| its almost spring!
Yeah I got no sleep last night, and it didnt help that we had to set the clocks forward. I slept in a corner, on a carpet.. actually it wouldnt have been that bad but I was so tired and didnt end up going to bed until like 5. That's what happens though I guess.
the roads were so bad last night. I got out of work at around 10 and they were fine but I guess that was only temporary lol. there was enough ice on the roads to go ice skating if you wanted haha. luckily the snow is almost melted. we only have a foot or so left. hopefully it wont snow again...
I had my birthday. that was fun. execpt I spent most of the morning with my head in the toilet. ugh. I really want to go out to dinner. I'm starving. |
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| I think they should change the name of "weblog" to "bitch and complain log" because that's really what people do in these things.
at least its what I do. I'd get tired of listening to me bitch and complain if I were you lol.
I didnt even come close to quitting smoking or losing weight. oh well. maybe. who knows.
I got a valentines day present.. from my daddy. lol he got me french truffles. from france. well imported. or something. either way they are good, && seeing as how its the only present I will get they better be lol.
I got my prom dress. its cute.
..yeah
I still dont have my car fixed and its been over a month.
I hate valentines day. |
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| iwanttofeelhealthyagainsoooo
I decided two things today:
#1
I am going to quit smoking.
goal: by march 1st. not even one.
I was never motivated to quit.. and I didn't even want to at all. When I realized that I couldn't quit even if I wanted to.. I started to cut back. A pack a day became 10 cigarettes a day.. now its more like 4 or 5. Surprisingly it didn't take me that long to cut back that much.. around a month or so. But even though I want to quit I still do it, and every time I do I pretty much want to gag because I don't even like it anymore. Yes, its satisfying.. but I'm tired of spending my money on cigarettes.
1- its expensive
2- it stinks. you shouldn't hate the smell and still do it.
3- it makes my mouth feel yucky. I shouldn't smoke and then search for a drink, or gum.
4- I don't want to die.
5- it breaks my mommy's heart
6- cigarettes are not a substitute for food.
7- someday I'm going to be a mommy, and mommy's shouldn't smoke when they are pregnant.
8- my boyfriend doesn't even want to kiss me
9- I don't even like it anymore.
10- I don't like to wake up every morning choking.
this is going to be hard. its going to be harder to quit forever.
#2
I want to lose 20 pounds
by Aprilish
It's not that I think I'm fat. I'm not fat. But I can't fit into my pants anymore. lol. and I have gained like 13 pounds or so in the past two months. I want to look good in a bikini. not like Nicole Richie in a bikini..
I'm going to do it the right way? The same way I did it before. except this time I wont smoke every time I get hungry.
exercise+ no soda + less grease (but enough to make me happy sometimes lol)
I bet I could lose 10 pounds by just not drinking soda. I'm not going to stop eating. hell I'm not even going to stop eating at Macdonald's. I'm just going to stop eating a breakfast sandwich everyday.
this is going to be less hard. I think. its actually not even that important to me to lose exactly 20 pounds or whatever.. I just want my arms to stop waving back at me.. and I used to have hipbones but then they decided to play hide and seek with my fat rolls. hahaha. no.. I don't have fat rolls.
size 3? probably not. size 5.. but a size 3 in stretch pants? probably.
in other news nobody really cares about..
I'm feeling a little under the weather so I stayed home from school today.
I also hit my elbow very hard on a door frame and now I have a bruise.
I want to get a haircut.
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| i got new shoes
my fish died 
I hit a bus with my car and now its dead. it was a very emotional time for me.. but I dont want to talk about it.
I am broke
&& that's about it |
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| merry christmas and happy new year too haha
christmas was nice.. I'm supposed to be in school now but the roads were bad. so here I am.
This morning was horrible. I've been up since like 4.
it finally kind of snowed here.. but then it rained. so its almost gone. |
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