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Name: LuIsa
Country: Guam
Metro: Guam
Birthday: 5/15/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: :music:
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Expertise: :talking:
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Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
7/27/2003
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| im on breaking point right now! just about ready to go numb on everything im feeling. my lack of maturity has made things worse for me and now, i can barely even think about anything. drama, drama, drama............... i feel like thats wut i bring. i apologize for my derranged self. toodles- | | |
| licensed driver!!!!!weeeeeeeeeee! i got my license!!!! me sooooooo happy!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!! thanks to the people who prayed for me! thanks to my family and friends for their full support! i had God with me and i'm so grateful! happy happy happy................ | | |
| lost in emotion (nonono not the song)i'm sorry but my feelings r out of control. i know i can't bring back the past and i know things r different now....but is it my fault if i feel hopeful with the false hope i've been given. whoever said things had to change when things were fine the way they were? now i can't have anything the way it was before because it slipped away too far and fast............i guess nothing lasts forever.
all i have left to say is: i truly do hope u're happy. | | |
| lonely hearts dayy is there valentines' day for lovers? y can't they have a day of celebration for the lonely hearts??? it's so unfair............i know i'm not the only one alone but i feel as if i'm the only one getting the full depressing effects of this holiday. i'm sad, i admit. stupid holiday. i dread it!!!!!! i know i said i wouldn't care about it anymore but i'm going back on my word! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr...................i don't know if i'm going off about being alone on valentines' day, being alone in general or something else. if only i could really get this load off my shoulders.......hahah i bet that would make things worse, huh? if only i could say wut it is......well, i guess this venting counts, right? ok i'm over it. i'm over it but i'm not over it! | | |
| i suddenly felt the urge to blog....
it's 1217am and i've managed really well to avoid my homework which is due tomorrow. gAHHH.....WOMEN&GENDER - CREATE A LIFELINE, WHERE U'LL BE 5, 10, 20 YRS FROM NOW........that scares me. it makes me nervous, it really does. i had to do that for ccd before. a week later, my ccd teacher told me that she had to do one of those when she was in her early teens. she held on to the thing and she said, so far everything that's happened in her life happened chronologically according to her timeline. apparently, she was told by someone that if she kept that lifeline, everything she wrote in there would happen and would happen just as planned. so, she held on to it.
bleh...........man, lifeline - hold on to it and it'll come true - that's like giving urself a life sentence, no room for spontaneity. on the other hand, of course if u write the things u really want in life and all that stuffs, then that's a good thing, right? but.....i'm not so sure. i mean, i'm sure of wut i want, but yeah, still not sure if i'm being realistic. would this situation fall under superstition or paranoia???? this blog is soooooooo random....
hasta-pasta! | | |
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