good stuff.XtexaspanicXx (10:40:12 PM): whats up xXtexaspanicXx (10:40:39 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (10:40:49 PM): not much, you? xXtexaspanicXx (10:40:57 PM): eh chilln xXtexaspanicXx (10:41:05 PM): have u seen the movie hot fuzz xXtexaspanicXx (10:41:05 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (10:41:20 PM): no xXtexaspanicXx (10:41:26 PM): heh its pritty funny Johnnyplease761 (10:41:30 PM): sweet xXtexaspanicXx (10:41:33 PM): so xXtexaspanicXx (10:41:40 PM): where were u last night Johnnyplease761 (10:42:30 PM): kyra's why? xXtexaspanicXx (10:42:42 PM): i was tryn 2 get ahold of u xXtexaspanicXx (10:42:44 PM): thats all xXtexaspanicXx (10:42:45 PM): i couldnt Johnnyplease761 (10:43:09 PM): oh Johnnyplease761 (10:43:15 PM): yeah, I was with kyra xXtexaspanicXx (10:43:23 PM): cool xXtexaspanicXx (10:43:25 PM): what were u all doing Johnnyplease761 (10:43:45 PM): chilling, being bitches, y'know the usual. xXtexaspanicXx (10:43:55 PM): yeah no joke u guys are bitches xXtexaspanicXx (10:43:58 PM): ....i mean um xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:00 PM): DONT SAY THAT xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:05 PM): YOUR GREAT PEOPLE ![<IMG height=15 src=]() " src="aolbart:/1024/id/2B000001B7/3A2D44" unselectable="on"> Johnnyplease761 (10:44:15 PM): hah, I know you think I'mma bitch Johnnyplease761 (10:44:16 PM): s'okay xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:24 PM): i really dont xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:32 PM): i have the right 2 xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:33 PM): but i dont Johnnyplease761 (10:44:43 PM): that's kinda odd xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:49 PM): im sorry? xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:57 PM): ill get on that xXtexaspanicXx (10:44:59 PM): WHAT A BITCH Johnnyplease761 (10:45:00 PM): haha, I mean, I'm glad you don't xXtexaspanicXx (10:45:02 PM): I FUCKN HAIT HER Johnnyplease761 (10:45:03 PM): but still. xXtexaspanicXx (10:45:29 PM): haily your still gonna be a good friend xXtexaspanicXx (10:45:31 PM): im sorry Johnnyplease761 (10:45:34 PM): I know xXtexaspanicXx (10:45:39 PM): unless u want 2 cut me off completely Johnnyplease761 (10:45:47 PM): NO! xXtexaspanicXx (10:45:54 PM): well i mean ok xXtexaspanicXx (10:46:03 PM): then stop bringin up me needen 2 think your a bitch Johnnyplease761 (10:46:13 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (10:46:41 PM): u need 2 come over soon xXtexaspanicXx (10:46:45 PM): my room is more....civilized xXtexaspanicXx (10:46:46 PM): ? xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:09 PM): im spending bread on it 2 make it alil better xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:14 PM): sence im here some now xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:24 PM): because im at home instead of school xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:35 PM): normaly it was school/work/practice xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:54 PM): how its home/work/practice xXtexaspanicXx (10:47:55 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (10:48:55 PM): like yeah xXtexaspanicXx (10:48:57 PM): u need 2 see it xXtexaspanicXx (10:48:59 PM): sometime xXtexaspanicXx (10:48:59 PM): haha Johnnyplease761 (10:49:03 PM): yeah xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:05 PM): you would be proud Johnnyplease761 (10:49:05 PM): I'm game xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:09 PM): hahah xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:16 PM): no more sleeping on a couch xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:21 PM): i have a closet now Johnnyplease761 (10:49:29 PM): lol, niiiice xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:30 PM): A COMPUTER TABLE xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:31 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:35 PM): i kno xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:36 PM): im moving xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:39 PM): up xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:42 PM): a projector soon xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:45 PM): 4 movies xXtexaspanicXx (10:49:52 PM): in my other room across the hall Johnnyplease761 (10:49:56 PM): lol, radical xXtexaspanicXx (10:50:01 PM): hahaha i have alot of bread 2 spend Johnnyplease761 (10:50:10 PM): I'm sure xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:09 PM): was that sarcasm xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:09 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (10:51:28 PM): no xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:30 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:34 PM): but yeah xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:39 PM): if you dont ever want 2 see me again xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:39 PM): thats cool 2 Johnnyplease761 (10:51:44 PM): that is not true xXtexaspanicXx (10:51:45 PM): u dont hav 2 Johnnyplease761 (10:51:50 PM): I very much want to see you xXtexaspanicXx (10:52:04 PM): i just dont want u 2 feel pressured 2 like hangout with me Johnnyplease761 (10:52:17 PM): I'm not at all xXtexaspanicXx (10:52:21 PM): ok xXtexaspanicXx (10:52:22 PM): .... xXtexaspanicXx (10:52:23 PM): yeah Johnnyplease761 (10:53:04 