Hmmm Well, I thought it was time for an update sooo yeah. Nothing news really going on, I'm pretty bored =/ xanga sucks so I think everyone should get a myspace! but yeah thats pretty much it!
love.
yes ,we do sing into our brushes
;; dancearound in the car && act like total losers.
but its okay ;; because were best friends.
me without my girls ??
are you freaking insane?!?
that's like a crackhead
without it`s cocaine!
when you smile at me; it makes me weak
didnt have to change to make you see;
that nothing can ever come between you and me
there will always be those girls you can't
believe you were friends with,
the boys you cant believe you kissed
and that one boy you can't believe you lived without
youd never guess a girl
so happy on the outside
is breaking down on the inside
a girl who laughs her head off everyday in school
youd never guess shes covering up
the million tears behind her smile
^^^^^I love that one
Just be who you are,
wait your turn, don't push
be beautiful, be graceful,
if you're gonna get angry,
be angry behind closed doors.
don't ever let them see you sweat
but just hold your head up no matter what
& don't ever let anyone stomp you out..
   
i'm nowhere near perfect.
i eat when im bored.
i fall for boys too easily
i'm vulnerable to believing lies
i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through
i make up excuses for everything
i have best friends and enemies
i have drama and memories
& i forget why im still here sometimes.
You don't know.
you don't know pain, or trust, or honesty.
you don't know what it feels like to be a letdown.
to be the one everyone doubts.
and prove them right.
to strive for perfection.
to know that you're down to seconds, tenths, whatever.
to know you'll never be first, but strive for it anyway.
to play catch up.
to keep going when you've stopped all
breathing, feeling, emotion, and hearing.
to accept the fact you'll always be last. always.
you don't know love, or loss, or fear.
fear of death, fear of life alone.
you know only what you see.
and that, is almost nothing.
There's some quotes | 
