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Monday, February 06, 2006

Update;; 

Feb 5.
   Well. I must be the worst layout maker in the world.. I never update anymore. I'm sooo sorry everyone.
I probably won't be making any new layouts for a while.. I just don't have the time for it anymore.

1) My Dads tumor has come back. My family is just at low point. Every second of the day is filled with a little worry. *Will he make it through this time??* *Will he be able to fight it off again, or is this gonna be the time that he just can't make it any further..*
Please, please. Pray for him. please.

2) I work at Target. I just got a raise too so I've been working a bit more then usual (which is a lot more then the average person where I work) and its taking most of my strength..

3) I've been really busy with school also.. I just took the SAT (which I had be studying for like crazy) and I've been looking into colleges.

4) I have a new boyfriend. I actually really like this one. Hes such a sweet heart. ^_^

5) I'm now part of the student ministry team at my church so my wednesdays are totally consumed.. not to mention all the other stuff that comes with it. haha.

so yeah.. as you can see. I'm at my limit. If it weren't for God, then well. I dont know how I'd be coping.

I've added a few new layouts.. they all pretty much are about love.. GREAT VALENTINES DAY layouts!!!

You can catch me at my myspace pretty much ANY day.   myspace.com/franzzz
(Its not a layout site for myspace so please dont message me asking me to make you a layout..)



Sept. 28.
   Gosh, I just got back from Rafting, And just got highered at Target and now I'm leaving for Vermont again. I'm really sorry everyone, it'll be a little longer til I can make some new layouts....I would really appreciate if you would please vote for me here. I'm Number 6! and I need a new more votes. please help :)

Thank you,
   Frances

Sept. 16.
   I'm leaving for a Rafting trip. I'll be back like monday. I'll Announce the 100th subscriber and take their request. New Layout: Marykate and Ashley.

Sept. 15.
   The 100th subscriber gets layout made especially for them!! New layout: Hollister.

Sept. 13.
   I updated the icons some, added a few quotes. I finished the laguna beach layout
comments are appreciated. thanks

Sept. 7.
   I'm finally back. Sorry I was gone so long, I had planned getting online in Vermont while I was there, but my grandparents didn't have Internet access. I don't have any ideas for layouts. and suggestions or ideas or welcome. but I don't take requests.

aug 23.
   I leave Sunday to go out of town for like 2 weeks. I'm gonna try and update before then w/ some new layouts. BUT. I may not have time. we'll see.

aug 18.
   I've updated the Quotes. Tons of new Love and Life quotes and a few emo ones too. Check them out.

aug. 11.
   Lots of new things check them out. Join the BlogRing!!! please.



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Latest Update: Sept 13th 2005



LOVE

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
..somehow find ..you and i collide &lt;3

&amp;&amp; i guess my jealousy is just my way of
showing you how afraid i am of losing you.


Take chances. Be young. Go crazy.
Drive fast. Kiss slow. No regrets.

Each minute i spend with you brightens my smile, every word you speak makes my life more worthwhile, every kiss we have i'll cherish forever, every moment i'm happy is because we're together.

you might just think of me as some girl
but i just want you to know that i`m that
one girl who took one look at you and fell
harder than i ever fell in my [[whole life.]]

There's always gonna be that one guy
that no matter what happens between you
two, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him.

as i lay there in your arms,
i drew the letters i-l-o-v-e y-o-u on your back
thinking that you weren't paying attention.
then you looked at me and said, i love you too.

lets drive into the sunset, sing love songs.
we'll make unkeepable promises &amp; swear
we'll never love anyone else.

you grab my attention when youu walk into view.
it could be past midnight, but i`m still thinking of you.
i can`t control the feelings you got me going through.
i want to be your baby, but that`s all up to you

I want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist,
to catch me off guard and whisper...
I L o v e Y o u


they were right when they said love is the slowest form of suicide ;; because his lips are laced with cyanide and i'm so addicted to his kiss.

By telling someone you love
them you're giving them the
easiest weapon to hurt you

Just because it's not what you expected Doesn't mean it isn't everything you've been waiting for...

in the heat of the summer sunshine,
i'll kiss you and nobody needs to know


She loves him more than he'll ever know;;
&amp;&amp; he loves her more than he'll ever show.

SO lEtS BE A SCRAPBOOK COUPlE ;
SMilE iN EVERY PiCtURE &amp; fiGHt //
BEHiND EVERY CAMERA _ _ _»* `

sometimes i look at you.. and you seem to be looking back. but sometimes you look away, like your afraid of what my happen if we look at eachother a second longer.

she asked "if i walked away would you come after me"
he said "no".....she turned away crying and began walking away
he grabbed her hand "because i wouldn't let you go"

you just smile and say `hey`
and everytime
it takes my breath away


i just want you to desire me♥

for some reason, i just cant figure
out which one im in love with,
you,..
or the memories.

you'll be my vacation
away from this place ♥

I bet everyone else can look
into your eyes a million times
&amp; never see what I see in you.

i wanna fall in love with you &amp;&amp; drink cheapp
whine in the moonlight &lt;3 we could run away
and forever have those memories.. of lovers
we'll never be &lt;3

and the stars look so much better
when they reflect in your eyes ♥

if there were no challenges
&amp; hardships in love.no tears,
no pain, noblood. ;; what would
be the point? we all need to feel
a little throbbing every once in a
while, just to remind us were..
still alive,.&lt;/3

hey can you talk about me a
little louder?
.. i dont think my heart is
xx broken enough.

youve got the arms i want around me
.the eyes i want to lose myself in and
the voice i could listen to for hours *.

&amp; you say we're too young
...but maybe your too old to remember...
You care more about his life, more than your life
because let's face it,he makes your life worth ..
living &lt;3


the only thing that truely
scares me is what lOve
can do to a person... &lt;3
i dont want the stars &amp; the moon..
just someone to lay under them with
live for the moments that you cant put into words..

