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| And people lie.
People lie about their first love.
They deny things so that other people won't know. i finally figured out
what I should have said to you then
and no one is to blame
but we'll never be the same
now another bright has turned to gray
and someone else's light will take my place
and though I'm getting used to the aftertaste
you know I miss your eyes
i miss your face
i hope to god i mean a little more
then the sounds
that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips
and oh-how i wish i meant a little more
then a symphony of heavy breathing
and the friction of hipsas i watched you put your arm around her,
i felt something inside me hurt physically.
an aching in my heart like it was breaking into pieces.
isnt it ironic though, as much as it tore
my heart up to see you hold her,
i couldnt get myself to stop watching both of you.
because all i wanted to do was imagine that i was in her place,
& i was the one who actually had you. i text him whenever i cant sleep
but when i put my phone down
and pick it up 10 mins later to check
if anythings there..i know im just
setting myself up for another letdown </3 sometimes you love him so much it hurts. you feel like you’re gonna explode with all the love you have for him. like if you can’t share it with the world you’ll die. like if he doesn’t love you back you can’t breathe . . . and you’re so scared to tell him how you feel because you know . . . you know you won’t breathe after you do, because he loves someone else, because you’re not good enough because you’re you and not her . . . and then you want to change who you are just so that he’ll love you. you think maybe he doesn't love her the way you do, and you give him everything but everything’s not good enough, just like you . . You're right. We should never say goodbye.
Because we're gonna write to each other every day
& call each other & it'll be like we're not even apart. All I'm asking for is one day together
just you & me all alone & if you can
honestly tell me you dont feel anything
for me after that day I'll finally let you go. | | |
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You can't tell someone you love them and then change your mind - that's not how it works. Once you love someone, you always love them, don't you? Isn't there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason whatsoever? They'll always be in the back of your mind, and no matter how much you love someone else, you always love him too.
Sometimes i ask myself "does he really care?" or does he just like to pretend he does so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around?
even if we don't all end up together .. in the end it'll be okay cuz we have years of memories to look back on
How can you just walk out of my life after all we had for so long? It kills me to think of you now. It pains me just to look at you</3
one of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable
I wanna be at the point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into, that all we need is a kiss and an "I love you" and suddenly we remember why we love each other in the first place.
and sometimes i wish he would just walk right up to me and kiss me, without a care in the world
I drink a lot of soda, stay up all night, sleep all day, go 80 down back roads, listen to loud music, have hook-ups & break downs. But this is me, if you don't like it then don't talk to me... but don't judge me.
He's the type of guy who could look you in your eyes when you're knee deep in tissues and your face looks like it's been badly beaten and with all honesty tell you that you're nothing less than beautiful.
When I'm with him, I get this feeling I never had with anyone else.
Some days, I've moved on with my life. On to other boys. Yet, some days, my mind is distracted. Thinking only of you.
so many memories,so many times as you can see, i can't stop thinking about you,you make me smile,you make me happy, but the day you hurt me,i thought I was dreaming, but when i realize it was true ,i couldn't stop thinking about you ...but today all the memories are gone i've finally got over you,but the only thing i miss was your smiles,thats the only last memories i have of you..but i really want to still have a relationship, a relationship that we can be friends so i can see you smile again ,and the memories will so long come back again ..i love you so much words cant explain it
i'm crying in the middle of night just thinking about you i don't know why i put up with this every single night maybe it's because no matter what the pain is i can never let you go.
signs you love him;;
- you stare at him a lot.
- he always makes you laugh.
- you can tell him anything.
- you always seem to find
yourself thinking about him.
- when he's anywhere near
you, you have to be with him.
- you go crazy over every
little thing he does or says.
- whenever your with him
you can't help but smile
summer; where all the days run into each other.
the nights belong to lust and lovers,
and everyday is a saturday night.
Did you know that she doesn't care if you call her and wake her up in the middle of the night or early in the morning. She hates arguing but you know she's good at it. She's terrified of the dark and gets even more terrified when something happens that even makes the slightest possibility that she's gonna lose you. Every time she sees you, she can't help but smile. She can't wait to just run up to you and give you a hug, because to her, that's the best feeling in the world. Yeah, I guess you could just say that she'd do anything for you.
I can't do this; I can't do this anymore. Do you understand how it feels being me? Where everything I fucking do, is never good enough for anyone else, and that no matter how hard I try,the person I love takes me for granted. Every fucking day.
I'm pouring my heart out; relax. It's not like you love me back
I've spent too much time on the side lines. I've spent too much time saying "Don't, were gonna get in trouble" I've spent too much time being the good girl. I've spent too much time keeping all my feelings inside. I've spent too much time wanting the love like in the movies. I've spent too much time second guessing myself. But now, I'm going to be the girl that other girls spend too much time wishing they were
and on the way down,I saw you, and you saved me from myself and I won't forget the way you loved me.
I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head, but I'm hanging off of every word you said.
Woke up yesterday with you on my mind so afraid of running out of time so come around again and i'll show you what i mean ..And you can tell me exactly what you need
Pouring over photographs - I'm living in your letters.Breath deeply from this envelope, it smells like you...And I can't be without that scent, it's filling me.....With all you mean to me
so what if i still like him && would do anything to get him back? It doesnt change the fact that he's over and done with me.
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you... and I probably will love you for a very long time... but I cant just be your buddy because as much as I enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality its a bizarre form of torture and I'm just not willing to participate in it..so right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over you... and the only way for me to do that is to be not around you anymore.
I know one day you will wake up as lonely as I am cause fate works both ways.
goodbyes make you think. they make you realize what you've had,what you've lost,& what you've taken for granted.
I'm trying really hard not to cry cause every tear reminds me that I can't let go.
I need someone to stay with me when times get tough; someone to hug and kiss me when I've had enough; when I get tired of hearing the same bullshit everyday, someone to say "Baby youre gonna make it… okay?"
don't ever fucking tell me you love me if you don't mean it with every single part of your pathetic heart.
i just want a boy that will hold me, stay up with me all night talking about nonsense, someone who loves me even though he recognizes my flaws. a boy that will kiss me in front of his friends, a matture boy who won't tell you you look bad or tell you the bad someone said about you, a boy who will say i love you everytime we are apart, and won't get tired of it.
