| Well in some ways i want to give up but a part of me says that if i give up than i will not be true to anyone else i am with till i see what could happen. So i am not giving up. I love him no matter what so i need to see if there is anything there.
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| I have no longer lost control. I am happy now. Life seems to be coming together. I don't feel any different than i did before i was single. i never saw him and we never talked to really, so what was the difference? I am talking to a friend a lot more now and i really like him. I can not even explain my feelings for him. he makes me smile and makes me calm down and everything else. Well i have to get back to work i have 30 mins left. I am thinking about not going to class because it has been such a long day. But i think i have to go. Maybe i will just leave early
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| I just have lost control of my life and i need it back. I am fine when i am out with friends doing things but not alone. I am even fine when i am shopping alone just as long as i am doing something. When i am sitting alone all i do is think and i dont know how to put it all together. And i do not know what do to about one thing. Or even what i can do about it. well back to babysitting
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| I am back at work. I really missed my boys.. Things are kinda good right now i am happy just still in pain |
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