i woke up at 3am today. every inch of my body felt saddness. how can one person make you feel like shit?!

no matter what im still a dumbass.

thas all for the day.

oh yea....

I MISS MY LONG HAIR!

me n my mommy!

me n jam at some bar in the philippines. look at the yucky shots we were about to take! yuck!

^ looking at these pictures makes me wanna let my hair grow. hmm maybe that will be my next goal...lol

love you like a taba kid loves mamon!

-- danne

danne's mood for today:  

my mood is watevs today. im just full of thoughts. my mind is full of worries, anticipation, confusion n regret. 

im worried about myself. i denno whats goin to happen next. am i goin to be okay? or am i goin to go away?  its finally gettin to me. im scared. i can be breathing one day and be gone the next day.

im anticipating for next month. its two of my bitches bday and i want to spend every minute on their special day and i just cant wait. i love u guys! and this xmas ill be goin to the motherland cuz my parents are gettin re-married. wow 25 years. i wonder how my dad lasted. lol  

im confuse in alot of things. i just dont get it. why is life like this? im not shure why things happen for a reason. what is destiny? fate? argh. i have this urge to give up but i cant cuz u'll never find out until u try it rite? i denno. i guess we'll see then.

im regreting the money i make cuz i have so much bills to pay. i hate credit cards. im working so hard to pay for these damn cards. man, i hate being sad cuz i end up shopping. neone wants to help me find a new hobby? lol

so its tuesday and that means... new episode of gilmore girls! lol gosh. im a lame ass!

enuff of my jibberish. im signing off now and ill be leavin a picture for u guys to stare at. lol

wow! this picture is old. u guys remember takin pictures like this? now this is wat u call typical. haha. jam would kill the shit out of me if she saw this up here! i think this was my senior year. haha. u guys remember the shirt with a missin sleeve? yes, i am a victim of that! mang, this is old. i still cant believe it. but since i love u guys. i will let u laugh at me. lol.   [ that would be ME, JAM n MICHELLE ]

wow im lame. im home on a friday nite? cuz its plain n simple, im the most boring person on earth and im no fun. im jus BLAH!

well my ladies are goin out tonite... i think? well JAM got her thing which is her sorority, LIZA is goin out to dinner with her familia dot com and for LUCY i dont know where the hell she is!? the last time i talked to her was late last nite and she was out wit the homies. and for me? i need to go to the mall before it closes to pay my damn bills. fuck this shiet...

yesterday i went with jam to the pac modern workshop at cal state long beach. niiice. but wow, it got me thinking, i should start dancing again and lose all this fat. i used to dance. what happened to me? i hope im still on beat or something. neways, saw some new faces and old faces. i got to see chris which i havent seen for like 384750239875 millions of years and that was some good times. nothing much happened, jus socialized and i forgot half the people names there. i bet they dont remember mine! lol. who cares. oh yea, i have been singing, " disco club " by black eye peas. good song, u should dl it  

this is such a blah semester. im like sad in different parts of the day. i miss the people that i think and care about. i only listen to nih songs. i miss summer and before the year ends i should at least hit up 5 clubs rite? lol. okay that was random. lol

october is almost here and jam n lucy bday is around the corner! what should i get these bitches? lol and the week after lucy's bday we are all goin to knotts scary farm for liza bday! hmmm, i jus remembered the last time i was there, i was so scared that paolo told the dead lady to leave me alone now cuz i was literally holding on paolo's pants and sitting on his shoes. lol. yea, that was some good times. -sigh-

neways, i must end the entry here n post up a picture which i took jus a few mins ago. haha. im bored and i was babysitting earlier.

lates. danne

danne n evan josh. [hes so adorable, he can can do the ocho ocho dance! lol]

eh.

i denno why im still up. usually im snoring rite now since im like a lola that sleeps at 9pm. but im feelin kinda down...

oh yea, congrats to jam who got in this sorority thingy. niiice bitch.

im sad. can neone help me?

argh, im jus goin to sign off and leave a picture.

adios. danne.

ryan and me... at his yorba linda apt. before he moved in a big and better palace...lol we need to bless ur new house sucka... so whens the next kick back i can plan?

wow mom, im poot out!

how was everyone's weekend?

i went to vegas with my familia and last nite went to san diego with my bitches. what a trip.....

goodtimes girls. that san diego trip really happened! gosh we are such random people. we went to san diego to just have dinner at jolibee! aye nako!?! we are such fob status. and we even got jolibee dolls, took pictures with the jolibee guy, met all the jolibee crew(yuck), stole the key chain! lol and tricked them about our special brownies...wink

this whole summer was a real trip. i liked it. even tho it was a lil different from the previous summers. i would say this would win 1st prize... good shit. i denno what i would do without these bitches... u guys made this summer worth every penny and fat in my body.... we did a lot this summer....

damn it came from watching movies til our eyes bleed, ate at every chipotle in southern california, avoided every god damn pole in los angeles, tried to do tae bo n lose weight, jam's infamous bonfire, throwin up in justin's toilet, being groupees with "q-york", finally gettin inside Li's pool, meesh's bonfire, sharpies in our keychains, dancin in the car til our bodies begged us to stop, huntington beach, almost gettin beat up from this fat ass bitch at frog town, nih songs, gettin attentions with strangers in their cars, gettin brain freeze with shaved ice at guppy, having the coolest hand shake with the waiter at guppy, rock the bells and meeting hieroglyphics, music video spoofs, pulling the gigantic chipotle burrito down at cerritos, laguna beach, errands after errands, danne's language, Li's questions, disneyland, 4 way calls at nite til one of us falls asleep, fob movies, city walk, laughing til we need to pee n cant breathe, jolibee at diego, lucy son name tae, farting n burping god knows where, talkin tae jibberish and of course givin our love, advice and undivided attention...to be continued...

good shit bitches...and now school is happening, and we can only hear each other voices and talkin shit at myspace. i know we wont change. we still got more memories to make, haters to cry and missions to plan... i love this shit...lol.

like lucy would say..." only shit like this happens to us. " and lucy is right...lol

i wish my girls luck and happiness...and no more drama!

okay peeps, im goin to end this entry with a picture...

^  li, me, jam, meesh n lucy @ rock the bells.

til' tomorrow... danne.