*re-runs of the past still go through my [head] for some reason every night i still cry in my bed.*
So, I love this boy. He’s my world. But he doesn’t care. He’s off with some girl. She’s probably prettier than me; she’s probably nicer and smarter too. But no matter how great she is… she’ll never love him like I do. It’s not fair how she can just show up one day. I know I never had him, but it’s like she took him away. Doesn’t he get it? All I want to do is hear him say to me… ‘I love you.’
all you have to do in life is go out with your friends , party hard && look twice as' good as the bitch; standing next to you
you thouqht you hurt me.... you thouqht you made me cry ;; but*' now ii quess you k n o w not everiie playah is a [( g u y )]
nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down,laugh it off, avoid all the bullshit, take chances & never have regrets. because at one point ;. . . you did what you wanted*
i'm still young, && i've got things to do liquor to drink , boys to confuse,parties to go to, && times to screw up, because right now, i'm just living it up
if he's the first person you look for when you walk into a room, then he must be a little bit more than just a friend.
Watching them together is like a car crash. You really dont wanna look, but you just cant stop staring.
Bitchy? Yeah I might be slightly but it’s just because I don’t know how to say "fuck you" politely.
I hate how we never hang out anymore, & how we were great friends.I hate how you'll never flirt with me but then you'll flirt with my best friends.I hate how whenever i see you, you don't see me I hate when i have something to say online your only response is "cool" And boy do i hate it when you make me smile
without you, tomorrow wouldn't be worth the wait.. && yesterday wouldn't deserve remembering.
dealing with backstabbers has taught me one thing they're only powerful when your back is turned
I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise I do have the biggest heart to love you with
Learn from yesterday, live for today, and hope for tomorrow.
one day, you're going to need me more than you know & I'm not going to care. one day, you're going to regret ever letting me go. cause boy, I know you're going to & I know I'm going to enjoy watching you fall the way I could never get up. for all the times you made my world go round & stop on your command, I'm going to make you choke so hard, you'll feel same agonizing pain I'm feeling. cause I swore to myself I'm going to get over you & I love proving myself right.
dont kid yourself girl..that boy loves you in a way hes not ready to deal with
Girl-Have you ever wanted to tell someone.. you really cared about how you truly feel.. but you are scared.. scared that they don’t feel the same way? Boy-Yeah…every time I’m around you
The tanlines may fade ; But the memories will stay.
goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing i tried to hold on to
Sometimes bad things happen for no reason, no purpose. They just occur & we're left to pick up the pieces the best we can.
Laughing so hard we practically cry, sitting home bored until we basically die, cracking jokes about the psychos we know, causing some drama wherever we go, where there's one of us the other can usually be found. Just can't imagine what I'd do without you around
Seems like ever since the first day we met. There is no one else I think of more than you. Can't seem to forget. Can't get you out of my head. Guess the verdict's in, I'm crazy over you
Just before you never speak to me again remember when you used to be my friend. You treated me like shit. Im not gonna deny it.. I even played your little game. && I was there each and every time you called my name. I still thought our friendship would last but now everything is in the past. All the secrets I shared and you never even cared so lemme tell you and dont make me repeat it: I fuckin hate you and yes, I mean it.
*people are always like "those girls are always together"DAMN STRAiGHT!! cuz we're best friends f o r e v e r.
you know you love him when after you just found out that a girl was spreading rumors about you &you're ready to flip, he'll say something to make you laugh not even knowing that you're upset, and he makes you forget all about it. <3
*She can't treat you the way i can, because if she could, you wouldn't have kept coming back to me.
*best friends forever. at least that`s what they say. well, it turns out » forever wasn`t too far away.
Even though we aren't together, and we were never really official, it felt so real ; so good. It will take awhile to adjust to the thought of not seeing you every day. I'm so afraid of forgetting the sound of your voice
I guess avoiding me makes you feel better about how things really are.
sometimes, there are just some people that you never get over -the hills
*I know we dont talk much and sometimes we even walk right by each other in the hall without saying a word, but then theres those times when our eyes meet and I know that deep down you're missing me as much as im missing you.
I want to be someone's last call of the night and their first thought in the morning. I want those five hour conversations that end in "No, you hang up first." I want the heart racing, palm sweaty, "what's gonna happen next" sort of moments. I want those hugs that you never want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest. But most importantly, I just want to know that someone considers me theirs
And you know that when he stares at you for longer than a second, he's thinking about you.
You may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it¡¦ but I'm special. You're gonna meet a lot of girls throughout your life, and a lot of them will be special to you... But I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me.
It just hurts so badly sometimes. Sometimes it feels like you're being thrown ono a train track, but the train only hits your heart. Continuously. Over & over again. Without failure. When you're young you don't really appreciate the fairy tales that are thrown into your face at such a young naïve age. So you sit there & watch them - hoping that someday you can be a professional Cinderella. Getting older you realize that maybe you have to be looking for your one true love & maybe he doesn't exist. Every teen thinks that they can get through their own personal heartbreak. The first guy: that one who throws fluttering butterflies into your stomach & makes you believe that he'll be there forever. You don't know that soon he will go away & it'll seem as if he left you. You're not by yourself..Heart in hand. Crying to whoever will listen. A few months may go by. Maybe a year or two & then you meet someone else who does the same things to you. You try & go in with 'baby steps,' finally you give in; break down your wall; & start to think you 'love' again. But what is love? Just a word that some hopeless romantics used to describe his feelings for someone? What about the other words that people throw into your world of lies? Fate, destiny, ambition, serendipity - the words that mean the most to you are the ones that hurt the most. The words that you find yourself dwelling over three days after they are said; three days after you supposedly made up with that person. The three days that are always in a month. The first couple months of a relationship are always the best. Maybe they should just end there. Maybe everyone isn’t meant to be with just one person. Maybe three or four in a lifetime is more like it. What if you stay with your 'high school sweetheart' for the rest of your life? You don't learn anything & you're remembered as the person who married their first true love. Does anyone really care? Maybe some people think that they can't do any better & that scares them to death. That’s the way I've felt way too many times. Every time though I find someone new to date, it feels as if I have done better than the last time. I think that people are corrupted to love another person. That's what they learn & may make that their own personal mission in life: to find that special someone who loves you. You can make yourself love anyone. See past their bad qualities & look to their good; past their looks - into their heart. You stare straight into their eyes & feel as if you're the only one that they will ever look at again. But do we really want to be touched by a hand that has touched so many? Doesn't it make you wonder why they're also alone? Do they share the same bad qualities as you do? You can't make someone change & mold into what you want him or her to be. You just have to know that if they are the right person for you, you can either love them or leave them. Love the person that they are deep down inside. Sometimes, though the pain of hanging on is stronger than the pain of letting go, if you're like me, you like to think you can make someone stay with you. Sometimes you have lost so many people in your life that losing another is too hard to let happen..so you keep trying - looking at other guys & dreaming about what your life would be like if you could be with them, just for a little while; what you could learn from them; that they'd pay some kind of attention to you & then drop you like you never meant anything to them; tell you that they never liked you, then where are you? You are stuck between a feeling of heartbreak & a feeling of some kind of relief. Heartbroken that you'll never get to know what it would all be like & relieved that you will never have to change a thing.