PM): what? xXtexaspanicXx (10:54:51 PM): nothing xXtexaspanicXx (10:55:04 PM): i just.....you know i dont think big of myself xXtexaspanicXx (10:55:09 PM): atleast i try not 2 Johnnyplease761 (10:55:16 PM): I know xXtexaspanicXx (10:55:41 PM): have i changed? Johnnyplease761 (10:55:55 PM): no Johnnyplease761 (10:56:00 PM): what makes you ask that? xXtexaspanicXx (10:56:05 PM): idk xXtexaspanicXx (10:56:11 PM): i feel like i am cocky now Johnnyplease761 (10:56:14 PM): not at all xXtexaspanicXx (10:56:18 PM): when i feel like u use 2 be xXtexaspanicXx (10:56:20 PM): not as cocky xXtexaspanicXx (10:56:29 PM): i try not 2 be but i still feel asif i am Johnnyplease761 (10:57:05 PM): you're not. trust me xXtexaspanicXx (10:57:16 PM): heh xXtexaspanicXx (10:57:35 PM): i just....i dont like kids that think they are the shit xXtexaspanicXx (10:57:35 PM): and i dont wana be that kid Johnnyplease761 (10:57:44 PM): I know xXtexaspanicXx (10:58:28 PM): but then again what i do is found stupid xXtexaspanicXx (10:58:38 PM): 2 99% of the population xXtexaspanicXx (10:58:45 PM): which is understand able Johnnyplease761 (10:58:50 PM): nah xXtexaspanicXx (10:59:01 PM): ......no point in making that lie xXtexaspanicXx (10:59:01 PM): dear xXtexaspanicXx (10:59:14 PM): i go around the us shooting people with a gun xXtexaspanicXx (10:59:17 PM): playing paintball xXtexaspanicXx (10:59:24 PM): ......that is retarted 2 most people xXtexaspanicXx (11:00:19 PM): yeah i win Johnnyplease761 (11:00:51 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (11:01:02 PM): i mean xXtexaspanicXx (11:01:10 PM): deep down i feel like you (and i dont take offence) xXtexaspanicXx (11:01:13 PM): think its retarted Johnnyplease761 (11:01:18 PM): I don't at all xXtexaspanicXx (11:01:25 PM): haha xXtexaspanicXx (11:01:28 PM): well you shuld Johnnyplease761 (11:01:33 PM): nah xXtexaspanicXx (11:02:10 PM): mother fuckrs xXtexaspanicXx (11:02:14 PM): im so tired xXtexaspanicXx (11:02:31 PM): like mentaly xXtexaspanicXx (11:02:35 PM): im phisicly fine xXtexaspanicXx (11:02:39 PM): so i cant really sleep Johnnyplease761 (11:03:47 PM): yeah Johnnyplease761 (11:03:49 PM): I get that xXtexaspanicXx (11:04:15 PM): god damn i have a scrim sunday ![<IMG height=15 src=]() " src="aolbart:/1024/id/2B000001B7/3A2D44" unselectable="on"> xXtexaspanicXx (11:04:34 PM): scrimmage is like the streetball of paintball. you go there acting like there isnt a compatition xXtexaspanicXx (11:04:47 PM): and it turns into somthing that people wana kill each other over xXtexaspanicXx (11:04:52 PM): its great 2 watch xXtexaspanicXx (11:05:26 PM): when your in it tho its like you get a blood lust 4 30 min of your life Johnnyplease761 (11:05:44 PM): haha Johnnyplease761 (11:05:45 PM): wow xXtexaspanicXx (11:05:54 PM): heh what can i say xXtexaspanicXx (11:05:55 PM): it happens Johnnyplease761 (11:06:00 PM): haha nice xXtexaspanicXx (11:07:50 PM): i mean it could be worse xXtexaspanicXx (11:08:06 PM): like u could....send a kid 2 the hospital??????.......yeah i got nothing Johnnyplease761 (11:08:39 PM): hah yeahhh xXtexaspanicXx (11:09:59 PM): shit im so tired Johnnyplease761 (11:10:16 PM): I'm fucking pissed xXtexaspanicXx (11:11:27 PM): y xXtexaspanicXx (11:11:27 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (11:11:52 PM): Josh... xXtexaspanicXx (11:13:57 PM): y xXtexaspanicXx (11:13:58 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (11:14:16 PM): he lead me on....yetafuckinggain xXtexaspanicXx (11:14:44 PM): dont fall 4 it xXtexaspanicXx (11:14:45 PM): its dumb xXtexaspanicXx (11:14:48 PM): he is dumb Johnnyplease761 (11:15:03 PM): I know Johnnyplease761 (11:15:08 PM): he's a fucking faggot xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:14 PM): yeah xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:18 PM): good call! Johnnyplease761 (11:15:22 PM): I'm just jealous cause Charles is dating someone and so yeah xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:29 PM): yeah xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:36 PM): im sorry xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:37 PM): ? Johnnyplease761 (11:15:42 PM): grr, I hate this whole open relationship thing with him xXtexaspanicXx (11:15:55 PM): WELCOME TO HOW I FEEL/ FELT xXtexaspanicXx (11:16:11 PM): now do that 4 a year xXtexaspanicXx (11:16:23 PM): and then u will know how i feel/ felt (once again) xXtexaspanicXx (11:16:24 PM): about u Johnnyplease761 (11:16:35 PM): yeah xXtexaspanicXx (11:17:52 PM): but yeah Johnnyplease761 (11:18:21 PM): like, we're dating, but since we can't physically be together, we're allowing one another to date and fool around until we can be together Johnnyplease761 (11:18:29 PM): and it upsets me a lot more than I let on to him Johnnyplease761 (11:18:43 PM): because I don't say anything cause I want him to be happy xXtexaspanicXx (11:18:46 PM): thats honestly what we practicly did xXtexaspanicXx (11:18:57 PM): and i didnt date anyone 4 a reason xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:27 PM): and frankly xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:30 PM): i think its bullshit xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:40 PM): your hurting other people way 2 much 4 that shit xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:45 PM): if you 2 want 2 be togeather xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:46 PM): thats cool xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:56 PM): but get the fuck over the physical xXtexaspanicXx (11:19:57 PM): part xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:10 PM): if you care that much about each other xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:11 PM): u would wait Johnnyplease761 (11:20:17 PM): I am Johnnyplease761 (11:20:19 PM): he can't. xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:25 PM): then there u go Johnnyplease761 (11:20:26 PM): his raging sex-drive is killing him xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:35 PM): then he needs 2 grow the fuck up xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:41 PM): and yeah i went there xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:41 PM): said it xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:45 PM): and let the world kno it xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:53 PM): he needs 2 grow some fucking balls xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:56 PM): get the fuck out ther xXtexaspanicXx (11:20:58 PM): and grow up xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:09 PM): and figure out the world isnt gonna accept that shit xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:17 PM): and u leading on that it is isnt gonna help shit xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:22 PM): its just gonna make it harder later on xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:33 PM): trust me i have told u xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:40 PM): i had 2 learn how 2 grow up xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:40 PM): fast xXtexaspanicXx (11:21:59 PM): maby its time at the ripe age of 18 for his balls 2 drop and him 2 get it xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:16 PM): there is to much for life to offer xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:28 PM): 2 do shit like that xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:34 PM): u can hate me 4 sayn that if u want Johnnyplease761 (11:22:40 PM): I don't xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:41 PM): but thats the truth Johnnyplease761 (11:22:47 PM): I wanna fucking read him what you just said xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:56 PM): go do it xXtexaspanicXx (11:22:58 PM): i dont give a shit Johnnyplease761 (11:23:01 PM): I want to read him what I said too, I can't do it when he's asking Johnnyplease761 (11:23:02 PM): but... Johnnyplease761 (11:23:11 PM): you make a really really valid point Johnnyplease761 (11:23:31 PM): and, if he loves me as much as he says he does, he wouldn't be fucking some girl he barely knows right now. xXtexaspanicXx (11:23:51 PM): let me put it this way i did somthing stupid it coulda gottn me killed or put in the hospital xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:01 PM): because i was 13 traveling xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:02 PM): around xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:06 PM): with no one 2 watch out 4 me xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:14 PM): he didnt have thoughs sercomstances xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:23 PM): but at 18 its time 4 the kid 2 leave the nest and get the fuck up xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:26 PM): and do somthing xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:53 PM): the weekend i got cooled hearted was 06 texas open xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:55 PM): i talked shit xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:57 PM): 2 a guy xXtexaspanicXx (11:24:59 PM): he kicked my ass xXtexaspanicXx (11:25:10 PM): i walked off the field thinkn my coach was gonna make me feel better xXtexaspanicXx (11:25:22 PM): he smacked me on the side of the face and said " maby you learned your fuckn lesson" xXtexaspanicXx (11:25:24 PM): and from there on out xXtexaspanicXx (11:25:25 PM): i did xXtexaspanicXx (11:25:28 PM): maby its time 4 his Johnnyplease761 (11:25:35 PM): shit Johnnyplease761 (11:25:49 PM): honestly, I think you could talk some sense into him xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:02 PM): honestly the dude wont lission 2 me xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:07 PM): so what ever xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:10 PM): 2 him im just a dumb kid xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:18 PM): even tho i am more grown up than half the fucks xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:26 PM): that i kno under the age of 19 Johnnyplease761 (11:26:49 PM): you're more grown up than half the fucks I know period. xXtexaspanicXx (11:26:56 PM): heh thanks xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:01 PM): i kinda learned the hard way tho xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:33 PM): i learned that you let people push you around because you kno better xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:50 PM): but at the same time when they push 2 hard xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:50 PM): there is a time and a place 2 push back xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:50 PM): but until that really hits xXtexaspanicXx (11:27:58 PM): you dont because you should fuckn konow better xXtexaspanicXx (11:28:45 PM): but who kows | 