I told him i was
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
(and he whispered..)
I have wings &lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;----



i never gave up on that feeling i had when people said your name.

if i could hold on through the tears and the laughter would it be beautiful or just a [beautiful disaster]

Since the first time my eyes took a glance at you i stopped and stared never thinking what you would be__i will never forget the words you first said, "why do you want to know me?" i knew it was a story to be told maybe even like a fairy tail__to bad some fairy tails end with "to be continued"_____&lt;|3

····I want a boy who wont be embarassed to hold my hand in front of his friends, someone who will introduce me to people as the ‘love of his life’.
°····I want a boy who will sit home on Friday nights with me and watch chick flicks when im sick.
°····I want a boy who will come to my house randomly just because he missed me and wanted to see me.
°····I want a boy who will go for long walks with me when im feeling upset so we can just talk.
°····I want a boy who will write me silly little poems,
one who will dedicate songs to me and dance with me under the stars.
°····I want a boy who will walk to my house in the pouring rain, knock on my door, pull me outside, and kiss me

Girl: do you really love me?
Boy: of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear u say it.
Boy: I don't have to
Girl: y?
Boy: because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words
Boy: I can't.
The girl started to cry softly and said:
then u don't love me!
The two continued to walk in silence. they
reached the girls home.
Girl: why?
Boy: Do u really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough...

eVERyDaAY i wANNaA piCKK upP tHe phONEe
&amp; tEll yOu thAt yOur eVERythiNGg
i need and moree&lt;3

I'm melting in your eyes
I lost my place
could stay awhile
I'm melting in your eyes
like my first time that I caught fire
Just stay with me :: lay with me


here I go scream my lungs out;;
&amp;&amp; try to get to you
YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE
i let go . . . but there`s just no one
that gets me like you do
YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE

Everytime she sees him she
[d i e s . i n s i d e]
Everything she feels for him she is
[F o R c E d . t O . H i D e]
She knows he could never feel the
[S a M e . W a Y]
so she pretends she
[D o E s N t . C a R e]
hoping she can make it through the day ,
full of pain that no one can see
&amp; at night all she can do is think of what will never be
When she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his beautiful smile and the way he makes her laugh
This is the only time she is ever truly happy
because in her dreams they`re not just friends
he loves her back
She wakes back up and knows she has to face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a cruel joke
Played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he broke.

rule number one of love.
you can never just be |[friends]|
with someone your in love with..



I'll stop loving you when ...
DIamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers dont flow
When heardz no longer wonder
And hands are never held
When smilez are only memories
And hope is never felt
When trees no longer blossom
And starts refuse to ride
When autumn has no falling leaves
and winter never dies
When time has no tomorrows
And rainbows have no hue
When God alone
Commands me
Then I'll stop loving you
~~~~*~~~~

I may not go down in history. I just want someone to remember me. I’ll probably never hold a brush that paints a masterpiece. I’ll probably never find a pen that writes a symphony but if I will love then I will find that I have touched another life and that’s something.

•*Some people come into our lives
and quickly go...
while others stay awhile
and leave footprints in our hearts
and we are never quite the same*•
~~~**~~~

We all want to fall in love.
Why?
Because it makes us feel completely alive.
Every sense is hightened.
Every emotion is magnified.
Out everyday reality is shattered
And we are flying into the heavens
It may only last a moment, hour, or afternoon.
But that doesn't deminish its worth.
Because we are left with the memories,
That we will treasure for the rest of our lives.
~~~*~~~

[L o v e] is like ¤DoMiNoS¤
[O n e W r o n g M o v e]
and ¤EvErYtHiNg¤ you have
[W o r k e d] for ¤FaLLs ApArT¤


my finGers were made tOo fit his *
my bOdy was made for him to hOld
my eyes weRe meant foR only him
my lOve | my heaRt | and | my sOul |
».*.« aLL foR him ».*.«
&gt;| Now all I need is for him to see me |&lt;



You know that I'm alright, you know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles. I don't do excuses, I don't ask why. It's just a breakdown, it happens all the time. Don't yell in my face, don't even try, you wanna help me? Just let me cry. Yeah, I loved you all my life . .But you don't even know a thing I feel inside. know by the look in my eye, that I'm just fine . . but I might need you to hold me tight . .

LoVe Is LiKe A bUbBlE.
aN iLLuSiOn Of PrETtY
cOlOrS..bUt WhEn ThE
bUbBlE pOpS....uR lEfT
wIt NuTtIn' BuT tHe. . .
[*.M e M o R i E s.*]


-smile each time i hear your voice-
-I can't help it-
-It's not by choice-
-My heart beats faster-
-My knees get weak-
-My stomach hurts- -And I can hardly breathe-
-And every moment feels brand new-
-I just can't help it-
-I'm crazy for you-
~~~~**~~~~

if *hugs* were drops of water, i'd give you the Sea
if *kisses* were leaves, i'd give you a Tree
if you are True and Sincere to Me
i'll give you my Love for Eternity
~~~**~~~~
It took my By Complete Surprise
When My Heart Got Lost in His Eyes,
He*s Not At all What I Was Lookin For,
But He*s all I Want And So Much More

~~~**~~~
*IvE GoT DrEaMz iN HiDdEn pLaCeS
ExTrA SmiLeS 4 wEn iM bLu
BuT ThAt SpeCiAl PLaCe iN mY HeArT
BaBy, iM SaViN JuS 4 u*

~~~~*~~~~
I'm not afraid of Hieghts, I'm afraid of falling...I'm not afraid of the Dark, I'm afraid of whats in it.....I'm not afraid of loving, I'm afraid of not being loved back.....

~~~**~~~
*OnE NiGhT i SaT uP aNd LoOkEd At ThE NiGhT sKy AnD tHe MoOn SaiD tO Me, "iF hE mAkEs YoU cRy WhY dO yOu HoLd OnTo HiM?" i LoOkEd Up At ThE mOoN aNd RePliEd, "MoOn.. CoUlD YoU eVeR lEaVe YoUr SkY?"*

~~~~***~~~~
**a girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said no...she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said no...she then asked him if he'd cry if she walked away, he said no...she had heard too much, she needed to leave...as she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay...he said "you're not pretty, you're beautiful...i don't wanna be with you forever, i need to be with you forever...and i wouldn't cry if you walked away...id die..."**

~~~~~**~~~~~
.u walk by &amp; my heart beats.
.a 1000 times at once it seems.
.n everytime you look at me.
.i have 2 tell myself 2 breathe.
.w/jus a smile u capture me &amp; i start to melt.
.emotions than take me over.
.like i've never felt.
.i cud tell my heart each time-it isnt luv-ur jus sum guy-there nutin there.
.n what i feel is in my head, its not real.
.but i can't deny it-cant even try-cuz i know its inside.
...* Butterflies Don't Lie *...
~~~~*~~~~

I don't want any0ne Else to get the
c.h.a.n.c.e t0 realize how *amazing* u are
cause then they'll love y0u to0

i wanna be with you.
but i know that it'll never be true.
its so clear we'll never be anything more than friends.
Endless tears and a broken heart to mend.
I'm jealous of every girl that ever hugged you cause for one second she held my entire world.
I want nothing more than to be your girl.
I tell meself to just forget about it, cause it can never be.
Everyday, a smile is all you see.
You said sorry and we said we'd just forget.
But all the tears i cry at night are with regret
And you think that everything is okay but you have no clue.
These feelings are out of my control &amp; i dont' know what to do.



