Currently Listening Miasma By The Black Dahlia Murder see related

Mr. Adam, is making me update this.
so I am.
I am talking to him on the phone
and he keeps telling me that
I'm attracted to the boys who..
Follow and not lead. 
Meaning..
"I'll do the new trend in my town..
until it changes next week.."
PFFFFFT.

haha, lame.
anyway, 
I haven't talked to Adam in a long time.
I miss him.  It's true.
We almost went STEADY this one time,
back in the day.
It didn't work out. =[
Now he wants to beat my ass,
along with Megans.
HAHAHA WHAT A JOKE.

haha, emm.  anyway..
I'm done.

& I love Adam.

Haha awwwwwwwwwwww.

Currently Listening The Best of the Velvet Underground By The Velvet Underground see related

Santa Claus came.

He brought me good stuff.

Except he didn't bring me a boy.

I want a boy.

A cute one.

i'm only updating for a few reasons, but mainly because miss brittany told me that i needed too.  so i'm a bitch, and follow orders.  nigga!  baha.  anyway, since the last time i've updated alot of stuff has happend, well.. not too much.. but some.  the usual partying goes on still, and still hanging out with everyone, some more than others, but everythings good with friends right now.  brittney milroy and i are pretty close now, which is cool.  wouldn't ever think we'd be close buds as we are now, butttt ... i'm cool with it.  NIGGA.  i like my friends.  cause i'm a nigga.  what?  anyway. errmm..

a buddy of mine, nikki, she got kicked out and is pretty much living with me!
god i hate it! she's dumb.

BAWHA.  GOTCHA.
i love her, and she's always welcome at my hizzle.
baha.. fo' reel.
 
nigga, she keeps me company.  i like it.
yoyo.

umm... i saw ashley, she just got back from MI.
twas a good time.  nigga.

jon is home from the army.
hanging with him and his bro is a delight as well.

houston gets off restrictions soon.
that's good.

brittney gets off work soon.
and that's even better.

and...  slkfjslkdjf.  that's all.
i guess

c-ya.

it frightens me that things can change so drastically, within such a short period of time.  i think about how my life has made a complete 180 within the last 2 weeks, and i can't help but wonder where i'll be in another 2 weeks.


fear of the unknown, perhaps?

Currently Listening Dresden Dolls By Dresden Dolls see related

HA! okay so today.

Well, I guess I'll start off by saying .. today was Nicole's brithday.  Wonderful 17. 

I woke up around 10 30, took a shower got ready and talked to Houston for a while..  around 1, Nicole, Derek, Jake, Kyle, Dylan, Robbie, Mark & Justin all came over.  we smoked and such, that's about it.. of course hung out and stuff too... then they left.  eh, about 5, Houston came over and hung out with me, then Kyle showed up, then 10 mins later Milroy came over.  we went to Nicole's little birthday dinner.. it was pretty much fun.  we left there and went to ChaChi's aparment.  hung out for a while, smoked a couple bowls, ended up.. I couldn't spend the night, so I went home around 11, and they stayed and partied and crap.. got alcohol of course.. got fucked up while I was at home being bored, and talking to Houston on the phone.

We talked for like 2 hours, then he was going to "sleep" .. 10 mins later, he called back, and I didn't answer, so I relized it was him and I called him back.. well...  the party got busted up by the cops.  ha, underage drinking, being too loud, and out past curfew.  eh, bullshit huh? ... well, good thing I wasn't there.  bitchish of me to say.. but whatever SUCK MY DICK.

That's it.
No reason for why I just waisted my time telling whoever reads this that..  but pretty sure you'll get over it, and pretty sure you'll be a little bit smarter about my life, and PRETTY damn sure if you don't like it you can .. ONCE AGAIN .. SUCK MY DICK.

Hm, and that's really it.
I'm done.. so, goodnight.

[ps/] KSDFKWHEF i love himmmmmmmmm. 
gosh, i gay. wtf.
someone kill me.