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Posted by: oh_crrash Original: 11/25/2006 12:19 PM Comments: 6 eProps: 12 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

i hate how people lead me on.

i hate how they lie to me.

i hate how they act like they love me.

i hate how they leave me.

i hate how it hurts when i breathe now.

i hate how i know i'll feel numb.

i hate how i promised myself that i wouldn't feel like this again.

i hate how i think i'll be alone forever.

i hate how i thought things might get better.

i hate how you make me break down.

i hate how after you hurt me so bad, you ask, "are you okay?"

i hate THIS.

i want to grow up and be someone else.

Posted 11/25/2006 12:19 PM - 6 comments

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You won't be alone forever.

it's so easy to lie to yourself like that and to not be able to see past your current situation.

but it's so not true. there will be boys worth your while in the future.

can't promise it will be too soon, though:/ I didn't find a guy worth my time who really appreciates me until my Senior year (right now).

So just hold it out. Don't give up.

You're worth it--it's the boys who are dumb.

<3 Brittnie

Posted 11/26/2006 1:49 AM by Froggieluv07 - reply

i understand how you feel. but i agree with brittnie...you'll find someone! it might take what seems to be forever...i know it has with me! i'm 21 and i still haven't found anyone yet. you have plenty of time! don't rush things! God has a plan for you. whether it's with someone or on yer own, you just hafta be patient and wait to see what He has in store for you. i know it's hard to wait. i know it's no fun to wait. i know those things too well. i've been waiting for 21 yrs to find the right guy for me and i'm still having no luck with that. but i know there's a reason for that and i just need to be patient. so don't give up already! you have your whole life ahead of you! enjoy the freedom of being on yer own! just trust that God has amazing things planned for you and that things'll happen in His time!

Posted 11/26/2006 2:59 AM by befernie - reply

I understand how you feel but just hang in there. God can fill that spot, more than any boy can. Just remember to lean on your friends because that is what they are there for. I love you!

Posted 11/26/2006 8:39 AM by KoolAidChick06 - reply