It seems as if everywhere I turn for love, I get a door slammed in my face
you laugh with your friends and hope hes looking your way
& i can never forget the way you looked at me.
The only unreachable dream, is the one you don't reach for
& that's when she realized she didn't stand a chance
Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess.
The only thing better than a kiss is the moment right before your lips touch; oh, the look in his eyes will leave you breathless.
anything is possible to overcome if you learn from your failures & believe in yourself
It's easier to find mistakes in others than to talk about your own.
i'm lookin for that one special boy to save the day ; wrap me in his arms ..& take me away..
I'm not afraid to be alive, I'm afraid to be alone
So I'll ask you, If I walked away right now, would you come after me?
oh yes, the past can hurt, but the way that I see it- you can either run from it or learn from it.
i'd rather have bad times with you than good times with anyone else. i'd rather stand in a storm with you than be safe all by myself. i'd rather have it harder together, than easier apart. i'd rather be with you and nobody else because you are my life.
No matter what ; we're gonna stick together.'cause when i said best friends; i meant forever
It's just so difficult being me Instead of we.
Life wouldn't be the same without you & all the memories you've given me.
Friends are the part of the family we get to choose.
oh do i miss those beautiful sunsets..</3
guard your heart...because its more fragile then glass
trip over love, you can't get up, fall in love, you fall forever.
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♥ . : L . i . F . e . T . i . M . e : . ♥
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You will never be the only thing she needs, but if you want to be a part of it, then forgive her when she's wrong, apologize when she's hurt, understand when she can't explain, and reassure her that even though you could...You'll never break her heart.
every penny in a well every broken wishbone ; every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed ; every turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky ; every fallen eyelash ; every blown out candle ; every wish i could make.. would never give me youu. <3
There are moments in my life that I will always remember. Not because they were important, but because they were with you.
Some people care too much. I think it's called love.
Take my hand, and dance with me in the rain.
The reason we hold on to memories so tightly is because while everything else changes, they will always be the same
You don't know what kind of girl you passed up, & I hope that someday you'll realize. I would have given you my entire heart..
Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her.Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH.Write poems about her.Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her.do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.Play in the snow with her.Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree.Get her mad, then kiss her.Push her on swings.Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars* Make up nicknames for eachother.Show up at her school or class unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.Write her letters.If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.pick her up and twirl her in circles.Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants.Look into her eyes.Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it. When you fall in love with her, tell her.<3
.i never loved you more cause i never loved you less.. i dont love you now cause i will love you always.. i dont just love you cause i love you more than "i love you" can say.
d.O.N.'.T ever let ANYONE make y/o/u/r choices... even if its someone you --love-- ... cause they could instantly d-e-s-t-r-o-y all the [[happiness]] in your future that y.O.u may have already set for //.yourself.\\------------ the answers are right in front of you... f.o.l.l.o.w your *HeArT*
~When you truly love someone, they are the only person in the world who has the power not only to make you smile but to make you cry too.
~*If you can't get someone out of your head, maybe they're supposed to be there.*
~If you really love someone time, distance, nothing can stand in the way...
*i asked you if you liked me, you said no *i asked you if i was pretty, you said no. *i asked you if i was in your heart, you said no. * i asked you if i was in your heart, you said no. * i asked you if you would cry if i walked away, you said no. * So i walked away and u grabbed my arm and said... *I dont like you, I love you. *Your not pretty, your beautiful. *Your not in my heart, you are my heart. *And i wouldnt cry if you walked away, I would die.
Don't you hate it when there is that one guy that you don't want to like but you just can't help it? You wanna say that you don't like him but then for some reason you just can't stop thinking about him? you tell your friends that you don't like him so they will not know. You don't give away a single hint to them so they will never even think it. You even say that you like someone else just so they will never know you like him. but what hurts the most is that inside you feel that maybe, just maybe, if you tell him, he just might like you in the same way. Yeah..... i hate it when that happens.
I'm just scared that I'm gonna share all my feelings with you and you're just gonna stare at me.. like the words don't mean a thing
you`ll never realize how much you love a guy until the thought of him being with someone else is enough to break your heart
When you think about him, you start to cry. When he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. When you see him, you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’ let you give up.
if i toLd you i can't stop thinking about you or just the thought of you makes me smile or that i get butterflies when i hear your Name and that i want to be held [[ tightly ]] but only in your arms would you call me *'`C r a z y?
Did you know I kept all of your pictures? Don`t have the strength to part with them yet.Ohh no, Tried to erase the way your kisses taste? But some things a girl can never forget
when she's with him she realizes something ++ that for once she's happy .. and she doesn't have to pretend to be - she notices that look she has in her eyes, and the smile on her face and she doesn't want that to go away.
you know your in love, when just hearing his voice makes you smile for no reason </3
Boy, I feel sorry for you. There was a girl that would have done anything for you. She may not have been the prettiest or the smartest girl alive .. but I can guarantee you, she would've given you the world.
just smile, like he didnt just break your heart.
sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past; stop planning the future; stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel; stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel; &
sometimes we just have to go with " whatever happens.. h a p p e n s ."
sexy boys , sand & sun
laughing ,hanging, & having fun
oceans, pools, tanning & more
that's what summer `06 is for
S U M M E R 0 6 -*
no regrets no expectations no limits & no hesitations
beach days, flips flops, bathing suits
tank tops, short shorts, bangin tan
hot days, warm sand, summer lovin
beach gear, getting ready ;
summer's here <3
waking up to the sound of a lawnmower;
spending everyday with your best friends;
the smell of chlorine in your hair;
& staying up late and sleeping in --
bonfires with friends. saying good [ <3 ]
bye to drama because for 3 months..
YOU DONT CARE <3
Bikinis, towels, soaking up the sun, oceans, beaches,
just having fun, hanging with friends out after dark
summer 06 is where the party starts<3
Summer*
where all the days run into each other
the nights are for friends and lovers
and every night is a friday night
I'm feeling overdressed she said & he held her close & said as far as he was concerned she was always that way & her eyes glowed softly in the light of his desire. | | |
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Yeah, he knew he made a mistake. You could see it in his face every time she walked into the room, he wished he didn't do that to her.