~~~~~**~~~~
in life there Are no c i n d e r e l l a
romances no pictUre perfect
ballroom Dances, No Prince
Charming to Carry me off into
the sunset no happily eVer after
And better yet ii`m no BeaUty
and there isn't a beast, no MrS.
Potts or chip to HeLp prepare a
feast. no hearts of love converted
from those of Stone, No promises
of never being alone. 'there isn*t
a snow white or Her handsome
Prince, No maqic eye-opening kiss
No seveN Dwarfs Who Dwell in
tHe same house, No Determination
to give Snow White A Spouse.'
There is no Little MeRmaid Of tHe
sea, And No man of the Land, no
fallin' iN Love While laying on the
sand. No Ariel whose voice won
his love, no merging of the waters
below and the land AbOve. no
Perfect Ending, No Magic SpelL
despite' what we would like
Life isn*t a f a i r y t a l e

~~~~*~~~~
it seems like everyone`s found love and i`m struggling
farbehind ;I wish I could go back and rewind
this life of mine . maybe it was the things ii said that
made us drift apart ;even if i wanted to let go of you
i couldn`t because you have already» stolen my heart
~~~~*~~~~

&lt;&gt;He leaned over and kissed me..
and I kissed him back. And then, our
eyes met and it was like, we both knew.
So we smiled, and kissed again. It was so perfect.
~~~**~~~


&lt;&gt;Honestly, could it be, you and me, like it was before,
neither less or more? Cause when I close my eyes at night, I realize, no one else could ever take your place. - All 4 One
~~~~*~~~~


You know that when I hate you,
it is because I love you to a point that unhinges my soul
~~~**~~~


How can i - describe - it ..
your a * d r e a m * come true.
everything i | e v e r | needed
i found it - - » all in you*
~~~~~****~~~~~

Sometimes you fall for their sweet words but if you’re smart you won’t b/c half the time they say they mean it...they REALLY don’t...so, if you want a true love just wait and you’ll find him someday b/c all the other guys are just standing in your way*
~~~~****~~~~~





Hurt/Emo/Crappy Life

words that cannot be said stream down my face

I live in notes &amp; photographs &amp; everything I’m
holding back, but you're the words that weren't
enough. you remind me of a song i used to love’



maybe her laugh is a cry
for help &amp; maybe her smile
is just there to c o v e r up
her i n s e c u r i t i e s


Do you ever get that feeling where you don't know whats happening? When you don't wanna talk to anyone or don't wanna smile and don't wanna fake being happy but all at the same time you really don't know what's exactly wrong either?

you smile when you feel like cryin
you act like your ok - when your fallin apart inside
and you let go - you try to move on
cause theres nothing else you can do...


i can forgive but not forget
&amp; i hope you know .. you lost my
[ r e s p e c t ]

&amp;&amp; my theory was that if i kept my [[distance]]
maybe you would see what your missing


&amp;&amp; she wishes that she knew how to
let . you . go

can't you see i want you by the way i push you away

she keeps telling herself ; over &amp;&amp; over
" i don't want him . . she can have him "
even though she wants him more then
[( a n y t h i n g )]


you said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain
distorted distant s c r a m b l e d
&amp; desperate

im sorry it took me so long
to come around♥
This is a 44 caliber love letter straight from my heart.

you broke my heart again this time
you're fading now you crossed the line


next time you kiss your boyfriend
tell me how I taste


drag my corpse through the cities
i never got to visit;;
promise don't let me miss it ♥♥


i wish you would take my radio to bathe with you;;
plugged in and ready to fall ♥♥


Check you out
with your airbrush makeup

and then the melody comes pouring out her eyes

my beating heart wants you &amp; my empty arms need you

you remind me of a song i used to love &lt;//3

theres a in the mirror. i wonder who she is
sometimes i think i know her, sometimes i wish
i really did but theres a sore in her eyes lullibies
and goodbyes, when shes looking back at me i
can tell her &lt;3 is broken easily if i could i would
tell her not to be afraid of the p a i n that she is
feeling, and the lonliness will fade&lt;3
i DONT SEE ANYTHiNG NOW *
so just say what you wanna say its kinda FUNNY how
i'M NOT LiSTENiNG ANYWAY♥
-the used


alcohol &amp; nervous witts
razor blades &amp; bloody wrists
decieving eyes trapped in lies
cant escape the painful cries --

ask me how many times my heart has been broken
&amp;&amp; I'll tell you to look at the sky and count the stars.


I've come to the point in my life where nothing matters anymore
and the things I used to care for aren't worth fighting


so lets destroy eachother cause were too cool
for love lines &amp;&amp; soft kisses over cheap wine .
this is romance
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


When you're left with only a bullet,
I'll bring the trigger &amp; the promise to pull it

&amp; letter by letter,
he types the sadness into her heart
so one last touch and then you'll go
&amp; we'll pretend that it meant something
so much more. but it was vile &amp; it was
cheap &amp; you are beautiful but
you don't mean a thing to me


YoU] cut my heart into- a thousand` pieces
And here I thought (you loved me)
but "why am I surprised?" is the question i keep asking myself.



You are always there to point out my mistakes
and then shove them in my face.


i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i didnt know that looking back on the laughs would make me cry
She tears you down, ignores your every call. But I'll catch you, when she lets you fall.

wear it like a bruise or black eye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said
and learned from the best.

She's got bite marks on her tongue from all the things she never said.
I'm jaded, stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret
These years spent so faded and reckless.
Which would you prefer?? My finger on the trigger or..me face down, down across your floor.
its love its love its love make it hurt


She wipes the r u n n i n g
[[ mascara ]]
from her eyes
as she whispers to herself
im n.e.v.e.r gonna be good [e][n][o][u][g][h]


he painted on a smile and learned how to pretend
the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight &lt;|3
*Literate and stylish kissable and quiet well that's what girls dreams are made of*
. . . t.o. me it look so pretty .b.u.r.n.i.n.g. &lt;33


her regrets can't quite be
counted on both of her hands.

I'll be *- - - F - i - n - e - - -*
Pretending im x_ N0T_x

i'd rather be physically hurt than emotionally;
because you can put a band-aid on your finger..
but you can't put one on your heart.


ive got my finger on the trigger
x_____and your in my way
You almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines

so honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything and you know very well that I can't keep my hands to myself, hands to myself I wanna hate you so bad but I can't (but I can't) stop this anymore than you can

sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on change the channels for an hour or two twiddle my thumbs just for a bit i'm sick of all the same old shit in a house with unlocked doors and I'm fucking lazy.........

heere comes the rain again falling from the stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are as my memory rests but never forgets what I lost wake me up when september ends


" I may have lost her."
"Lost who?"
"Myself"


people say hate is a strong word. but so is love &amp; people throw it around like it's nothing

-//-
i know you know. yet you do nothing about it. and i am hurting.

-//-

i hate thee fact that no matter how much i show you i like you, you still do nothing about it

-//-
it's like writing your name on a foggy window..and watching it fade away

-//-

im the author of my life .. unfortunately
im writing in pen &amp; cant erase my mistakes.
Im breaking
down. Screaming out.
Full of anger. Full of doubt.

maybe cupid should shoot himself with his own damn arrow.....just so he can see how much love hurts


theres no point in trying to talk to you
ive tried to have a conversation with you
but all that comes out is the empty feeling
in my stomach &amp; it makes me realize that
you will never feel the same way about me
as I do about you &lt;/3


Letters meant to be
Sent have been torn.
The phone lies off the
Hook on the floor.
All these "I'm sorries" and
"I miss you's" are useless
I fucked this one up long ago.



*..beHind maH smIle arE thIngS yoU'lL NEVER unDerStaNd..*
~~~**~~~

