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Name: Virginia Marie
Birthday: 3/25/1989
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Interests: "I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop."- On the Road; Jesus.
Expertise: Being the clumsiest gal in the universe
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Monday, February 18, 2008

Currently Listening
Fields of Gold: The Best of Sting 1984-1994
By Sting
When We Dance
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Open Heart Surgery

I've been thinking about relishing in my last few allowed years of being an angsty teen and blogging about my personal life.

But every attempt turns into a hodgepodge of free association. Next time, surely I'll come up with something more than a never-ending, senseless narrative. That's what's so great about scribblings...the kind that sneak in at the margin of your college-ruled notebook where you really should be annotating references to obscure articles about re-imagining the latino race, or hispanic race, whatever's more politically sound these days; although, they're finally openly admitting to the fact that that schmuck nixon made up the term "hispanic".

Without further digression....I miss blogging.

My world has been spinning, and the only thing keeping me grounded is realizing my life in the clouds.

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Lord, i know you whisper now
for what father shouts
when their child is in pain
if i follow You in faith
I will come upon the path of lesser doubt
and lesser shame
guide me in humility, obedience, and chastity
spiritual breadcrumbs for a song bird
a flying swallow like me
and the hairs on my head are counted
even though the ends are all split in three
i pray with honest intent
for proper authenticity
as i walk, naked and exposed
through this dusty territory
where the devil co-exists
on the heels of a better me
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fate
is it just an agnostic write-off of God's firm will in our lives?
i'm unsure of whether the term is completely clean/void of
human involvement
we have choices, yet there are pulls and pushes
forces
beyond our logic, but very much of our own action and inaction
does there always have to be an answer?

...................................................................

& i know it's painful
when it's all through the chest
aimless in every direction
maybe towards the heart, no less
i know it's hard to get out of bed
leave behind a warm district
of sheets and behind dead eyelids
is where we don't think
that's the easiest place
land or sea, where my conscience wants to be

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©v¡rge

"our hearts are restless, until they rest in You"-st. augustine

 

 


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Currently Listening
White Ladder
By David Gray
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Let go of your heart, let go of your head

Situations running through my head
Well looking back through time
You know it's clear that I've been blind
I've been a fool to ever open my heart
To all that jealousy, that bittterness, that ridicule
Only wishing that you were here
You know I'm seeing it so clear
I've been afraid to tell you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes I've made
If you want it
Come and get it
Crying out loud, the love that I was giving you
Was never in doubt
Let go your heart, let go your head

And feel it now
Shining, sky is fading red to blue
I'm kicking through the Autumn leaves
And wondering where it is you might be going to
Turning back for home
You know I'm feeling so alone
I can't believe
Climbing on the stair, I turn around to see you smiling there in front of me


Monday, June 25, 2007

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The Wonderful Cross
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Inside of love as a truth

If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not love,
I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal.
And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love,

  I                       am              nothing.

If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love

 I                      gain                    nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not

 rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over

injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth.

Love bears all things,

believes all things,

hopes all  things,

endures all things.

Love never fails.

If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing;

 if there are tongues, they will cease;

if there is knowledge, it will be brought to nothing.

For we know partially and prophesy partially, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.

So faith, hope, love remain, these three; but

the greatest of these is love.



Saturday, June 16, 2007

Currently Listening
He Reigns: The Worship Collection
By Newsboys
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72 times...

is the average amount of times that the human heart beats in one minute at the exact same intensity for the entirety of a human being's life. With all of the complexities of the human body, what surprising consistency. There is a constance, however, that we shouldn't be surprised with, and that's the infinite, constant, and unconditional love of our Father in Heaven. This parallel of the image of the human heart and God's love is the image shown to us through the Lord's burning Sacred Heart. Through this vision, God is reminding us that the Son will forever be reaching out to us, his lost sheep, and offering us His Holy heart as a light back home.
     When Christ appeared to St. Margaret Mary, his heart exposed and on fire, He said, "Behold the Heart which has loved men so much, and yet men do not want to love me in return."
      'Men do not want to love me in return'....yet, He does not stop loving us. He never gives up on us. He is patiently waiting with an open heart. Not only should this encourage us to visit the Lord in His dwelling place, to praise the Maker for lovingly creating us, but to love Him in return by maintaining patient souls and open hearts.
     The Lord is my shepherd...I shall not want. We should in turn be shepherds throughout our days and never leave anybody in want. We should place the Lord's heart next to ours and bring His love to everyone we meet. What could be more precious than to follow His greatest commandment?
     Christ's gift to us is a gift of self, so evident in our redemption, in His passion, and His return in the Eucharist. He doesn't ask us to change one bit for His love, that we already (and always) have. He convicts us to change for us, so that we can feel the fullness of His sacrifice.
 Let us turn to Him in the tabernacle; let us lay ourselves at His feet; let us turn over our lives into His hands! He is worthy of Adoration, and His goodness is abounding.

