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Sunday, June 05, 2005

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 19:39:50 GMT

<<i want a shirt like that!!

hola guys! thanx to everyone who saw my long entrey and left me comments! you guys helped me so much! u have no idea! well today was fun kyle, mirdanda and chelsie came over. tomorrow i think alexis is staying the nite, and im gonna do something with em, denae, and nicci. my summers good so far! im kinda scared tho cuz the 9th is comming up real soon. i hope ill be ok. blah. ill write more later!!! LOVE U!!~mel

*Hell of an angel Skin that shines like pearl Eyes that make your soul bleed
Innocent and sweet Your friends surely agree Like candy she's a real treat
But sugar's far from calm I don't mean to alarm By the time you blink
The shit kicks in
I went to bed with an angel At least that's what she said But as she tore off her dress Lord I must confess I got the devil's daughter, I got the devil's daughter in my bed!!!! * DEVILS DAUGHTER-SILVERTIDE

^^^ i love that song!

oh please just kiss me
one last time

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 15:10:17 GMT

hey! wow i havent updated in forever! well a lot has happed!! 1st of all, ITS SUMMER!! YAY

*no more papers, no more books, no more teachers dirty looks, so when u hear that final bell, drop ur books and run like hell!!!*

ooo thats awsome! well life sux, ive decided that it has, does, and always will, so im learning to deal with it!! well heres my summer so far!

thursday-last day of school! it was kinda sad, but im gonna see mostly everone at heights neways! then i walked home, and that was fun, did some stuff that was stupid but o well.

friday-nothing! it was really boring

sat-i dont member! gees

sun-i think i lost track of the days!! well kyle and chelsie came over and we had a barbeque and swam and got in the hot tub!!

mon-what did i do yesterday? hmm o! i member now, i had to help a freiend whos really upset lately! im still here for u! never forget that! i love u!

today-going to felipes game with alexis, and i dont no what else!!!!

ive decided to let go tho, of things ive held onto for so long, ive realised that i dont want to waste my time over somebody!!

even tho

neways, nate came into town yesterday, i can tell u right now that thats gonna start drama. of course theres gonna be drama tho, its my life! and theres always drama in my life! well alicen wants me to go to buffalo wild wings w/ her, but idk if im gonna go. well im off like a prom dress!! (hehe i love that saying) so ill ttyl!! love you all (most of u neways)

<3melanie

o ya--i have some pics from school, but im to lazy to get them now, so ill put them on here later!! ha denae is over ha ha ha rnt u jealous!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 20:04:38 GMT

hey guys! i just found this!! fill it out or ill shoot u! be honest....

W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] call me?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] hurt me?
[] lie to me?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] be my bf/gf?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me shopping?
[] give me a good massage?
[] take me home for the night?
[] sleep with me in my bed
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] travel with me?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere

D0 Y0U...
[] know me?
[] want to get to know me?
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle with me?
[] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?

AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] weird?
[] a asshole?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
[]dreamed about eatin ice cream with me?<<<haha wtf?!

ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thu, 19 May 2005 17:50:21 GMT

Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Sat, 07 May 2005 15:16:27 GMT

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_________wow. guys im not gonna get to get online for 3 days!! *gasp* cuz were getting a new floor and so they have to take out the computer! i will miss u all verry much! lool. well today was ok, its official tho, i am the human doodle!! haha. nicky, and jordan drew all over me in gym (gotta love those free days!! ) then i had to attempt to wash it all off in art, which didnt work to well, i just ended up getting wet. lool. me and denae are talkin again, and im glad, cuz we can relate to eachother in so many ways, so im tryin to give her advice and help her out. well i g2g. ill ttyl!! LOVE YA~melanie

ull never no how much i miss that look in your eye.<<i really do miss u....dont no if u no, or care...

hey ppls! last nite i went to the show. it was fun sept i had to leave early!! at alicens there was a tic on me!! ahhh. i finally got to meet cale and sean. then miranda came over for a little. today im gonna go to river fest with idk yet i should probly start calling ppl. lool lazy me.... tomorrow is mothers day! joy *sarcasm* so im probly gonna go to river fest again so i dont have to be home___ya.

well heres some pics for ya!!! LOVE YOU

<3mel

kyle....and a broom?! lool

me chaney and nate (old pic)

emily and her o so sexy pop!!!

me and jayde...

ahhh its mcdonalds!! =D just had to put that on there!! heheh

haha!!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 22:13:14 GMT

<<thats how i feel right now!!

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___________omg u guys! i just read this thing that my own sister said! its really wise and stuff! i guess i dont give here enuff credit. and i think u guys will like this guote to cuz i no a lot of u r depressed lately so here it is "in the end everything will be ok, and if its not ok, then its not the end." do u like that?! i sure do!! well ill ttyl!! I LOVE YOU!!!~mel

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 12:11:26 GMT

hola! im at sexy lexys!! i just took a pic wearing a pimp spongebob hat!! ill put it on here later!! im so glad to have my life back, i actually missed it a little! lool well were gonna go to the mall today, so if u wanna come call us! well yesterday we got in trouble for our shirts!! hehehe i miss all of my sexy guys at recess. on mon we all gotta start a mosh pit! i cant wait, but i no that only me, alexis, starr and alicen would actually do it and not be like "oww, that hurts, im stoping" grr. o well. well ill ttyl LOVE YA (most of u neways)~mel