My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah -The Notebook-
he has the most adorable eyes you ; could ever fall for & the cutest smile
that takes your breath away ;; he has the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks & whenever you look into [ his eyes ; it's so hard to turn away ]
you were there for me for so many years making me laugh while i was in tears. i will never let anyone take your place because you're the friends i've got. you laugh at my stupidest jokes ; put up with my worst moods ; go along with my crazy ideas & you still manage to see the best in me
El amor todo lo puede = ( love will find a way)
I guess I could call you and ask you "How are you?" But I really don't have much to say. I sit all alone and I stare at the phone And I hope that you're doing ok.
Maybe we have moved on, but we both know that nothing will ever compare to what we had.
I don't think I'll ever look at another sunset without thinking of you. I'll love you my whole life.
-Pearl Harbor
you know what i think hurts the most ? the feeling of being replaced.
it's like, no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.& no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it doesn't seem to work.and you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough and a sadness takes over your
heart & never really leaves.
i tried to move on. i really did. i tried to tell myself that you don't want me & i can't have you ..i tried so hard. but how can you let go of the only person that makes you happy? the only person who makes you feel alive? the only reason you're still here? you just can't let go of someone like that. <|3
It's 2 AM and She's lying on her bed..Staring at the ceiling..All these thoughts in her head..Just so confused..Doesn't know what to do..In need of someone to talk to...But doesn't know who..So she just lies there..Her eyes fixed on the ceiling...With her headphones blaring..But nothing, she's hearing
dear ____ ,
i think we should forget the past and start over, new.
i like you more than i think i've liked any other person.. ever.
and i would show my true feelings to you, if i was sure you felt them back.
but i'm scared, scared of being hurt, scared of screwing up, even scared of
you.but through the fear i'll let you get the best of me. take me and break me.
i'm all yours.
she stood in the pouring rain...SCREAMING HIS NAME...as he slowly walked away
if only you knew the things i`ll do for you then you`ll understand ...i`d do anything. <3 && i'm so FUCKING SORRY for who I am I sit by the phone
always wondering why you never really wanted to call..
HEY YOUR RIGHT, IT DOESN'T MATTER.I’M JUST POURING MY HEART OUT.RELAX, IT'S NOT LIKE YOU LOVE ME BACK..<3
because these are my last words..and this is my last breath...i'd give you everything if there was something left.. i have nothing left to prove and i will live with my regrets i'd give you everything --if there was something left
& she whispers into the mirror `'*
_as she whipes the running eyeliner
from her eyes .. |[ i miss him ]| x||3
& latley your all i think about...
you think im ok.. but its what you dont see that hurts me the most.
NEVER GiVE UP ON S0METHiNG Y0UU CAN`T GO A DAY WiTHOUT THiNKiNG ABOUT.
it`s easy to say ‘ I hate you’ but it`s soo hard to mean it.
She has a hard time trusting people, guys especially. But who could blame her?
I wanna do exactly what you did to me; lead you on, make you fall for me,
and just let you go effortlessly.
and she tells you over and over again that you dont love her, just because she wants to hear you say that you do.
I like dead end signs. I think they're kind. At least they have the decency to let you know when you're going nowhere.
&& this is exactly why she shouldn't give her heart away
I need to get away from this, escape from this, get away from my mistake,
get away from you
I'm telling you this because you didn't ask. I've got it all here, growing like a tumor in my throat. I'm telling you because if I don't, I will choke on it. Everybody knows what happened, but nobody asks.
I must be a pretty good liar for you to honestly think that everything's alright.
summer; where all the days run into each other. the nights belong to lust and lovers, and everyday is a saturday night.
Summer Two Oh Oh `Six
stayin up late, sleepin in,
spendin every day with another friend,
lookin forward to the next year,
but still rememberin the last,
goin to the pool,
gettin a tan,
and puttin away the drama.
cause for 3 whole months -
we just don't care. <3
i don't know what i'm doing this for you'll never notice, never know
She types "I'll be okay" as the tears run down her face.
I'm not really sure why I'm still thinking about you & getting these urges to call you after everything you've put me through..
Tell me you've had trouble sleeping ...that you toss & turn from side to side ..That it's my face that you've been seeing..in your dreams at night.
let me wear your sweatshirt home with me tonight so i can have a part of you with me while i sleep
So make her laugh a little & help her get through, she used to cry & no one knew, help her out & treat her right, its been a while since she smiled so bright. Show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry.
I want to fucking tear you apart, I want you to sit up thinking about me all night. I want you to suffer, and mourn the loss of what we had. At all costs I want you to remember me.
I hate the fact that you're with her now. But I love it even more when you won't hold her hand in front of me because you don't want me to see; not because I think you might still be in love with me, but because I know it pisses her off.
She didn't really notice how much she cared, until she realized he didn't care at all.
You don't get to choose, you just fall. And sometimes you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time
when you look in your rearview mirror, i hope you see me & all the stuff we did when we were back there together.
& i wonder if you ever think about me anymore
BEF0RE Y0U LET G0 ; REMEMBER WHY Y0U HELD ON F0R S0 L0NG
a heart gets broken as a life gets set free
and all i asked was love me
years passed, seasons changed and i waited
soon after was the pain
that would never reach you
you've gotten over me
but it seems i'll never get over you
on me i place this blame
i hope you can hear me as i cry
i love you and goodbye
It sucks.. looking at you two together.. it's like a slap in the face. Telling me at the same second that you love her and reminding me of what I'd kill to have & all that I'm missing & how badly it truly hurts. It's like a reality check just screaming "You'll never be happy so deal with it"...
okay small question...
why dont you ike me?
what dont i have that SHE does..
why am i not the one? i would do anything for you
and still....
you pass me as if i was part of a wall...
a really bland and unimportant wall at that.
did you know?
everyday you break my heart? everday you make you cry
and wonder why i even try,
all you ever do is brush me off like a fly.
like i never mattered
like you dont know i love you
like you dont know i adore you
like you dont know i spend every moment thinking about you...
like you dont know.
you do it on purpose.
you pay attention to HER when im there
just to see what i do
because you know ill still love you.
but you know what? one day im gonna stop. im gonna hate you. ill pretend youre the wall. see how that feels. to not have me to come to when youre sad. to complain to when youre mad. to always turn to when SHE turns you away. yea see how it feels to have someone you cared for turn you away like it was nothing. to let them go when they meant so much. thats what you did to me. one day you will see...and realize what youre losing...if not already lost
It's over and done.. But the heartache lives on inside..And who's the one you're clinging to..Instead of me tonight?