Lord our God,

grant us the grace to desire You with our whole heart,
that so desiring we may seek and find You;
and so finding You, we may love You;
and loving You, we may hate those sins
from which You have redeemed us.

I am free to live for You...

O God, You are my God--for You I long! For You my body yearns; for You my soul thirsts, like a land parched, lifeless, and without water. So I look to You in the sanctuary to see Your power and glory.
                                                                 -Psalm 63


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

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Overflow
By Matt Maher
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Bearing fruit

 

 

Christ the King, Thy Kingdom come!

 

      I hope that everyone had a fantastic Easter and Holy Week and that Christ has opened your hearts to His great sacrifice. The Lord has blessed us with His resurrection! What is our faith without it? It’s amazing how much God loves us. To create us in His image. Forgive our unending sins. To send His spirit into a worldly body to show us the love of our Creator. 

   

      Then, to show us that love isn’t without sacrifice. He gave us His son, at the obedience and service of Our Lady, so that He could be scourged, humiliated, and sent to His death on a cross for OUR sins. For every judgment we make, He hung. For every curse and doubt we throw at God, He hung. For the murderers, the thieves, the irreverent, He hung.

 

     With Mary and Christ’s “yes” we are given salvation, a chance to be worthy of the promises of Christ. God loves us SO much despite our human error that He wishes for us to be holy so that we can reunite with Him in the Kingdom of Heaven. That is His promise to us—eternal union.

 

     What does God ask in return? That we may suffer as Christ did to experience the joy of holiness and an intimacy with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. If God Himself, Our Creator!, can humble Himself to undergo three hours of suffocation on the cross, can we not do ALL things through faith in Him? In all of our sufferings, it is through His suffering that we can gain strength. If my Lord can overcome the grave, I can overcome any trials!

    

     Truthfully, the love of our God is one of sacrifice and giving; it is agape, looking for the good of all mankind. And though we as humans are more often the representation of eros, a desire to possess what we are lacking, we are also capable of agape. Alternately, God, too, is eros.

  

      What could God possibly lack? The Alpha, the Omega, our Creator…does He not possess all things? He desires to possess us. He desires our yes! Having the true heart of a father, God seeks out our hearts, that we may use the free will He’s given us to choose Him.     

    

     When we do choose Him, we should strive to please Him, the One who created us. By bearing fruits, using our God-given talents and answering His call, we please Him, and simultaneously we find joy in Him. God asks us to bear fruit. Sometimes we bear no fruits for our Lord and our faith dries up. It isn’t sufficient to accept His love. It’s easy to say, “God loves me.” Do you love God? We need to respond to His love, to draw ourselves to the Lord in prayer, in faith, and in deeds.

   

     If we offer nothing to God, we, like the fig tree in Matthew, will wither away.

 

The Cursing of the Fig Tree (Matthew 21:18-22):

     

     When He was going back to the city in the morning, He was hungry. Seeing a fig tree by the road, He went over to it, but found nothing on it except leaves. And He said to it, “May no fruit ever come from you again.” And immediately the fig tree withered. When the disciples saw this, they were amazed and said, “How was it that the fig tree withered immediately?”

     Jesus said to them in reply, “Amen, I say to you, if you have faith and do not waver, not only will you do what has been done to the fig tree, but even if you say to this mountain, ‘Be lifted up and thrown into the sea,’ it will be done. Whatever you ask for in prayer WITH FAITH, you will receive.”

   

     All things can be done through faith. Don’t be like the withered fig tree that does not satisfy the Lord’s hunger. Bear fruits! And see how your faith increases exponentially.

 

  Lord Jesus:

 

I give you my hands to work with love.

I give you my feet, to follow your way, decisively.

I give you my eyes, Lord, to see the needs of the world.

I give you my tongue to speak your words of charity.

I give you my mind to know and spread your message.

I give you my spirit to continue your prayer.

 

Above all, I give you my heart, so that all I do will reflect the great love you have for your Father and for us. I give you all that I am so that you can take over, and that it will be you who live, work, and speak through me.



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