BEST FRiENDS FOREVER*
that`s how we`ll remain
through the drama & problems
& all sorts of pain.
through hardships & troubles
& all we`ve been through.
I know for sure, we`ll always
stay true. i`ll risk everything
I have. i`ll fight till I bleed.
give youu my own life
..if that`s what youu need
you didnt crush me.
oh no darling.
you completely
destroyed me
i wish one day you would come up to me and say you love me and actually mean it and for once ill be able to say "you missed your chance"
Isn't it funny how when you want
it the most you can't have it? && when
you have it you don't care, && once you lose
it you'd do anything to get it back.
Everyone wants to know why I won't let you go.
It's because if I walk away I know you won't come after me
we just have to accept that
people are going to stay
in our hearts even when they
dont stay in our lives.
& i'm tired of pretending I dont care...
because you're all that matters...
& i'm tired of watching you with her
I hold back all the tears
long enough to leave the room
so you dont see me crying
and knowing i still care for you
&&this time i won't come running after you </3
you just have to live your life not caring & shake off the drama just to prove that you are better than they think you are.
S0METiMES the smallest things
in life are the hardest to do. like
clicking on his screen name & just
sayin “hey"
but i know theres a reason for everything
& thats why i'll keep holding on . .
i wanna make myself not care.. BUT when it comes to you .. i just cant stop myself from caring
&&watching you with her was the closure i needed </3
&&to me hes everything but to him im jus another face in the crowd
&&now i finally realize i mean nothing to you
im just living life like theres no tomorow. look at negative things positively .keep my head up high and remember SHIT HAPPENS
