 
We become attached to what's familiar, and
sometimes we hold on to things that are safe
and predictable, even if they are bad for us. All that is gold does not glitter.
Not all those who wander are lost.
The old that is strong does not wither.
Deep roots are not reached by the frost. I say to myself,
"Self, why are you awake again?"
It's one a.m.
Standing with the fridge wide open, staring
Such a sight, florescent light
The stars are bright, might make a wish
If I believed in that shit
But as it is, I might watch TV
Cause it's nice to see people,
more messed up than me. 
this is your life.
give it a happy ending. It's okay that you're with her.
I want you to know that it's okay.
I'm happy for the both of you
and maybe that doesn't mean anything to you
but it means a lot to me, it means
that for the first time,
I'm not selfish.
I have put someone elses happiness -
your happiness, above my own. I want to thank you.
Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent.
Thank you for understanding what I needed,
for being my best friend.
And for not giving up on me when everyone else had.  
 
If It's good to complicate, then both of us are doing fine.
Just leave your eyes on your part,
and leave me alone to mine.
If it's good to instigate, then we're a fast horse, bet on us.
I'm not calling you an animal; I think we just fight too much.. We're not twenty-one but the sooner we are,
the sooner the fun will begin.
So get out your fake eyelashes and fake ID's
and real disasters ensure.
Take these chances, fake romances
and grow up fast. I can't fix what [you] broke.  
 
do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. A good friend will comfort you
when he rejects you.
But a best friend will go up to him
and say, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?" It's more than I would care to explain.
But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame.  
 
The wide world is all about you;
you can fence yourselves in,
but you cannot forever fence it out. In life, there are no Cindrella moments,
no picture perfect ballroom dances
no prince charming to carry me off
into the sunset.
No happily ever after, and better yet,
I'm not Beauty and there isn't a Beast.
No Mrs. Potts or Chip to help prepare a feast.
No hearts of love, converted from
those of stone.
No promises of never being alone.
There isn't a Snow White or her
handsome prince.
No magic eye-opening kiss, no seven
dwarfs who dwell in the same house.
No determination to give Snow White
a spouse.
There is no little mermaid of the sea
and no man of the land, no falling in
love while laying in the sand.
No Ariel whose voice won his love,
no merging of the water below
and the land above.
No perfect ending, no magic spell
despite what we might like..
life's no fairy tale. books are for people who wish
they were somewhere else. 
The world is full enough of hurts and mischance without wars to multiply them. I was trying not to get too attatched
so I wouldn't fall too hard, too fast.
But I realized that I fell a long time ago
and now I'm loving you with all that I have. Losing a whole year.
If it's not the defense, then you're on the attack.
When you start talking, I hear the Prozac.
Convinced you found your place,
with the pierced queer teens in cyberspace.
When you were yourself, there was tasting sweet.
Sours into a routine deceit.
Well this drama is a bore and I don't wanna play no more.
Losing a whole year.
And I still remember how you and me used to spend
The whole goddamned day in bed.  
 
don't worry about knowing people
make yourself worth knowing. On the outside, you know you're not
that same naive kid anymore.
You've been through too much lately,
but deep down, at your core, there
will always be a part of you that rejects
reality, that is eternally hopeful.  
 
there is no sadder sight than a young pessimist. the best feeling in the world is knowing that
someone is missing your smile.  
 
he's the guy that i love with all my heart. Dance with me, grind with me,
Slow, dirty, fast, sexy,
It doesn't really matter;
I just love the way our bodies are made for each other.  
we were perfect in our imperfection. A beautiful girl
stuck in a doubtful world.
She tries so hard to be herself
but that's not good enough for anyone else. 
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