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It's been four months, I'm terribly sorry.

Lotssss has been going on, I'm working two jobs now, STILL at the buckle, (it's going great reguardless of how much I complain) and I just got a job working at a bagle/coffee place! Its on Mt. Pleasant street in west burlington if anyone would like to come visit me.. my first day is tomorrow!

Anywhozit! things have been going really great!! my counselor told me my therapy has been going wonderfully, and that I don't need to come back! (unless I have more problems, duh) so I've just keeping busy and all.. I really don't think I've been happier <3 

BUT! Lottts of traveling the next few months! I can't believe my birthday is comming up so quickly! the two things I'm looking forward to this month are seeing Alex, and getting to model in Maryland at the end of this month! I'll be staying with Madison and I seriously couldn't be more excited!

I don't think many people actuailly read this anymore since I have continuously forgotten to update, but for those who read it and all, I'm really sorry I'm terrible at updating this thing, and also with replying to comments, aye, it just makes me feel good that folks even read this crapola, cheers!

HEY! what was everyones new-years resolutions?!

Mine wereeeee: (yeah I had a coupleee)

1) Become vegetarian

2) Be nicer to everyone... Everyone.

and 3) Do more for others n'what not <3

telll me yourrrrss though, mine are all kinds of lame, I just want to feel good about myself, and that junk up there is going to def. help me do so.

ANYWAY!

I've been hanging out with Lucas and Jordan a loot, they's real fun kids, they make me feel real good haha oh man we got the poooo-lice called on us, I was sitting in my car last night right? being a bum because it was cold, and they were banging on my car etc etc. someone from the parking lot caddy corner to us called the cops on them because they thought J-dog and L-unit were trying to slim jim my car, go figure right?! the one police officer was hilarious though, I bet even if we were to get a ticket for some stupid reason it would have been epic, that is one boy that rules.

OH MAN SPEAKING OF TICKETS, I GOT MY FIRST ONE ON NEW YEARS! 73 IN A 55. I SUCK.

But, all in all, I want to thank everyone for a wonderful year, with all of the amazing new friends I've met, and all of the old friends I Still have <3 but I especially want to thank Lucas, he's been there for me through everything.. and I mean Everything, and he hasn't thought less of me, or quit talking to me, or freaking talked crap about me, and I want to give a special thanks to him, because it means more than he realizes that he's my Best friend <3 I love you Lucas!

Oh Girl.

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WHEW ITS BEEN AWHILE.

soooooo many things have happened:

got my licens this past tuesday, and i allllso got a job. pretttty sick if you ask me.

anywhozit, number12lookslikeyou last night whoa, if i had socks on, they woulda knocked 'em off, thats two thumbs up and an ariel tappin her foot to beat hell. mmhm.

i got to see clayton! it wasn't for very long, but it made me feel so much better, i miss him so much along with all the other quaaaadcities area kids :( i'm going to be going up there a Lot more on the weekends when i don't have to work etc. because i'm homesick.

haha okay, so, sam. haven't seen the kid in months and i finally got to hang out with him last night, we went to mikes birthday party together (hoooomannnnn) and he got wasted as usual, but the ride to his house was super awesome, i love ya sam shoot.

but, mikes party, haha, (mike, jen, i love you) i had to say goodbye to neeko.. i actuailly cried when he hugged me for the last time.. i met his friend franklin, hes a pretty amazing guy might i add, he looked like john denver, but cooler because his name was franklin, saw clinton, haha oh golly, i'll be honest i love that kid. i found out jump hugs, are the funnest form of hugs, thank you clinton, thank you mike <3
(i hope you have an ahh-mazing birthday m'dear <3)

shucks, being out of town, made me feel so much better again imma do it more, i promised clinton i'd come hang out? it was a pinky promise, so i can't break it.

work work work, i get paid thursday, work work work.

hopefully i'll be in desmoines the 25th, shiiiit! And iowa city for evergreen terrace/as cities burn on the 26th.


COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL OCTOBER FIFTH. IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU WIN A DAMN PRIZE.

PS, I'M IN LOVE WITH BRIAN AND HIS RI-DICA-DICA-DICULOUS STORIES.

PSS, I'M IN LOVE WITH LIFE.