You might think she is just some girl you pass in the hall and she smiles and says hi. Waits for you to pass... then she starts to cry... thinking about what she wants and what she should do. Thinking about what is right and what is wrong. Thinking how much better life would be if he was her own. Thinking of you and knowing it will never happen/// she still loves you. You were her first love... and first breaker... you are her everything. You mean so much, and don’t even know it. There have been others, it is shown through her beautiful crying eyes. The others who she called a boyfriend to get back at you. ((You never cared though.)) And as she starts to realize that, she starts to cry once again. Knows that there is no use. No matter what you will always be the one for someone else. He will and only him. As she lies and is screaming this she realizes something is wrong. Wouldn’t life be great if he liked her back? Or it would be nice if she wasn’t alive? Maybe if she never knew him? Then she wouldn’t think about him so much. Leaving school, coming home, looking in the yearbook from last year, seeing his wonderful face and knowing this is right. She gets on the computer and always looks for his screen name first, even though she is too shy to talk to him. Runs up to him at school and as she does feels the tears come back because he is with her best friend<3 The friend she had known since first grade. The one who knows all her secrets, standing there and talking to him. As her friend runs to her and says how much she, too, loves him, once again the girl starts to cry. Knowing she is the lower one. Knowing her friend is better than her. Knowing she isn’t good enough for him. And this breaks the girls heart. The girl feels broken inside and she feels that nothing is right. She feels whatever she does, this will never change his mind. She wishes to be like her friend, but then she realizes all she has to do is be herself and if he doesn’t like that… Then she can move on knowing he doesn’t like her and never will. She wont change herself for a boy. She knows better than that. Even though she wishes she could, she can’t. And as this girl cries, she wishes she was dead. But the girl knows there are others that love her, and she wouldn’t want to hurt them. She still asks herself if she would die, what would he do? Would he care and would he talk about her? There are other people who have loved this girl as much as she loves him, but they are able to move on. And this girl can’t. She says everything is cool, she doesn’t want to fight with her friend. But she is crying. More than ever. She sits in the corner, box of tissues. Black all over her hands from her makeup. Nothing is right. And she knows it. Someone asks what’s wrong. And the girls knows there is no answer… because what are you supposed to say when nothing in the world is going good for you at all. Then this happens and you can’t believe it’s true. You wouldn’t see it coming, but the girl did. I guess she is smarter than you may think..
I think I noticed when things started to change. The hugs were quicker, the phone calls shorter and they weren't every night. We didn't hurry to the place where we said we'd meet. The 'I love yous' felt more like a forced, daily routine, and really had no meaning. When we saw each other, the smiles weren't as bright, or as big. Our thoughts weren't only of each other. We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. We had too many doubts.
Every Girls Dream
1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other¡¯s eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
&& you said you wanted this.
&& you said I was different.
&& you said that I was worth it.
&& you said that you cared.
&& you said that you didn't want to mess up.
&& you said it would work.
&& you said you could live with the distance.
&& you held me with no intention of letting go.
&& you kissed me like you meant it.
&& you protected me from the cold.
&& you gave me your arm to fall asleep on,
with no intention of moving it.
&& you embraced me as if it was our last.
But you shattered all that you had said.
&& you shattered the hope that I had in you.
&& you shattered my dreams for us.
But worst of all you shattered the walls of my heart when I let you in,
&& damnit now I have to re-build them all over,
just to have you come back and do all again.
Noah : The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever.-The Notebook-
she's in there for hours...
blow-dryer on high;
red lipstick stains on the bathroom floor;
curling irons, straighteners;
eyliner, blush, mascara;
concealers && whiteners
but it's never enough
for him _________ x / 3
&& even if you said you cared I wanted you to see why myself and eveyone else can't love me..
There's this part of me that's missing, and I'm thinking that I left it
with him...
You were everything I needed, but nothing that I wanted.
If you promised me forever, why did it only last long enough for us to
end up broken?
I saw you today & then looked away, but they i couldn't resist to turn around & look back. & you know wat? you were looking at me too..
m sick of hookups, the set ups, the fuck ups, the
guys who only want one thing, the guy who doesnt
know what he wants, + the guy who does but wont
admit it - i just want the real thing.
if i could show you
how much you've hurt me ;;
you'd never be able to
look me in the eyes again
If you really were in love with him, you wouldn't let anything get in your way of getting him back. Maybe he's not the one, but he's worth another try. Maybe you just have to let go for a while & expand your horizons. You never know, it just might work. Or maybe when you leave, he'll realize what he lost & want you back. You never know. Fate is a tricky thing.
& i`m the type of girl who would
wear his sweatshirt just because
it smelled like him x3
You don't know me like you knew me.
You decided to stop listening
When i needed you most.
But just remember one thing;;
I cared for you, when nobody else
G A V E A F U C K
I just want that one boy who will
make everything seem right when he asks
" whats wrong ? "
and i say " its a long story"
he'll be like " baby, i got ALL night" <3
I want the type of guy who
makes me feel good about myself
She lies awake
in her warm cozy bed.
Unable to sleep
cause he's still in her head.
It plays out like a movie.
Thoughts of him.
Re-running over and over again.
She aches everywhere for
his touch to her skin.
She closes her eyes.
Her breaths are getting faster
as she thrashes about.
It brings her release.
She whispers his name as
she drifts off to sleep.
She's beautiful, but she'll never admit it.
Music is her life, literally. Ask her for
a good song, she'll give you five. Shirts
and jeans are her trademarks. She's
afraid of thunder and obsessed with
chocolate mile. When she smiles her whole
face lights up. her hearts been broken
by a guy who doesn't love her anymore and
you know what? She doesn't care.
visiting every day, watching and waiting , hoping that one day, maybe he will seem to get it in his head. Hey maybe she is the best thing that ever happened to me. This girl loves me and im to naive to admit it. Yes i do love you. every bit of you. all of your flaws, they are still perfect. your everything dont want but sadly need. I lust for you. theres something about you that has me head over heels in love with you. I guess im crazy. Maybe im just a silly little girl with a silly little crush. I just wish that you would notice that i seceretly want you still. I wish I was brave enough to tell you all this, but for some reason I think you already know. Im sure you do. But sadly you dont care. I guess maybe I was the naive one to have ever thought that you would even of cared..
When you learn from past
realationships that the
best thing to do is build
a brick wall around ur
heart so u cant get hurt
anymore. You learn how to
push people away when they
get to close and u learn
how to not care so much
when what u knew was going
to end does. U learn to
keep ur distance for ur
saftey. But what happens
when the wall is broken and
u let that person in. u let
them get close and u let
urself feel for them. U do
things for them because it
makes them happy which in
return it makes u happy.