DrEAmS - - &gt; KeEp yOu GoinG
ReAliTy - - &gt; BriNgS yOu DoWn
~~~**~~~


ox0..People are gonna disapoint you. i get that... i kind of expect that, but i dont know, what if you wake up one day and realize that you're
t h e..d i s s a p o i n t m e n t.. (one tree hill)
~~~**~~~

x my life x my dreams x my hopes x my grace x my happiness x my hate x my oblivion x my love x my depression x my energy x my darkness x my fate
~~~**~~~

Looking through my eyes you will see
[o] what it feels like to be in misery [x]
~~~**~~~

i couldn't sleep last night all I thought
about was you how you let me down
I thought you were special but that.x
--&gt;isn't true so I closed my eyes and
--------&gt;[x]forgot about you[o]&lt;---------


Do YoU EvEr FeEl LiKe BrEaKiNg DoWn
Do YoU EvEr FeEl OuT oF PlAcE
LiKe SoMeHoW yOu JuSt DoN't BeLoNg
AnD nO oNe UnDeRsTaNdS yOu
Do YoU eVeR wAnNa RuN aWaY
Do YoU lOcK yOuRsElF iN yOuR rOoM
WiTh ThE rAdIo On TuRnEd Up So LoUd
So No One HeArS yOu ScReAmIng

TeLl Me WhAtS wRoNg WiTh SoCiEtY
EvErYwHeRe I lOoK i SeE
YoUnG gIrLs DyInG tO Be On Tv
ThEy WoN't StOp TiLl ThEy ReAcH tHeIr DrEaMs
DiEt PiLLs, SuRgErY, pHoToShOpPeD pIcTuReS iN mAgAzInEs
TeLlInG tHeM hOw ThEy ShOuLd Be
It DoEsN't MaKe SeNcE tO Me

aLwAyZ sMiLe eVeN iF iTS a SaD sMiLe
BeCaUsE eVeN sAdDeR tHEN a SaD sMiLe
[. . . iS NoT sMiLiNg aT aLL . . .]


~~~**~~~


I [used] to want everything to stay the s.a.m.e
But feelings fade and people c.h.a.n.g.e
So I'm gonna live every moment like its my l.a.s.t.
And not let the future be based on my p.a.s.t.


Behind these big brown eyes of mine
lay tears that go uncried.
Tears of regret, sadness, sorrow, and pain
and these feelings I can’t deny.



eventually break down.
Everything falls apart.
Even the people who never frown



Force a smile.
Blink away the tears.
I’m supposed to be strong,
supposed to have no fears
but I’m finding it so hard not to frown.
I’m such a strong person.
Why am I breaking down?



I keep silent even when
I’m screaming inside
because the things that drive me crazy.
I have no choice but to hide.


remember when boys meant yuck nd friends were new
--* recess was too short nd life was wayy too long
decisions came easy w/out the need to belong .. storks
delivered babiesz ' and passions weren`t so strong
right was right * wrong was wrong . bad thingsz didn`t
happen - only skinned knees brought tears* the night lite
quieted all our fears .. farewell meant just for summer '&amp;
real friends didnt part .. the fun went on [forever] `nd it
n e v e r l e f t a b r o k e n h e a r t '&lt;|3


I don't know if it makes me
[ x* w e a k . o r . s t r o n g *x ]
livin like nothings wrong



LIFE

i used to believe in forever. but forever is too
good to be true -winnie the pooh &lt;3


Have you ever heard a song from so long
ago with so many memories tied to it that
it made you cry? And didn't you wish that
you could go back in time when everything
was simpler and carefree? Those are the
songs that are the soundtracks of our lives,
the ones that bring back our childhood,
best friends, first love, first broken heart,
and the memories.

"No matter what a woman looks like, if she's confident, she's
sexy. It doesn't matter what size you are, what color, whatever,
what color hair you have, eyes, like if you have confidence, and
you're a nice person and sweet, and you're funny, I think that's sexy."
--Paris Hilton


summer romances begin
for all kinds of reasons
but when all is said and done,
they have one thing in common.
they're shooting stars,
a spectacular moment of light
in the heavens,
fleeting glimpse of eternity,
and in a flash--they're gone.
--The Notebook.

"Every girl is beautifuL
if they have the ability
to believe in themselves."
--paris hilton.


If you obey all the rules..
you'll miss all of the fun


Lo's Mom: Lo it's not a fashion show...
Lo: Every day's a fashion show mom.
-- LAGUNA BEACH


confidence is the inner voice that says
you're becoming what you're capable of being

take nothing but PHOtOS
leave nothing but FOOtStEPS
&amp; kill nothing but tiME &lt;3

*" if ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together, there
is something you must always remember. you are braver
than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than
you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart
i`ll always* be with you." &lt;33 Winne The Pooh


people are always saying to smile, like smiling is going
to make all the pain just -- go away.well,ive tried that
ive tried covering up my pain with fakeness .. and ive_;
learned when it hurts this much inside,
your heart - a ll w a y s - has a way of showing it..
.. no matter what masks you wear &lt;3"


how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes &amp; i've got no where to run
the night goes on as im fading away.
im sick of this life; i just wanna scream
how could this happen to me?

i`m a nightmare, a disaster
that`s what they always say
i`m a lost cause, not a hero
but i`ll make it on my own
i`ve gotta prove them wrong
me against the world

" i don't know the key to success, but the key to failure
is trying to please everybody." - Bill Cosby . &lt;/3 *

I used to long for broken bones
I used to long for a casket to call my own
I never had a problem facing fear
but I'm done, over and out my dear


There will always be people you can't believe you were friends with, guys you can't believe you kissed, and people you can't believe you lived without.

" Every female should have 4 pets
A mink in the closet
A jaguar in the garage
A tiger in bed
And a jackass to pay for everything " --Paris Hilton


"So many roads. So many detours. So many choices. So many mistakes."-Sex and The City

I want: A tall good-looking guy with a nice
reputation who's friends with every
body who appreciates a good fuc-
schia garden, classic music, and tal-
king w/out getting too serious.
now ONLY read lines 1,3, and 5

If you had sex everyday for 365 days, the condoms could be melted down to make a tire.
What would you call the tire? I'd call it a fuckin Goodyear


boys will break ur heart,
friends will betray you
parents will seem too strict
and life might annoy you
but you should always remember that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening to us
so keep ur head up and ur spirits high
because if you don't
life will just pass you by


When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is woundering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is woundering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.
[lying in the middle of the street]
allie: what happens if a car comes?
noah: we die.

remember, if someone gets you mad, it
takes 42 muscles in your face to frown,
but it only takes 4 muscles to extend
your arm and slap `em upside the head


&lt;&gt;"While you are wishing to be someone else,
someone, somewhere is wishing to be you"
~~~**~~~

