My Contemplation

One time,

when life was simple,

I was happy,

but time change the circumstances,

changes the people,

changes the definition of happiness.

Forever am I cursed with the quest to find bliss,

ignorance is not the answer,

and love is fleeting.

No longer can it be neglected,

this void deep within my soul,

breaking the strains of my mind,

just some times,

I wish to be you...

this may be my last post

today...i have done more thinking then i have done in along time...and i have come to more realizations....i have made ALOT of mistakes with/to so many people...and i owe u all apoligize...mainly stephanie for hurting her feeling, ashley c. for not trusting u so many times...but definately most of all.. dani, kat, chase... for losing contact with u...for losing that friendships we once had...for forgeting who i was in such critical moments..i am sorry my friends...i wish i could repair such damage...but i doubt it can be repaired...

but...on a possitive note...i have learned more of what i believe...i believe i have found what we as human are suppose to do...seek the truth and find inner peace...this is the only way to find true happiness...so for now...i will be seeking the truth...and prsueing inner peace.. i pray to god...i find it one day...

peace, love, and harmony my friends...no...my family
Mathew B. Irizarry

HEY U SHITHEADS!!! J/K... ANYONE WANNA HANG OUT DURING SPRING BREAK!!!(LIKE KAT, DANI, AND CHASE... OR ANYONE ELSE)!!!