U let urself fall and dont
even try to stop it because
u think that they wont hurt
you, but at last, ur wrong
the person who destroyed the
wall also destroyed ur heart.
No stitches, thread, or needle
to fix it, Yet all u want is
for them to be happy even if
ur not
Sometimes I cry because I know we aren't together anymore.
Then I start to think about it.. and I realize, if it was really meant to be,
then in the end we'll end up together.. and if not, well then it wasnt meant to be.
When I see you with her: Its like there's a plane crash in my mind
a tornado in my stomach and a car in overdrive in my heart
Life's too short for a kiss on the cheek...So let's be unique && hit the sheets*
She's beautiful but she`ll never admit it.Music makes her world go round, literally.Pearls and jeans are her trademarks.Shes afraid of being alone & shes obsessed with coffee. When she smiles her whole face lights up..&& her hearts been broken many times..By a guy who doesnt love her anymore.. </3And you know what? She doesnt care.
I hate being in this position. Im forcing myself to let go of the one person that I need in my life. Hes the only thing that makes sense, but that the same time, the one who complicates me. I know Im better off without
<333 Tell her why she`s perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like
your going to throw her in the pool, she`ll scream & fight you, but
secretly she`ll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her.
Look at her like she`s the only girl you ever want to be with. When she
least expects it, pull her in close & kiss her hard. Tell her she looks
beautiful. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Get her mad, then kiss her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Give her piggy-back rides.
Kiss her forehead. Be slow. Don`t push anything. Make her feel loved.
Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her; tell her. <333
I didn't lose him... I let him go. I didn't get over him...I moved on.
When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them,
they will always mean something to you. So no matter how hard you
try, if it was true love, you'll never forget them.
in ten years there's no way in hell we'll remember all the boys we were with ; _all the girls we hated* or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;
just that we did it all * T 0 G E T H E R <33
I'm not sure if it's me or you who's changed but things somehow managed to get worse before they got better. I think I know why. Everything is messed up now and I'm sorry but I can't make it better. I can't make me better. You're slipping and so am I and the worst thing is I didn't even realize it until now. You still haven't but you never cared anyway. Maybe I've been trying too hard. Maybe I haven't been trying hard enough. Maybe neither one of us knows how to handle this sort of thing.
would be to hear rocks hit my window in the middle of the night
and look outside, only to see you
Look me in my eyes And tell me..That I can never have you..That all my hopes of us..Are only dreams..Just tell me now..Before I love you any more.
I'm nowhere near perfect. I believe too many lies.& Keep hoping one day I won't be faking a smile.I live by quotes and lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have my bestfriends, my enemies my drama and my memories. I'm just me.
i wanna be that qirl he's scared to lose
the one where he [ can`t ] walk away
from knowinq shes mad at him, the one
who can't fall asleep without her voice
beinq the last one he hears the one he
wouldn't know what to do without .. *
I don't want you to tell me i'm beautiful.
I want to see it in your eyes.
I don't want you to hug me.
I want you to hold me.
I don't want you to love me.
I want you to prove it to me.
And i don't want you to break my heart.
I want this to last.
"I`ll never leave you, I promise.."
What a great lie </3
*&i would rather fight with you than kiss someone else<333
**people are just jelouse because we are young and in love
*&you can't find love...love will find youhe isnt my boyfriend - but i love
his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness & the
times we laugh together. I guess
i fell in love with our friendship
he thinks she's beautiful. she's not. he thinks
she's nice. she's not. but yet, through all of that,
you wish you could be her, `cus that's all he ever
wanted && all you ever wanted was to be wanted <33
I'll call you at 3 AM,
tears streaming down my cheeks.
You'll answer the phone
& immediately ask,
"Babe, what's wrong?"
people are going to hate you,
love you, love to hate you, and
hate to love you. but the ones
that mean the most will always
be there
i guess that's what happens in the end,
you start thinking about the beginning
Dont push anything to hard, if its meant to be it'll happen.
You never know what you have until you loose it,
then when you loose it, you can never get it back.
Whenever you think about me
just know
I'm thinking of you too
and hoping that you love me
even half as much as
I Love You
That would be good enough for me
How do you leave the past behind-<3
If it keeps finding ways to get to your heart-<3
Another wasted day - Another moment slips away
- spent on video games and this guitar that i play <3
--- the memories of you i cannot erase
You &me with the lights down low ;;
with nothing on but the radio.
Baby, let's just take this slow.
Keep your hopes low..
that way when he leaves you..
You can say you saw it coming..
But what will he do if he realizes
you're just waiting for him to fail?
you hug it & cry to it when you're sad
you talk to it when you feel alone
..it doesnt matter what color, size or
condition it's in, it's there for you
no matter what =]
it`s those days where we sit around && do nothing . it`s'
the moments we laugh so hard, we cry . it`s the way we
look at eachother && know whatsz goin on through''each
each other`s head it`s those stupid pictures && the' jokes
those are the reasons we`re ++ best friendsSometimes life is so perfect isn't it?
It has to be, to make up for all the hard
stuff it throws your way. You have to
learn to walk, you have to learn to talk,
you have to wear that totally ridiculous
hat your gramma bought you. You have
no say in the matter. & when you're a
little older, even though you get to choose
your hats, you don't get to choose what
they put in those meatballs in the cafeteria
..or when to fall in love..Things happen,
& you just have to deal with it - How to Dealboys will break your heartt`
friends will betray you
parents will seem too strict
& life will annoy you
but you should always remember
that theres a purpose
for these things to be happening
to us . . .` so keep your head up
& your spirits high __________
because if you don`t life will just
pass you by *
maybe we werent meant to be.
maybe we were never suppose to fall in love.
fuck, maybe we werent even meant to meet each other.
but theres one thing i know is true.
i loved you with everything in me. <//3
your kisses and your hands on my thighs;;
darling, you`ve got me hypnotized
it hurt when i walked out that door . . .
. . . but it hurt even more knowing that you didn't come after me. <||3
this is like no other love story.
this one has no end <3
I miss that smile ;; God I miss that smile
&& the sad part is ;; your smile isnt the
only one Im missing..I miss my own </3
the one that was there when yours was
I didn't lose him... I let him go. I didn't get over him...I moved on.
When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them,
they will always mean something to you. So no matter how hard you
try, if it was true love, you'll never forget them.