"Do you ever put your arms out and spin and spin and spin-
-well that's what love is like. It makes your heart race,
it turns your world upside down, but if your not careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still,
you could lose your balance. You can't see what's happening to the people around you-
-and you can't see that you're about to fall"
~~~**~~~

*Not everything is going to be picture perfect...things sometimes take time, and
have many rough things to go through before you can get there, but if you give up
on the things you want...everything you've gone through ends up being worthless*
~~~**~~~


To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.



Once u loose faith
U loose EvErYtHiNg
~~~**~~~

if you are feeling blue
just keep your faith alive
because you never know
what phenomenon could
.*take place in your life*.
~~~**~~~

Faith sees
the [invisible]
believes
the [incredible]
and recieves
the [impossible]
~~~**~~~

Every night when y0u are asleep an angel sprinkles magikal dust,
giving y0u pleasant dreams. . .
Everyday when y0u wake up, y0u are y0ur own magikal angel,
making y0ur dreams come true. . .
~~~**~~~

Your life is made up of years that mean nothing, and moments that mean it all.
~~~**~~~

"In three words, I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on."
~~~**~~~

Life is about not knowing, having to change,
taking the 'moment' and making the best of it
without knowing what's going to happen next.
~~~**~~~


As life goes on we learn to deal with Love * Loss * Lost
but without Learning about those values..
°¿what would life be?°
~~~**~~~

l i f e «-- always isn't the same
sometimes there are t e a r s --»
s o m e t i m e s there is anger
and sometimes there is pure
* h a p p i n e s s *
~~~**~~~

Every single second is lyk a moment
that passes so quickly
and it seems like nothing
But when ur lookIn back
it amounts to [ E v e r y t h i n g ]
~~~**~~~


Friendships

Take out the picture
Blow off the dust
Take off the frame
It's starting to rust
Remember the time
We had together
What ever happen to
Best Friends Forever


Are you tired of all those sissy friendship poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship:
1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
6. When you are confused - I will use little words.
7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask... Because you are my friend.


tell me you'll never forget me `'
because if i thought you would ;;
i'd never leave - winnie the pooh


if ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe ; stronger than you seem ; and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we`re apart.. i`ll always be with youu.
-- WiNNiE THE P0OH


we werent friiends them kindergarten dayz
but we`ve grOwn 2gether in so mani wayz
its amaziiNg hOw we are sOo clOse // if yu
NeeD me i`ll dO the veRy mOst // i lOve yOu
babe more thaN anyone ever / best friiends
forever


::Friends are those rare people who ask how you are::
::.and then wait to hear the answer.::
~~~**~~~

*Friends are kisses blown to us by angels.*
~~~**~~~

uR dA DeFiNiTiOn Of dA aBsOLuTe *-BeSt FrIeNd-*
uR dA rEaSoN i gEt ThRu LiFe WhEn iTs a ToTaL mEsS
~~~**~~~

nO-oNe iN LiFe EnDz uP BeInG *TrUe*
sOonEr Or LaTeR ThEr gOnNa tUrN ThErE BaCk On yOo
.....NoT dEeZ GurLs.....
~~~**~~~

*Whenever you're lonely, You can call on me.
Because I promise to be there until eternity.
If the mountains may fall. And the sun refused to shine.
I'll be with you through it all.*
~~~**~~~

iMa bE DeR 2 RyD WiT u
fLy WiT u. .GeT HiGh WiT u
WhEn iT CoMeZ 2 BuLLeTs
*iMa DiE WiT u*
~~~**~~~

A friend is not the one that will *KiLL* for you,
but the one that will *Die* for you
~~~**~~~

Being a friend means mastering the art of timing.
There's a time for silence, a time to let go and allow
people to hurl themselves into their own destiny,
and a time to pick up the pieces when it's all over.
~~~**~~~

Good friends are those who CaRe without {hesitation}
who *remember* without ::limitation::
and who LoVe even without -communication.-
~~~**~~~

A friend is one who would help you move.
A best friend is one who would help you move a body.
~~~**~~~

FriEnDz ArE LyK LoLLiEz
ThEy’Re HaRd To cHoOSe BuT tHe OnEz U EaT R ThE OnEz U LoSe
~~~**~~~

The gift of true friendship...
Quality *not* quantity...is priceless!
~~~**~~~

...Never refuse any advance of friendship...
for if 9 outta 10 bring you nothin, one alone may repay you.
~~~**~~~

When you're down and troubled and you need a helping hand , just call out
my name and you know wherever I am, I'll come running. You've got a friend.
~~~**~~~

A friendship is as fragile as glass...if mishandled, it can be broken forever.
~~~**~~~

You have your whole life.
So become someone's friend...before they leave you forever
~~~**~~~

A faithful friend is the medicine of life.
~~~**~~~

{Without} friends, no one would wanna live,
--&gt;Even if he had all other goods.
~~~**~~~

x * Me and mah gurls be chillin * x
x* everynight that’s how we be livin * x
x * callin them up just to give a shout * x
x * best friends forever without a doubt * x
~~~~**~~~~

WeVe aLwAyZ bEeN MaDd TiGhT
FoReVeR fRiEnDz .. YeA dAtZ rIgHT
We sHaRe cLoThEz n MaKEuP ..
BrAiNwAvEz tOo
WiTHOuT hER i DuNo WHAt iD dO
~~~~**~~~~

We've been through so much,
more than anyone can see,
friends forever we will be,
Since we were little when we scraped our knees,
Now we be scraping our hearts ((playa please))
I know we've had so many rough times,
but we can't forget about the funny times,
Stealing hearts and flirtin' with boys,
When we get our carz we pump some noise,
When we grow up we can't forget each other,
I love you like a sister or maybe a brother,
But I hope we don't grow apart from each other,
Cuz you're a best friend unlike no other.
~~~~**~~~~

A friend wears pjs t0 y0ur h0use...
A best friend keeps extras at y0ur h0use, 'just incase'
~~~~**~~~~
member tha timez we had n tha b0iz we kissed
remember tha secretz and tha biaz we dissed
and how you aLways remained lyk my sis
i love ya gurL all for this ~
``´´f r i e n d s h i p``´´


