| | okay so miss angie rosenblatt is wise beyond her years
Mrs Nowitzki xx: you know whats sad? Mrs Nowitzki xx: i really am in love with dirk xX lovee2sing Xx: i can tell Mrs Nowitzki xx: like passionate real relationship building love xX lovee2sing Xx: and you know what.... it sucks, it hurts, and you just want to cry that you can't have him now xX lovee2sing Xx: if you're anything like me.... that's me! Mrs Nowitzki xx: it is totally and exactly and wholely that Mrs Nowitzki xx: i want him Mrs Nowitzki xx: but not cause hes famous Mrs Nowitzki xx: not cause he plays basketball Mrs Nowitzki xx: none of the shallow reasons Mrs Nowitzki xx: but something about him intrigues me...it pulls me in...and i totally want him xX lovee2sing Xx: love sucks.. Mrs Nowitzki xx: yepp Mrs Nowitzki xx: so does **** know? xX lovee2sing Xx: he knows i have feelings for him i'm pretty sure xX lovee2sing Xx: he'd be totally insane not to xX lovee2sing Xx: but, don't say anything about me to him if you do talk to him Mrs Nowitzki xx: i won't xX lovee2sing Xx: thank you Mrs Nowitzki xx: but you see i'm the dumb one out of the 2 of us...the guy im in love with is famous..and the dreams i have had of us getting together will never happen because i'm not rich enough, pretty enough, smart enough, skinny enough...i'm not good enough..but you you KNOW **** you hang out with him and he would be totally insane to let you fly by out of his reach... xX lovee2sing Xx: oh, you are all of those things, and i will agree with you - meeting him is very far fetched.. but, if things are meant to happen, they will -and **** will let me fly out of his reach...he doesn't feel the same way about me xX lovee2sing Xx: and you're not dumb Mrs Nowitzki xx: how am i not? Mrs Nowitzki xx: i'm in love with a famous person xX lovee2sing Xx: so... at least he can't break your heart - he'll always be there Mrs Nowitzki xx: yeah in the spotlight always continually out of reach Mrs Nowitzki xx: i would still want dirk if he was a bum on the side of the road Mrs Nowitzki xx: and do you actually know that **** doesnt like oyu? xX lovee2sing Xx: one day his fame will run out, maybe you will meet xX lovee2sing Xx: **** and i have talked about dating, but i'm too young for him Mrs Nowitzki xx: right now you are Mrs Nowitzki xx: what about when you graduate? Mrs Nowitzki xx: it may very well be the whole high school college thing that he doesnt like xX lovee2sing Xx: he said if the time was right he would ask me on a date when i'm out of HS Mrs Nowitzki xx: seee xX lovee2sing Xx: but, it still hurts just as bad Mrs Nowitzki xx: but you see...you graduate in 2 years... Mrs Nowitzki xx: sweetie 2 years can fly by SOO fast xX lovee2sing Xx: yes Mrs Nowitzki xx: trust me Mrs Nowitzki xx: i cant believe im a senior xX lovee2sing Xx: yea, that's pretty crazy Mrs Nowitzki xx: youll be in college before you even realize it Mrs Nowitzki xx: and then he's gunna be like wow i do love angie too...and i was stupid for making her wait for me Mrs Nowitzki xx: me on the other hand...dirks fame will not run out in 2 years Mrs Nowitzki xx: he's one of the younger guys on the mavs Mrs Nowitzki xx: and the best player on the team Mrs Nowitzki xx: <this
<and this will never happen for me xX lovee2sing Xx: you said yourself you weree really going to marry him! Mrs Nowitzki xx: yeah in my dreams xX lovee2sing Xx: don't get that attitude, i live in that attitude, it helps nothing..! you said you wre going to get close seats like floor next to the bench... you oculd tlak to him and get to know him! things can happen Mrs Nowitzki xx: thats so far away xX lovee2sing Xx: good things take time Mrs Nowitzki xx: yeah like a 28 year old famous basketball player will go for a 16 year old nothing girl xX lovee2sing Xx: you are not nothing xX lovee2sing Xx: don't say that Mrs Nowitzki xx: compared to him i am xX lovee2sing Xx: you said yourself you don't love him for his fame xX lovee2sing Xx: so he could love you for YOU Mrs Nowitzki xx: when he could have some model...i doubt it xX lovee2sing Xx: or when he could have a great girl! Mrs Nowitzki xx: riiiiight
Mrs Nowitzki xx: mmm i love to listen to him talk xX lovee2sing Xx: i know what you mean Mrs Nowitzki xx: its like.....ahhh Mrs Nowitzki xx: music to my ears xX lovee2sing Xx: hehe
Mrs Nowitzki xx: gah he just....he mezmerizes me xX lovee2sing Xx: like no one else is around and everything else doesn't matter Mrs Nowitzki xx: exactly Mrs Nowitzki xx: i was screaming for him last night like i was the only one watching the game xX lovee2sing Xx: and all you could see was him Mrs Nowitzki xx: yeah Mrs Nowitzki xx: and him shooting Mrs Nowitzki xx: and leading Mrs Nowitzki xx: and running Mrs Nowitzki xx: and scoring xX lovee2sing Xx: i'm the same way with ****.. except when he sings or acts Mrs Nowitzki xx: you know it wasn't so much that they lost last night that iwas upset Mrs Nowitzki xx: it was that the loss meant no game 7 Mrs Nowitzki xx: which meant no meeting dirk xX lovee2sing Xx: that you did't get to meet him at 7
Mrs Nowitzki xx: a really big thing i like about him is that he isnt cocky Mrs Nowitzki xx: he isn't like wade xX lovee2sing Xx: wade just looks cocky.. like he has that walk about him and such Mrs Nowitzki xx: or anyone for that matter he doesn't like signing a bunch of autographs he isn't like OH DAMN IM FAMOUS WORSHIP ME Mrs Nowitzki xx: i saw wade interviewed in the pregame last night n he is SOOOO cocky
Mrs Nowitzki xx: i'm like drooling over here xX lovee2sing Xx: you don't see me around ****... HA Mrs Nowitzki xx: like at the mavs party i went to the last 3 games there was a guy there who was trying really hard to get my attention n try to get with me n i had no idea xX lovee2sing Xx: ohhh what guy!? Mrs Nowitzki xx: you dont know him Mrs Nowitzki xx: his name is **** Mrs Nowitzki xx: he's totally cute Mrs Nowitzki xx: and kat the lady whos house i was at was like susan what the hell are you thinking Mrs Nowitzki xx: and i was like umm what are you talking about Mrs Nowitzki xx: and she was like ummm **** Mrs Nowitzki xx: and i was like what about him Mrs Nowitzki xx: she was like youre kidding right xX lovee2sing Xx: hahahaha crazy
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