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happenI used to be able to steal your gaze
But now you won't even break a smile
Your look is broken and things seem far away now
You're hinting the obvious.
it's really painful to say goodbye to
someone else that you don't want to let go of,
but it's even more painful to ask someone
to stay if you can never make the relationship
work out the way it should..
you cant be "just friends" with the guy who makes
you act like a clutz in his presence;; who causes you
to stumble over your words. you cant be "just friends"
with the guy that you fell head over heels for <3.
to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties,to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding,
to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be.i am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through.
no matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. so, thanks.
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...I'm the girl who holds your hand and plays with it....I'm the girl who doesn't mind you playing with her hair....I'm the girl who makes jokes with your mom...I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for a reason what you see in me.......I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick...I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...I'm the girl who will cry when YOU'RE hurt.......I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one...I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...I'm the girl who remembers how and when we first met.......I'm the girl who loves to hear you sing, even if you horrible....I'm the girl who promises to never leave, and keeps it......I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead....I'm the girl who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us...I'm the girl who will love you unconditionally for the rest of your life...
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| I'm thinking about quiting if I dont get more comments..I'm feeling lost when I'm in your arms The reasons are gone for why I was holding on to you. I tried so hard to be the one. I don't like who I've become. </3
I'm not supposed to love you. I'm not supposed to care. I'm not supposed to spend my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I guess I couldn't help myself. I fell in love with you. <3
"I know that I'm in love, in love with you, because one second I'm happy, and the next second I'm blue. My friends tell me to let go, or at least to try, but what do I do when I start to cry? I just want to see you, maybe give you a kiss. That moment for me, would be pure bliss. I'd do anything for you, and much much more, but in the room to your life, you've slammed the door. I'm holding you back yet I don't want to let go. How did I do this? Please let me know. I don't want to cry because if I do, every tear will be a reminder of why I don't have you. My head rests on the pillow, I let the tears flow, and I ask myself, "Why can't I just let go?"
I miss the days when u held me, and the days i heard ur voice...i miss the days when u were here, us falling apart was not my choice...i miss the days when u kissed me, and the feelings u used to show...but more then anything else, i miss the guy i used to know.
He means so much to me. I just wish he knew because when I’m around him the sky is a different blue and when he talks to me my knees begin to shake. The last thing I want is another heartbreak.If he would love me like I love him I could tell him that I will always be true but when I try to talk, I just don’t know what to say because I know he doesn’t feel the same way.
I can't live without you Can't breathe without you I'm dreamin' bout you Honestly, tell me that it's over
I never want anyone else to get the chance to realize how amazing u really are.
I wonder if she makes him smile the way he used to smile at me. I hope she doesn’t make him laugh because his laugh belonged to me.
my heart is on my sleeve wear it like a bruise or blackeye my badge, my witness that means that i believed every single lie you said and learned from the best
i hate it when we're sitting there on the phone talking until she beeps in & you suddenly 'have to go'
I'm not really sure why i'm still thinking about you & getting these urges to call you after everything you've put me through.. </3
At night I can't sleep cause I'm thinking of you. Of what could happen between us. I hope my loss of sleep is worth it in the end.
We met ; we became friends I trusted him, we flirted, I fell for him He flirted with her - He ruined everything.
End of story
and no one understands the pain she goes through everyday. she tries to be there for all of her friends, even if they arn't always there for her. she may be the girl with the loudest laugh and the biggest smile, but deep down inside she hurts. no one knows it but her. she tries to be so confident, but ends up breaking down. every night she crys herself to sleep because she thinks no one will ever want her. no one will ever care about her, like the way her friends are cared about. some days she wishes everything would just end. she wishes people would except her for who she really is. she wishes all of the drama and rumors about her would end, but she knows it won't happen. she knows that no matter how hard she tries, shes only wasting her time. but somehow she manages to keep her head high, and she keeps believing.
I sat there and knew;; I was either going to get him back or die from a broken heart
one day, you're going to need me more than you know & I'm not going to care. one day, you're going to regret ever letting me go. cause boy, I know you're going to & I know I'm going to enjoy watching you fall the way I could never get up. for all the times you made my world go round & stop on your command, I'm going to make you choke so hard, you'll feel same agonizing pain I'm feeling. cause I swore to myself I'm going to get over you & I love proving myself right.
I need to say no & break myself away from him. I need to forget what we had & how much i loved him, & how much he meant to me cause it's over now, whether i like it or not..
& i dunno how long this'll take maybe a year or two or three but only one thing is certain;; im gunna make you miss me.
& you know what? i'm through. through with feeling like you were meant to be a part of my life. through with shedding tears over impossible dreams. through with those signals. through with all this heartache & those countless days & nights i spent wishing you were mine. through with feeling helpless over all the shit you've managed to put me through. i am so through with you.
I told myself you're not worh it & that i don't love you anymore. maybe one day, i'll stick to my word.
They say 'time heals everything' but that can't be true ; it's been a year & my heart's still broken & i'm still stuck on you.
She felt sad all the time these days, all the time she wasnt with him and sometimes even when she was because she would be looking at him and think, he will leave.
Goodbye means wanting to say so much and being able to say so little.
As long as one heart still holds on, then hope is never really gone.
And im still here waiting to catch u if u fall, i dont know why i care so much when i shouldnt care at all.
I wish i had the guts to walk away and forget everything, but i cant cause i know u wont come after me and that is what hurts the most.
You know u love someone when u want them to be happy...even if their happiness means u arent a part of it.
Ive accepted that we cant be, but ive also accepted that ur going to be that one person i carry with me for the rest of my life...the one that is always going to make my heart jump a lil and my stomach tie up in knots...no matter how happy i am otherwise and no matter how long its been.
i din't get the worst feelin in the world when he said goodbye....i got it when he said hi again, only because i realized he was still in my life, but a completly different person
"Tell him that I don't love him and that I don't need him anymore. Tell him that I don't miss him and that I don't want to see him at all. But most of all...don't tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes."
"Each morning she'll curl her hair and do her makeup for the boy that doesn't care...for the boy that never cared."
"I'm scared because I don't want anyone to have your heart. I don't want anyone to kiss your lips. I don't want anyone to be in your arms...I don't want anyone to be the one you love. I'm scared because I don't want anyone to take my place."
"I can't say 'screw him' to the guy that I have come closest to being fully in love with. I still would do anything for him and it sucks because I know he wouldn't do the same for me. That hurts more than anything, but I just can't stop loving him, believe me, I've tried."
"I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside. I am never going to show you how I need you in my life. You'll ever hear me say that I miss you or find out that you're the reason that I cry. You'll never catch me...because you'll never see me fall. I'm just going to keep everything inside and smile through all the pain...and even though I'm breaking down I'll always manage to stay sane. I'll never show you what you want to see. I'm never going to let you see through me."