 


Believing in Yourself

stronger than i look,
tougher than i sound,
if u ever fuck wit me,
then bitch ur on tha ground,
don't step if u ain't ready to run,
cuz when u step to me,
YA ASS IS DONE!!

u may think u »broke« my heart but i -knew- ur game from the start i -saw- ur game and i -played it- too so -laugh- now *playboy* the games on -y.o.u-


Tuff 2 beat? Im Unstopable Tryin Ta Bring Me Down?
HaHa!
- &gt; mission Impossible &lt; -
~~~~~


there.you.go.
you're.always.so.right
it's.all.a.big.show.
it's.all.about.you.
you.think.you.know.
what.everyone.needs.
you.always.take.time.to.criticize.me.
it.seems.like.everyday.
i.make.mistakes.
i.just.can't.get.it.right
it's.like.i'm.the.one.you.love.to.hate
but.not.today


OnE tRuE .-LoVe-.
OnE fiRsT .*KiSs*.
oNe kRaZii .-niGhT-.
oNe uNfOrGeTaBLe .*mOmEnT*.
OnE bRoKeN .-hEaRt-.
OnE hEaRt To .*BrEaK*.
oNe .-BeSt fRiENd-.
oNe .*FaKe FriEnD*.
OnE .-wORsT EnEmY-.
OnE .*iNsPiRaTiOn*.
oNe .-ChAnCe-.
oNe .*LoVe*.
OnE .-LiFe-.
LiVe iT uP!
~~~~

Life isn't a destination, it's a journey. We all come upon unexpected curves and turning points...mountain tops and valleys. Everything that happens to us shapes who we are becoming. And in the rainbow:adventure of each day, we discover the best in ourselves
~~~~

Sometimes I wish I could just walk out the door
and not have to worry any more
cuz all the things that I've been through
I cant deal with them like I used too
and when im Straight up feeling like Shit
I got to Suck it up and deal with it.
~~~~~~

Im so tired of pretending
everything is okay... my tears are
starting to show and my smile is
* fading away*
~~~~~

You can Love me Or Hate Me
I don't care how you feel
Anyway you see me
I'll still remain real
~~~~~

I know a girl who believes in herself.
Believes that she can run faster, throw
farther,jump higher. Some people say she
should act like a girl. I say she already is.
I believe in that girl. Because that girl is ME.
~~*~~

x.x Hidden Behing My Smile..I am..x.x

*s t r e s s e d*sad*c o n f u s e d*annoyed*f u n n y
*h a p p y*pissed*d e p r e s s e d*in love*l o v a b l e
*j u s t me and nothing m o r e*
~~*~~

* yOu . Only . knOw . what . yOu . see *
But trust me – yOu dOn't knOw what It’s like 2 b me
~~~~**~~~~

yOuR pErSoNaLiTy &amp; EvErYHiNg yOu dO
MaKeS Me LoVe EvErYtHiNg aBoUt yOu
~~~~**~~~~

You Label me
Scan me
Package me
Can me
Say what yew want
And do what yew do
And yew kno Im not ganna stop yew
Cause i cant
So why even try?
Theres no reason
So go ahead and Try
~~~**~~~

Too Much makeup hides who you are
We say too little wont get us far
But really its not what we see
Its what we really look like who we wanna be
We dont give ourselves credit
We say were ugly when were not
We look in the mirror and dont see someone hott
But when we turn around
This is what others see
Someone so beautiful
Its not seen by you or me
~~**~~

Eventually all the pieces
will fall into pLace
until then laugh at the confusion
.Live for the moment and know..
[ that everything happens for a reason ]
~~~~~~

ThEy SaY ThaT BeFoRe YoU DiE..
YoUr whOlE LiFe FlAsHeS BeFoRe YoUr EYeS
So WhY DoNt YoU MaKe It
W O R T H W A T C H I N G
~~~~**~~~~

If you look inside a girls &lt;3 heart &lt;3
you'd see how much she really cries
you'll find secrets hidden, best friends. And lies.
But . what . you'll . see . the . most .
o how hard it is to stay strong .
when nothing;s right and everything is wrong.
~~~~~~**~~~~~~

You Can't See
I'm Hurting
Yourr 2 Blind
To Notice My Pain
It Feels Like
EveryOne's Sittin
In SunShine
While 'Im
Drowning In Rain
~~~**~~~

the phone rings in the middle of the night,
my daddy says `wut you gunna do with you`re life`
oh daddy ;; please u kno ur still number one but;;
- - - - »girls jus wana have fun « - - - -
~~~~~**~~~~~

*Should I do this or not*
Just go for it
And erase that thought
Cause the things you don't do
You'll regret a whole lot
And if things turn out bad
*It's just another lesson taught*
~~~~~***~~~~~

ø´¨`»I DiD AlOt Of BaD ThInGs CuZ I CoUlD,
I GoT AwAy WiT ThEm CuZ Im GooD«´¨`ø
~~~~~***~~~~~

You Think Your All That And A Bag Of Chips...
Well Im all That And A Bag Of Skittles So Taste The Rainbow Bitch!
~~~**~~~~

You see her walkin down the hall
Smilin.Laughing. Lookin so0 happy
U'd [[never]]guess that she goes home
and cries herself to sleep every night
~~~~**~~~~

Be yourself.. d0 what y0u gotta do and if
Anyone gets in y0ur way ..just stand up n
sAy [ * s c r e w y 0 u * ]


sometimes u gotta put
walls up -&gt;&gt; not to keep people out
but to see who [c.a.r.e.s.]
enuf' to | break | 'em d0wn
what yu dOn`t knO can`t huRt yu*
but what yu suspect..well..that jus
- - sCrewz uhp eveRythinqq - -
sOmetimes peOple run away tOo be alOne
[but] sOmetimes peOple ruN away tOo see
if yOu [ c a r e ] eNough tO -folLow- them




My Fav.Quotes.

I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there


I really wanna avoid those weird moments
When we're around each other and we //
Remember ________how it used to be. x3

Stop it, come on
you know I can't help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong
Was his demise so carefully constructed
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it's always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go


she strikes a pose` but she dies inside
nobody knows shes a [beautiful suicide]

Dont hold this against me.
I have already said im sorry.



Unorganized Quotes.

Roll these misty windows down,
to catch my breath again. Here I
lay just like always. Don't let me
go, take me to the edge*


don't make no mistake about it
don't you ever doubt it
im a girl of many smiles
&amp; im not okay inside
i really feel like dying
my eyes get swollen from all the crying
im sorry .. im really trying.


Dear Cupid,
you really need to work on your aim.


