I havent updated in awhile so yeah.

hello.

I dyed my hair

I'm sorry for the way I treated you

I'm stuck in my ways to just run

In the opposite way when things get comfortable

I'll keep on licking till your flavor is gone

I wish I had said....

Your beauty is like a light

And I and drawn to it,

Fluttering by it's flame

I wish I had said....

Your body is to die for,

And I long to be murtyred

Yes, I wish I had said....

Your smile melts through,

My heart, leaving only

your warmth. Oh, how

I wish I had said....

Your Translusent eyes,

Send your soul to my heart,

Forcing it to beat again.

Yes, that is what I wish

I had said, but,

With confounded cowardice

All I said was....

HELLO, with a smile,

And I passed you by.

Rember this? Remeber us? why can't you just talk to me you act like you never "loved" me, even if you really did.  Well I hope you know that I love you..and I always will.  It wasnt about looks or anything It was your personality, somthing about you. If you dont read this then I guess it was just a waste of time

As you grasp her hips and move her body

 closer to yours you kiss her slighly

and she smiles you smile to.

while I sit far away staring at you, knowing you once felt the same for me

'Hes not worth it kelcey hes just not worth it'

You know what I have not been bitchy to you.  Im sorry that I still like you and I suck at realationships ok, and if I wouldent have liked you I wouldent care so much that your flirting with every girl espicaly one of my GOOD friends, Im NOT jelouse im more discusted. you can have her because Im such a bitch to you oh were you stoned when you said that because you seem to be stoned alot. well FUCK YOU

I lost you now, no turning back just move forward

Lets pretend like nothing happend

In the Fairy Tale ill soon find my Prince Charming

Ill make him up in the back of my mind

Just like ive always planed