"Sometimes you sit and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes...if he can tell you still love him: that there's nothing that you would rather think about than the tie he held you in his arms. Can he see the tears? Because they are there, deep down along with the pain and loneliness that you're sure no one can see. Sometimes you would give anything just to be able to make him understand."
"You say you don't care anymore, so why is it every time we cross each other's paths you pretend like you don't care and try not to look at me? But while I'm being the best actress I could be by laughing hysterically at my friends jokes, I see you out of the corner of my eye staring at me. Is it because you miss me? Is it because you wish you could stand next me me, holding my hand? Or is it that you're so full of regret and guilt that you can't even admit your wrong doings to your own heart?"
"I'm just wondering if it hurts you to know that I'm afraid to talk to you? What do I say to someone who has hurt me, confused me, and broken me beyond measures but whom I still love more than words could ever express?"
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| When I start gettin more comments and subscriptions I'll update more!!THE DEFiNiTi0N 0F BEST FRIEND::
Somebody who is always there no matter what. The person you can call at 3 in the morning crying, & instead of getting a greeting like "Why are you calling me so late?," you get a "What took you so long?". Someone you can laugh, cry, yell, act stupid, or just sit in the quiet with. Someone who will sneak out & go teepee your ex's house with you, so if you get caught, you won't be alone. Someone who knows something's wrong even if you have the biggest smile on your face. The person you can go to the movies with & have a popcorn fight in the middle of the theater. Someone who loves you unconditionally. Someone who will never turn their back on you. Someone who cares so much that when you hurt, they hurt. Someone who dies inside when they find out that they've hurt you. But most of all, the only person who knows you better than you know yourself & always lets you know they're there.. no matter what. <3
Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see, you're
still an asshole.
He makes me wonder, if it was even real.
There's a lot of questions, I'm too scared to ask him.
S0METiiMESZ - EVEN TH0 Y0U`RE HAViiNG
A G0OD TiiME ;; Y0U CAN`T HELP BUT T0
ST0P && THiiNK AB0UT H0W MUCH Y0u MiiSS THE 0LD T i i M E S Z ________x0o !
When you hug me so tightly i can barely breath,
i know your heart is just trying to touch mine
DREAMS;;
without them, we are nothing
what causes them is unknown.
but they are what makes us get
up in the morning && hope that
one day, they will all come true
Wanna make my day? Hold my hand and have a real conversation with me.Tell me something you trust only a select few with. Look me in the eyes and smile. Tell me what you really think of me, not what you wanna think. Give me a chance. Let yourself fall
Been [there] && [Rocked] that
Just [crank] up the [volume] &&
we can [sing] like [superstars]
&& [dance] like we're [Famous]
With [Ripped] jeans, [Popped]
collars, && [Huge] glasses cuz
Thats how we roll
DEFiNiT0N 0F L0VES<3 ; much love - just friends.. luv ya - that person cares for you... luv u - just a little more... love u - the person does love you... i love u - really do ...i love you - really really do
love is the poison we all crave
and after a while the jokes aren't really funny anymore. there's nothing left to smile about. everyone begins to look the same. lovers lose their passion. friends become enemies. and the life we once knew is gone.at some point you learn to accept the fact that the people you wish wouldn't change, do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever if you let them, pictures never replace being there && nothing lasts forever , but you also learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act so crazy people think your high && live for the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry about change *it's funny how you go through the year& nothing changes, but when you look back[ EVERYTHiNG iS DiFFERENT ]
Every night when I lay down, I thank God for you, and ask for nothing, but one more day
A friendship is born the moment when oneperson says to another, "What? You too?
I thought I was the only one."
If I had one wish
it would be to make one person
as happy as you make me.
You want my opinion? We're all a little weird and life's a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours and we join up with them and fall into mutally satisfying weirdness, we call it love. True love.
Because no matter what anyone tells you, there's someone out there who is made to wake up next to you every morning.
friends will always be like "oh, you deserved better
anyway." but best friends with be prank calling
him at 1 am making chicken noises.
it turned my whole world around...
and i kind of like it...
If you're meant to be together forever,
you'll survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to you.
You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete & as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make yours just as sweet, as we look into the future, its as far as we can see, so let's make each tomorrow be the best that it can be, I cross my heart & promise to give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true, in all the world, you'll never find, a love as true as mine.
she closes her eyes as her makeup runs he got the best of her
& im the girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence
because of something that happened the day before
& everytime I needed her she was there...
no matter where or when..it didnt matter
She knows just how to make it better
& make my sky a little brighter
Knows just what to say to make me smile...
I hope that someday i can be
at least half of the friend she's been to me...
nobody can compare...
//\\ my BEST FRIEND //\\
WHY iS iT THAT WiTH EVERY
QUOTE i READ, YOUR NAME
POPS iNTO MY HEAD ?
from boys to jokes to failing tests
to goin to parties, sleep overs & all the rest
i'll be here for you no matter what the deal
fresh to death » best friends for real
Stament of Love ---1. Kiss on the hand.... "I adore you." 2. Kiss on the cheek... "I just want to be friends." 3. Kiss on the neck... "I want you." 4. Kiss on the lips... "I love you." 5. Kiss on the ears... "I am just playing." 6. Kiss on the forehead... "I'm not sure what I want.." 7. Kiss anywhere else ... let's not get carried away...8. Look in your eyes ... "Kiss me." 9. Playing with your hair... "I can't live without you." 10. Hand on your waist... "I love you to much to let you go.."
A kiss was created...
when words weren't enough
Because you're the kind of guy who'd laugh at me when I fall, help me up, then whisper "It's ok, I still love you."
Don't put words in my mouth,
I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,
I do things my way.
I wanna fall in love.
I wanna feel that rush.
Runnin' into my heart,
shakin' up my soul ;
feelin like i've never
felt before x3
on my knees screaming at the clouds
tears falling from the dark sky ;;
hate is a four letter word, but
love is a four letter lie
trusting your feelings & taking chances
losing and finding happiness ; appreciating
the memories & learning from the pain
while realizing people ALWAYS change
I want a boy ....
that will hold my hand in line for a movie,
& make all the other girls jealous.
Who will kiss me in the rain,
& dance when theres no music.
I want you.
i want to thank you.
thank you for loving me
when nobody else was there.
thank you for always helping
me and guiding me through all
of my problems. thank you for
being there. thank you for being
a friend. :]
who do you < |
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