PoEmS!!!!
HEY GUYS...THIS IS JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING THAT I WROTE TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT MEAN SOO MUCH TOO ME! SOO HOPE YOU ENJOY 
....ThE wAy I fEeL nOw...
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Friends we are
Best friends we were
Lovers we have been
but where does that leave us now?
Man when you came into my life
My best friend was no longer a knife
Being with you was the best thing to me
But you just couldnt see
I loved you dearly and I still do
I dont think you had any clue
You said you loved me too
And I believed you
I have never felt for someone as I did for you
I have never cried so many tears as I have for you
I have never felt so safe with anyone but you
You could make me smile anytime of day
With the simple little things you say
When I had you with me everything was right
We never really liked to fight
We held on tight
But I guess tight wasnt good enough for you to stay
And love games I do not like to play
I loved you then I love you now just the same
But I am the one to blame
For you not feeling that way
And here I lay
Wondering how you feel
And if everything was real
I have never felt for someone as I did for you
I have never cried so many tears as I have for you
I have never felt so safe with anyone but you
I think you have moved on
I think you are really gone
But as long as youre happy
Ill be fine
I just need to time
to find my mind
It got lost along the way
A little time
To realize
That you have gone away
And I dont have you in that way
I wish you would have just been able to stay
Do you still love me?
Do I even cross your mind once anymore?
Do I compare?
Do you even care?
I love you now just as I did before
And I miss you way more
I need you here with me
I tell you im alright when everything isnt
I dont want you to worry
I am truly sorry
And I love you now just as I did before in fact even a little more
~FOR MY LOVE~
I went to you thinking I was a just your friend.
You reminded me of what we were and that was nothing more
My eyes just wanted to pore
I sucked it up and said “yes, I know”
But I just wanted to hear you say you loved me so…
The whole day I kept on falling more in love with you
But trying to find every reason not too
I came up with none
When I looked at you I couldn’t help but stare
Stare at what I wanted so badly that the feeling was too hard to bare
Knowing that you’re right in front of me and I couldn’t have you
So many nights and days I dreamt of nothing less
Cus baby to me your such a bless
I once told you I didn’t believe in love
Because I thought I would never have someone so special like yourself
Someone like you who knows me better then I know myself
But “someone like you” wasn’t good enough
And All these weeks and months I’ve tried to be tough
But today I let it all out
I let out what I had been holding in
And baby I don’t only love you because of who you are
But I also love you because of who I become when im with you
And to hear you say you love me too
Was my dream come true
Hand in hand you asked me to be more
More then what we were before
I was speechless
i couldn’t believe what just came out of your mouth
I took advantage of the situation and said yes
From then on I was on the top or the world
The happiest girl too
You are the reason for the smile upon my face
You are the reason I am not a disgrace
You make me feel like no other could
We are now together and this is the way it should
I tell you everything
And it never changes anything
But when you said you loved me
It kind of changed everything
Because I went from wondering if I would ever be good enough for you
to knowing that my dream is finally coming true
I didn’t want to leave because being with you is makes me so happy
Happier then I’ve ever been
Just when I thought I wasn’t going to see you for a very long time
You leaned in and laid your lips upon mine
And we watched as they intertwined…
That kiss I will never forget
Because I have no regret
No regret for what happened on the 28th of april
On a over cast day
Because you left me with nothing else to say
You are the answer of what I pray
When we hung out later on that special day
I couldn’t help but do nothing but smile
You held me close I never thought we would be like this
I once told you that I really wanted to witness a miracle
And Eric you became my miracle!
I will never forget this day even till the end of time
I will love you forever even if you aren’t mine….
So don’t ever question the love I have for you
For it cant be replaced by any other cus there is no one as special as you are to me!
I LOVE YOU!!!
...WHAT HAPPENS WHEN...
What do you do when you have thought you have helped someone but really all you have done is make them worse...
What do you do when to them you have just become another source...
What do you do when they once said they love you but now it’s not the same...
