm sure that pretty much everyone on the face of this earth knows
by now the decision that i made, but if you havn't, here goes. i am NOT
doing high school soccer this year. i am running track and i am excited
as i ever could be. now, let me get a few things straight. i did NOT
decide this because i was cut from the team. i decided this on the 3rd
day of tryouts out of the 6 that we were going to have. also, i did NOT decide this because of my dad or my mom. NOBODY influenced me to make this decision what-so-ever.
second, for those of you who don't know it's alright, but last
wednesday was by FAR was the hardest DAY out of these two WEEKS.
wednesday was the mark of a "COULD HAVE BEEN" 1 year anniversary,
and during the time span of that day, memories flooded my mind and
caused me to be upset throughout the day and hell yes i cried. many
people put the situation in a different perspective which made the pain
go away for a bit and i appreciate that. but that person is greatly
missed and loved by me. i would do anything to have him back. but
that's not my choice and there's nothing i can do about it.
LASTLY i am really tired of people trying to tell me how i should live
my life. i'm tired of people telling me what i should do. if i want to
do it.. LET ME DO IT! it's MY life and i will learn from the mistakes i
make. i'm tired of people telling me that they are dissapointed in the
decision i made. for those of you who think you can live MY life BETTER
then MYSELF, let me be.
BUT..
i want to also thank the people who were there for me in these two
weeks. people who supported my decision in every way possible and think
that my opinion matters. those are the people that understand me the
most and those are the people that get me through life when it seems
almost impossible. (besides my family) those people mean a lot to me.
and for that, i am VERY thankful. i love you guys more than you could
possibly imagine. thank you.
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| - mondayyy -
kay, so blake broke up with me last night. and i found out he was cheating on me with a 7th grader. what can i say.. LOW LOW LOW. but i have my head up and i'm ready to move on.
soccer try-outs started today. i was so nervous. but i felt i did well.
we ran the majority of the time. i would like to congratulate brian
reulbach on his mile time. brian, that's pretty amazing. liliya
graham.. i havn't heard how she is, but she became unconcious after she
fainted and wouldn't stay concious. they had an ambulance take her away
while she was still unconcious. of course my daddy, being who he is,
the mighty powerful always running first responder helped out, along
with like 8 other coaches.
we have try-outs all this week. wish me luck.
oh yeah..
- yesterrrdayyy -
went to church, then went to caitlin's house in the new truckkk =).
stayed there for a bit. then went to go see tristan and isolde with
caitlin. i was crying a good bit at the end. caitlin didnt cry, but she
was so close. =) then we went to choir.. then i left for my indoor game
with shea and kansas. we won.. fun stufff. said goodbye to shea,
kansas, mrs. spicher, and zack, then left myself. =) came home, ate,
and went to bed.
sorry that this is a little backwards. =\ my bad.
i know the entry below was like JUST posted but oh well.
i would like to thank all my friends. i know that i would never everrrr be where i am today without them.
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| :: week ::
- sunday -
church was funn. choir was funn. youth was funn. and marj && taylor are finally back together. yay.
- monday -
amazing day off. went to see glory road with caitlin, marj, matthew,
and taylor. supposed to be the whole entire crew, but it didnt work
out. oh well. and i got my cellular device. yay.
- tuesday -
school was gayy. except for second period. mrs. houser's lengthy story
of her friends affair. it made me smile. conditioning was canceled.
- wednesday -
conditioning.. all i can think of.
- thursday -
conditioning once again..
- friday -
sparkling grape juice X2 and popcorn with shelby and stephanie. prolly
last time we'll be able to do that.. got my hair cut. yay. sat at home
watched a movie with my sister. texted with caitlin. haha. blake
called. that was pretty much the end of my night.
- today -
went to caitlin's game against shiloh. they played well. but they lost.
watched the boys game. ah, so exciting. the squad did well as well as
the step team. the boys won. came home.
i'll update more with pictures laterrrrr. if i can get my camera to work.
blake, i love you.
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