This is where you and me
Mean nothing more than a
Crossed out heart carved
into a tree in my backyard &lt;/3


i don't believe in miracles, i rely on them.
we really need to talk about your aim.


so i took a walk down memory lane today...
i just kept clicking back and back...
looking through old entries
sometimes i would stop and read
smile to myself and remember
then that smile would fade away
sometimes i would quickly scroll by
cause i couldnt stand to read the words
like one where i put our convo where we
sent each other kisses
but god i loved him so much
i didnt know till now and i hate him
i hate him cause....i cant hate him
i wish i could just start this past summer all over
and just relive it over and over again...



so you say that i've changed
but---- how do you mean?
cause to be QUiTE H0NEST *
you mean so much to me . . .
&lt;33 and maybe i've changed
BUT KN0W THiS iS ['TRUE']
no matter &gt;&gt; what's changed
______i'll always love you



Giving someone all your love
is never an assurance
that they'll love you back.
Don't expect love in return,
just wait for it to grow in their
hearts, but if it doesn't, be
content that it grew in yours.




WHOOT WHOOT!! GO PATRIOTS! Yay!


Girl: do you really love me?
Boy: of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear u say it.
Boy: I don’t have to
Girl: y?
Boy: because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words
Boy: I can’t.
The girl started to cry softly and said:
then u don’t love me!
The two continued to walk in silence. they
reached the girls home.
Girl: why?
Boy: Do u really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough."



For o.n.c.e i just wish i could look in the mirror and be p r o u d of what i see. proud of how i turned out. proud of just (( b e i n g )) me.