What do you do when everything you have done for them just went down the drain...
What do you do when who they have become is totally lame?
What happens when you’ve both said things that you now regret…
What happens when you want to be friends again but the past has been set…
What happens when you become scared to get involved with them again because the fear of getting hurt again is too big…
What happens when you’re not with them you feel just as small as a twig…
But then again the fear is too big, too big…
What’s to come when the things they said that hurt you keep replaying in your mind but you can’t find the stop button…
What’s to come when the things they said to you just made you feel rotten…
What’s to come when you’ve figured out that nothing else can compare…
What’s to come when you have had so many memories that you two share…
What’s to come when the pain you just can’t bare?
But the pain is too big, too big…
What happens to you when the way you look at him is completely different…
What happens to you when you can’t even look him straight into the eyes with you wanting to cry…
What happens when that happens every time he walks by…
What happens to you when all you want to do is sigh and forget all the lies…
But because the sorrow is too big, too big…
What’s going to happen when too big becomes way too big…
And way to big becomes…unbelievable…because the terrible feelings I have are all ready unbelievable….
Unbelievable…unbelievable…this is all unbelievable…just unbelievable….
~FRIENDS WE ARE~
Friends we are
good friends may we stay
but only true friends wont walk away
I will be there for you day and night
for anything you may ever fright
to chase away your fears
and to wipe away your tears
so there's no need to worry
nor to say your sorry
for anything that happens
will be forgiven
but may be hard to be forgotten
ill be the one to pick you up when you feel down
to turn your frown upside down
to take your worries
and your fears
because im the one who truly cares
I want to be the reason for the smile on your face
I don’t want to be no disgrace
I will rise you to limit
Help you when your in doubt
You have my shoulder to cry on
And everything else
If theres anything else ill be the one to ask
So let go of anything that is holding you back
And live life to the best of your ability
And remember im always here for you no matter how big of a fight we are in
Ill be the first one to defend you!
Because you my friend may be
the best thing that’s happened to me
and I LOVE YOU!
*YOUR PERFECT*
*Your Perfect*
Because everything you do
Makes me smile...
Because every second I spend with you
Is worthwhile..
Because when you laugh at me
I laugh too
Because everyone else can see
That Im devoted to you..
Because I love your eye's
and the way they shine...
Because you dont tell lies
and youre so cute when you whine..
Because when you get mad
You cant hide it..
Because even when youre sad
I can find it..
Because the way you hold me
Sends shivers down my spine..
Because your spirits so
free
and youre so dang fine!
Because I never stop thinkin about u..
Its not fair..
Because youre just perfect
and no one else can compare...
~WHEN EVER I SEE YOU~
Every time I see you,
I want you more and more.
Every time you say, "Hi" to me,
my heart begins to soar.
Every time you touch me,
I pinch myself to see if I'm awake.
Every time you look into my eyes,
it's my heart you begin to take.
Every time I see you smile,
I hope it’s because of me.
Every time I hear your voice
I thank god that we can be.
For the truth is... I love you, she likes you
I can not take this much longer.
For I have feelings deeper
than hers could ever be.
For since we are not only good friends,
I could take you away to another place.
So, I will look at you with a tear in my eye
hoping that the there will not be a day that we are apart...
I hope that soon there will be a day,
When I can hold you by my side,
and not have to worry that she will take you away,
Having to worry you have any doubt in your mind
That I am the one for you
And my deepest feelings
I can share.
~I'M SORRY~
i'm sorry if i make you cry,
if you lose that twinkle in your eye.
i'm sorry if i hurt your heart,
but fixing things is a place to start.
i'm sorry for not trusting you,
it's a big part of love that i'll try and do.
i'm sorry for letting people get to me,
and thier lies blinding the truth i needed to see.
i'm sorry for closing the door,
i just never felt so hurt before.
i'm sorry for holding it all inside,
and just letting the hours crawl by
i'm sorry for keeping you,
but i needed to tell you just how sorry i truly am.
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