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ohXsoXpretty
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Gender: Female
Interests: Working out, Pilates, Running, Toning up my stomach, Eating right, Counting calories day-by-day, Swimming, Health & beauty, Gaining self-confidence, Maintaining/becomming happy with my weight & overall appearance.
Expertise: my stats-
Height: about 5'6"
CW: 131
GW1: 135 (REACHED 8/11/05)
UGW: 130 or lower..!
{my ultimate goal is to become more happy with my overall appearance!}
Occupation: Student
Industry: Retail
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/27/2005
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| It's been forever....
So much has happened in my life in the past 5 months. I can't even begin to update you all on what I've been up to. I decided to come back because I feel like it's time to shape up again. Everyone tells me I am still in shape but I don't see it. I just don't feel good about myself right now. I know this isn't a good idea for my recovery but I really need to do something in order to feel beautiful.
So here's how today went....
B- Honey Nut Cheerios ~ 150
L- Lean Cuisine, bread, carrots ~ 340
S- Banana ~ 100
D- Turkey on wheat w/ cheese, carrots, apple w/ pb ~ 440
40 min treadmill - 20 min of running/jogging
15 min work out DVD
10 min Pilates (abs)
tomorrow is a new day, we'll see how I do.
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| Hello beautfiul ladies of xanga... How is everyone?? Well today didn't
go too bad for me, but it isn't over yet!!! I didn't weigh...still
chicken to do that for another few days. Anyways, here are the stats:
B - English muffin and yogurt ~ 210
S - 10 baby carrots ~ 50
L - Turkey sandwich w/ cheese on wheat and light ruffles ~ 245
S - Pretzels ~ 110
Granola bar ~ 100
Dinner is yet to be determined...probably a healthy choice dinner or something along those lines. I'll update later!!
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| It's pretty late right now, I just got off work. I am sooo tired but I
plan on doing pilates for 20 minutes before bed. I love the feeling of
lying in bed and letting the tiredness leave your body...it's great.
So I weighed myself today, I wasn't real happy of what I
saw. It only motivates me more to get back into gear. Not that I ever
slacked off completely, I just wasn't as strict as I am going to be
now. So yeah.... I was up 2 lbs from what I was at the doctor's office
3 weeks ago, and up 6 lbs from my all-time lowest weight. Pretty sad...
But I am going to get back my lowest weight very soon!!!
My stats....
B - English muffin & yogurt ~ 210
S - about 8 baby carrots ~ 50
L - Healthy Choice dinner and slice of bread ~ 275
S - Med. apple and about 6 baby carrots ~ 100 (roughly)
D - Small salad w/ light Italian dressing ~ 100
Total cals: 735
Kind of low...but I definitely needed to take a break from over-doing
the cals. Hopefully tomorrow is just as good. But unfortunately I
didn't get to work out, I just had touch football in P.E. and work kept
me moving a lot for 5 hours. That's about it. Oh and pilates is calling
my name right now.... So I will update tomorrow. It's gonna be another
day on the go!
Drop a comment :)
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| What is wrong with me?? Why am I still not satisfied with how I look?
Sometimes I feel perfectly fine with myself....other times (like now) I
just want to cry and make myself look exactly how I want to be. I know
I need to keep working hard. Maintaining my weight has been more of a
challenge than losing weight was. I feel like crying... I just want to
feel beautiful again.
I've noticed that I have felt self-conscious lately.
I have been feeling the way I used to feel before I lost the weight.
Why?! If I am maintaining, why am I feeling like a fat slob that needs
to lose weight? I am going to weigh myself tomorrow morning and then
take it from there. I do know that I am going to get my act together
again if it kills me.
Tomorrow's eating plan:
B - English muffin and yogurt ~ 210 cals
S - Baby carrots ~ 50 cals
L - Lean Cuisine meal w/ slice of bread ~ 315
S - Apple ~ 100
Granola bar (if need be) ~ 100
D - PB Sandwich and banana ~ 285
I feel like crying.....
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| Sorry about the last entry. I had every intention of updating it but I
just got soo busy!! That's how I've been lately...busy! Anyway,
yesterday was good, same with today.
B - English muffin w/ reduced fat pb, cup of skim milk ~ 300
S - Apple ~ 100
L - Smart Ones meal, slice of bread ~ 305
S - Yogurt ~ 80
Candy Corn ~ approx. 1 serving...150 I think??  Pure sugar! oh well
Total: 935 so far. Seems like a lot but I plan on working out too.
Yeah not bad. I am trying to be healthier than I have been... sometimes
I deprive myself of calories which isn't good. I'm trying to shoot for
over 1,000 cals a day if not more. Healthy foods though. And one or two
treats per week, meaning ice cream or cake. We'll see how it works out
for me. I plan on working out today, I didn't do anything yesterday. I
don't know how long I'll go though. I started my period for the first
time in 2 months today. I am on special medication that helps my cycle
get regular again. Let's hope it stays this way. Anyway, thanks for all
the prayers and support girls!! I love you!!!!
more later! <3
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