It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone.
You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you
could've a million times,
you take for granted the days spent doing
nothing when you could have been with them.
Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say the things
we never had the courage to before.
♥
you thought you broke my heart,
you thought you made me cry,
i thought you knew by now not every player is a guy.
♥
All I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong.
For him to care about how I felt.
For him to hug me & hold me,
& promise that everything will be okay.
I need him tonight, but he's not here.
He always has a way of never being there.
♥
& all she wants to be is the "i love you" in his profile.
♥
The paramedics say;;
Isn't it a shame?` Such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing
♥
friends ask you why your crying but,
best-friends already have the shovel to bury the
asshole that made you cry .
♥
I know I shouldn't like him cause I know It's not working.
So I try to convince myself I don't. Then I see him and he'll
smile or put his arm around me, or just say anything.
Then all that logic and trying to convince myself just evaporates.
♥
Maybe it's just an act.
Maybe you still need me like I need you.
Maybe you still think of me and what could have been.
Maybe you still miss me like I miss you.
Maybe you wish you could change the past.
Maybe you can't let go.
Or maybe I just need to face the truth.
♥
so here we go again..
with all your mixed signals....
and all my second thoughts.
♥
It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone.
You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you
could've a million times,
you take for granted the days spent doing
nothing when you could have been with them.
Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say the things
we never had the courage to before
♥
I would do anything..
& that's what scares me so bad
i don't wanna live my life alone
i don't wanna go back to what i had
i don't wanna spend my life without you
♥
Miss me baby, When you hear our favorite song miss me baby.
And when you start to sing along think about all the times that
we danced in the light to it all night long. Then miss me baby.
♥
you`re talking to a girl who has
had her heart broken, cried for
continuous hours, yelled and screamed
for help. a girl who turned her back on the world
..and a girl who did nothing but love someone
who couldn`t love her back.
♥
I want * HIM * to come »» up behind - - * ME *
&& wrap his arms - around MY waist to
catch me off gaurd && whisper :: I love You ::
♥
When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them anyways...
♥
i knew from the very beginning that you were just a flirt,
& yet I fell in love with you knowing I'd get hurt,
I'll conceal my broken heart behind a smiling face,
& though you thought I never cared, No one can take your place
♥
Do you ever sit && think ; what if?what if you had never said the first hello..or What if your pathes never crossed?What if you kept your mouth shut & just let things pass...What if you had just five more minutes...What if you could turn back time & make it all stand still.Where would your life be? Better?? Worse?? Less Confused?? More Confused?? Happier, or Sadder..? Just What If...
♥
she wanted something else.
something different.
something more . .
PaSsi0n . & . R0mAnCE
perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations
in candlit rooms, or perhaps ..
something as simple
as not being second best..
♥
A couple of drops and they all start coming down
I might feel defeated &&& I might hang my head..
I might be barely breathing // but Im not dead
Cuz tomorrow is another day &&& Im hurting
anyway -- so bring down the fucking rain </3
♥
The day you left me it rained outside,
&& I swear it was tears in Cupids eyes
♥
Everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on --
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard Ive already tried </3
♥
People say hate is a strong word ;; but so is
love && people throw it around like its nothing
♥
i`M N0T AFRAiD 0F HEiGHTS.. i`M AFRAiD 0F FALLiNG . i`M N0T SCARED 0F THE DARK , i`M SCARED 0F WHAT`S iN iT . i`M N0T AFRAiD 0F L0VE .. i`M AFRAiD 0F N0T BEiNG L0VED BACK .
♥
there's something i need to tell you.
i love you, you know that i do, but..
i am just scared of so many things.
i am scared of feeling this way, &
i am scared of being so vulnerable.
but most of all, i am really scared of
[ l . o . s . i . n . g * y . o . u . ]
♥
learn from your past,
move on || grow stronger ||
people are fake && your trust lasts longer *
do what you have to do , but always stay
true && never let anyone get the
[ . . . ( b e s t * o f * y o u ) . . . ]
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