a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time
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'coming to an end. . . '
haha i just realized i didnt put my annual reminency thing for new years so i'll do it now.. haha and no its not too late. =D lol
''06 this was the year i learnt most about life... i met new people, made a couple of good friends, lost some. had alot of good memories, some bad. shared some good times with people, some not so good, found my twin from the future! (and very glad i did), realized how lucky i am in some ways, but also how much better my life would have been if had made different decisions or gone a different path, seen so many changes in school, people, friends and me especially.. never been so scared in my life to grow up and have to face all the changes.. breaks my heart! *tear. so many times, ive hit like that point where everything seems so perfect and good that you just want it to stay that way forever, or just a while longer, but then it goes away. just like that. this year, ive been on that point so many times, been so happy but then broken after falling down. and right now it seems like im just falling. im scared. i wanna be back at thoes high points. but this year ended with me learning one thing: all good things come to an end.
and you! yes you >< mayb you wont know who you are. but im glad i got to be your friend this year and i hope things wont change between us even tho it has kinda already and it feels as if we're going our own separate ways. i dont know. nvm. hahaha just stay the same ok?
cheers to making it through '06 and cheers to the new year. '07 here we go