Now i will write i love you down
the same number of times you
said it to me, and i will shove all the
pages down your throat so you
can use them on the next girl
who thinks she is your
e n t i r e | w o r l d
my smile might be fake
but my tears are ((real))
...the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about &lt;3
Suicide is not the love of death, but its the fear of living
dont let the sadness of your past
and the fear of your future
ruin the happiness of your present
~~~*~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~*~~~~
sometimes i get hit with the memory of how much you mean to me, just when i think im ok with letting go…


Are you incapable of caring or incapable of showing it?


i fight with love and laugh with rage. you gotta live light enough to see the humor, and long enough to see some change.


see those lights up in the sky?
they u s e d to live in your eye.
S o m e t h i n g ’ s s i c k
Something’s w r o n g
all your promises are gone.


she looks like she used to be happy inside

I'm so uncertain,
I feel so used,
but you're addicting,
and I don't want to leave.
I'm scared of falling in too deep,
and you've barely showed your heart,
I can't believe I'm taking this risk for you.


"When you come to the edge of all the L I G H T you know, and are about to step off into the D A R K N E S S of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly."

Always hold your head up high,
even if on the inside you're about to cry.
Pretend that nothing's wrong at all.
Close your eyes before you fall.
If you can't see it, it's not there.
This is life, and it's not f a i r.

thEy get me s m i L i n g `even wHen it
huRts .. nothing exaCtly meaSures
* wHat bEst frieNds r truLy wOrth
There's nothinq as wonderful as someone who shares`
your lauqhter * your secrets * your wishes * your cares
someone who's there throuqh qood times and tears who stands by your side as your friend throuqh the all
years
When things go rough and times got tough everytime I could count on you to [[brighten]] my day and –chase-- my problems away and do AnYtHiNg you could do out of all my friends you are true to the end [[no one]] can compare to you
im tryin` so hard ::N0T::to care
buh now -you're happy- `nd its not fair
`nd juss when i thought i was gettin` strOng
i see [y o u . w i t h . h e r] `nd i was WR0NG
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like; and maybe I don't have eyes like the sky; and I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams but I can show you what love means.Shes just his flavor of the week.
a smart girl kisses but never
loves listens but never believes
leaves before she is left
HERE WE G0 AGAiN WiTH THE MiXED
SiGNALS &amp; SEC0ND TH0UGHTS &lt;\3


im still waiiten fOr ThA guY whO will be mah | b e s T f R ii e n D | aNd
wana shOw me off tO the wOrld // in sweats : hoOdie : nd nO makeup
yOur best friend wouldnt ask questions when you tell them
"we HAVE to kill the guy whO brOke my heart"
they wOuld be running to get the shOveL.
SHE KiSSES EVERY0NE G00DBYE
&amp;WAVES HER MiDDLE FiNGER HiGH
THEY*RE NEVER GUNAN MESS W*HER AGAiN
THE DRAMA QUEEN iS17
&amp; SLEEPiNG W*THE BOYS IS F0R FREE
SHE*S GOT A REPUTATiON FOR BEiNG EASY
EVERYTiME THEY PUT HER D0WN
SHE MAKES A FiST&amp;TEARS R0LL D0WN
SHE PACKS HER BAGS &amp;PLANS T0 RUN AWAY
SHE*S SAYiNG G00DBYE`&amp; LEAViNG T0NiGHT
SHE*S WASTED ALL HER L0NELY TEAR DR0PS
TiMES LiKE THESE i LAY iN BED WiSHiNG THAT
I'D WAKE UP iN THE EMERGENCY R00M &amp; HEAR
THE W0RDS.. ' SHE'S N0T G0iNG T0 MAKE iT '

dear heart.i think you remember me. i tend to not care for your feelings &amp;&amp; throw you around a lot. sorry for that. i`d just thought i`d warn you that i fell for a boy. good luck.
Whats Your Fantasy*
i`m sick of being a good girl -- expected to obey each and every rule. cross my legs and sit up straight at the same time.. do good in school -- listen to my parents shout but never say anything back. and when i wanna have some fun i ain`t aloud to do jackk. be a lady, polite and proper. never cuss or yell or hit. well.. listen. fuck youu. i`m sick of this shit.

to those of youu who have pushed me, thank you. without you i wouldn`t have falen. to those of you who laughed at me, thank youu. without youu i wouldn`t have cried. to those of youu who just couldn`t love me.. thank youu. without youu i wouldn`t have known real love. to those of youu who hurt my feelings.. thank youu. without youu i wouldn`t have felt them. to those of youu who left me lonely.. thank youu. without youu i wouldn`t have discovered myself. but it is to those of youu who thought i couldn`t do it -- it is to you i thank the most because without youu.. i wouldn`t have tried.


You wanna know who your true friends are?
Screw up and see who's still there....
there's something i need to tell you.
i love you, you know that.
but... i'm just so scared of so many things.
i'm scared of feeling this way,
i'm scared of being so vulnerable...
but most of all i'm scared of losing you.



i [DoNt KnOw] where i StaNd with you ..
i [DoNt KnOw] what i mean to you ..
all [i KnOw] is that [e V e R y T i M e]
i think of you .. i think of [H o W . M u C h]
i want to be [W i T h . y O u &lt;33]



-x3-
BeCaUsE .. yoUr *BEAUTiFUL*
&amp; yOu DoNt kNoW iT .. BeCaUsE
yOur *SMART* &amp; yOu dOnT BeLieVe iT..
yOuR tHe [KiNd oF GiRL]
tHaT gUyS DONT GeT OveR ..
&amp; yOuR tHe KiNd oF GiRL
OtHeR GiRlS get [CoMpaReD tO ..]
-x3-



During the day at random times, thoughts of
you fill my mind ' and i picture that smile you
gave me, and i swear for that one second ..
x_____________ i could barely breathe



Things are goin crazy and i`m not sure who to blame
everything is changing and i dont feel the same
i`m slipping through the cracks of floors i thought were strong
i`m trying to find a place where i feel like i belong



Most people become who
they promised themselves
they would never be ___x3




Sorry I havent updated in a while


She stares at her arm and sees the scars
and remembers how they came about
In each scar there is a painful
memory hidden, a memory she
dreadfully wants to forget
Her feelings at the moment as each one
happened were unexplainable


Im not going to lie,
other guys cross my mind
but as soon as i really compare,
they are nothing compared to you
everytime another boy goes
in and out of my mind ..
it only strengthens my love
[( for you )]


Theres alot of things I want in life
but your the only thing I need &lt;3


The only thing worse than having a broken heart
is knowing that you would go through the same pain
just for one more chance with him


and with this knife I will cut out the part of me
.. the part of me that still cares about you &lt;/3



Words that cant be said streaming down my face.
What else is a girl supposed to do when all she
needs in this world is you?


Its hopeless to describe the way I feel for you
No matter how hard I try, words will never do


Did you ever notice when someone says "you changed"
they will say it at the exact point where your finally starting
to live however you want it to be and not how they want it?


Most people become who
they promised themselves
they would never be ___x3


Im not the girl who runs up to you when I see you
and im not who jumps at every moment to talk to you
But I am the girl who keeps it all inside
and then regrets it later



If u have reasons for loving somebody
then you are using your mind
But if you have no reason
then you are using your heart


Listen, I know I may fuck up at times
and that I may hurt you
but please know that I Love You and as long as
you keep loving me, I will never let you down


Love ends so quickly...
... yet lasts forever in our hearts


It's hard to look in
the mirror these
days; when everyone
is everything you'd
[ rather be ]



She smiles with all she has left
yet her tears are left undried,
though she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you wont recognise
that girl is really me
he makes me smile without even trying
if i said i didnt feel something for him
i'd be lying.
&amp; sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me
&amp; kiss me without a care in the world.
the thing about life is that you must survive. life is going to be difficult, and dreadful things will happen. what you do is move along, get on with it, and be tough. not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough to with yourself and making a deadly effort to not be defeated - Katharine Hepburn
Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me...
Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day, when I won't think of you...


When you think of me
Remember the times that we used to be
Remember the times I held you tenderly
i dont understand how i can miss
you, when i never even had you, &amp;
i know that i ;; n |e |v |e |r ;; can


iT'S FUNNY -- how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. iT'S FUNNY -- how good memories can start to make youu cry. iT'S FUNNY -- how forever never seems to really last. iT'S FUNNY -- how much you'd lose if youu forgot about your past. iT'S FUNNY -- how friends can just leave youu when you`re down. iT'S FUNNY -- how when youu need someone, they're never around. iT'S FUNNY -- how people change and think they're so much better. iT'S FUNNY -- how many lies can be packed in one " love letter". iT'S FUNNY -- how people can forgive even though they can't forget. iT'S FUNNY -- how ong night can contain so much regret. iT'S FUNNY -- how ironic life turns out to be. but the funniest part of all.. none of that seems funny to me.


you either want me ---&gt;
&lt;--- or you dont ;; love
me ;;; or you wont ----&gt;
&lt;--- make ur choice;cuz
its now or never ; &amp; ---&gt;
&lt;--- i'll tell you now .. i
cant wait F|O|R|E|V|E|R


whoever said that sunny days are the most fun.. have never played in the { RAiN }.


i dont think you understand how hard
it is to talk to you as * just a friend *
i wanna tell yu how muCh you mean
to me but i just never can «|33


why am i fighting t0 live
if i`m just living t0 fight
why am i trying t0 see
when there ain`t n0thing in sight
when n0 0ne gives me a try
why am i dying t0 live
if i`m just living t0 die


Staring out at the rain with her heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know



.. &amp; theres something about you
that makes me l[ fall ]l every time ♥
have you ever been talking about someone
and all the sudden you catch yourself with
a h u g e s m i l e on your face &lt;3


If a guy really likes you, he’ll listen to what you have to say &amp; not what he hears.
We all used to try so hard to fit in. We wanted to look exactly alike, do all the same things, practically be the same person, but when we weren't looking that all changed. Growing up that was supposed to bring us more independence, but what the summer actually brought was independence from each other. ~Now n Then

A priceless moment is when the
person you have fallen in love
with - -» looks you right in the
eyes and tells you that they
have fallen in love with you.


--You talk it--
--I live it--
--You*re jealous--
--Admit it--
Sometimes even though you're having a good time, you can't help but stop and think about how much you miss the old times.


i say what i say
i d0 what i d0
if y0u have any
pr0blems, hunnii
fuck y0u!
Anyone who says Sunshine is pure happiness
Has never danced in the Rain
Never regret anything that you have
done because at one point
it was exactly what you wanted


Never let the fear of striking out keep
you from playing the game


Always be yourself. You don’t want anyone
to remember you as someone you’re not


As life goes on we learn to deal with Love * Loss * Lost
but without Learning about those values..
°¿what would life be?°

LiFE iSNt a *m 0 v i e*
iTz aLL UnReHeArSeD


·· Beautiful Girl with pretty eyes. A hidden heart of
hurts lies ·· She sits up in her bedd at night cries.
It`s hard for her to realize ·· love isnt all weak in the
knees butterlies ·· l[ i wish i could make you mine ]l
-» sure - i think other guys are cute, but
everytime i see a cute guy - i remind my
self of how cute you are, of how much i
love you --- of how sweet you are, of
how you can always brighten my day, &amp;
suddenly that other guy doesn`t look so
good anymore -- so i look the other way
...OnE LoOk wAs aLL iT tOoK...
...Bc fRoM tHe MoMeNt i SaW u...
*i wAs HoOkEd*

I LaY hErE aNd --[tHiNk]--
HoW mUcH -[yOu]- MaKe mE beLiEvE
ThAt [--oNe DaY]-- wE'Ll bE tRuE
&amp; I -[wiL]-l Be WiTh YoU
AlL mY wOrRiEs WiLl--[fAdE]--
&amp;-[ EvErYtHiNg]- WiLl bE tHe SaMe
--NoW, I jUsT GoTtA--[ wAiT]-- FoR ThAt DaY--





Girl


Things.



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