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Thursday, February 07, 2008

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I'm the kind of girl that laughs at her mistakes,
so pardon me if I laugh in your face.

The only time i will depend is when
Im seventy years old thats when i cant
Hold my shit with in so i shit on my self
Cuz im so sick and tired of shitin on everybody else

Either she was someone she didn't want to be,
or she was somebody who nobody wanted.

sometimes I get a little crazy ;;
go out on a limb without ever thinking twice.
letting myself get caught up in these
silly little games that have been so long
overplayed. but it's thrilling, it's exciting,
it keeps me on the edge of my seat.

when the world gets in my face, I say
Have A Nice Day.



i was feeling totally over him
i told myself it was only a stupid crush;
over, done with, but then...
he looked at me

friends will prove people you're not a physco path, but best friends will share the retardation

a friend understands even when your thoughts aren't fitting into words

Once you enter high
school, things change.
Your best friend becomes
a bitch. Your boyfriend
becomes a prick.
Homework goes in
the trash. Cell phones
are being used in class.
Detentions become suspensions.
Soda becomes beer.
Gum becomes pot.
Bikes become cars.
Lollipops become cigarettes.
Lipgloss becomes makeup.
French kissing becomes
sex. No wonder they
call high school the
best years of your life

How come when you say my name i get-
butterflies ..and you make me laugh when
nothingg is funny ..or when i see you, i'm
knocked off my feet? ..whatever it is-
[ I'm . not . letting . go . of . it ] <33

I've got a huge mouth & an
even bigger buddy list. =]
--The OC



rely on yourself, live life for you
cuz you came into this world alone
&& your leaving it that way too..

THiNK 0F H0W DiFFERENT
iT W0ULD BE iF Y0U NEVER
MET THE 0NE PERS0N WH0
CHANGED EVERYTHiNG ..

You know the world is going crazy when:
the best rapper is a white guy,
the best golfer is a black guy,
the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese,
the Swiss hold the America's Cup,
France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance,
Germany doesn't want to go to war,
and the three most powerful men in America are
named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?"

this qurl is my other half. when i turn 16, she`ll be riqht there next to me blowinq out the candles. when i qet married.. she`ll be my maid of honor. when i have a baby.. she`ll be the qodmother. when i die, my qrave will be riqht next to hers. this qurl is more than a best friend .. she`Sz a sister.

my best qirlsz » the true definition of the best
nothinq could ever compare to the friendship
i have with these qirlsz. i would die for them '
without even thinking bout it at the same time.

WE`RE LiKE PARiS & NiC0LE WiTH0UT
THE SEX TAPESz [ N0W ; THASz H0T ]



have youu ever realized that when people say youu`ve chanqed, it`s just because youu`ve stopped livinq your life.. their way?

SUiCiDE iSz A PERMANENT S0LUTi0N
T0 A TEMP0RARY PR0BLEM ..           x3

see my reflection in the blade ; watch the yearSz being to
fade. feel a tear run down my face. i really hate this fuckin
place. it hurts to think of happy times ; not many come to
mind. hide the pain from deep within. feel the metal touch
my skin. slit the lifelines, blood runs red, in awhile i`ll bee
dead. feel the presence of grim reaper as i get dizzy .. and
a little weaker.. _______________________________

promise me youu`ll remember me even when youu hate me.. x0x

i W0NDER iF THEY`LL LAUGH WHEN i`M DEAD..

i make silly little hoesz eat dirt n
shit ; dust. then give em an $ 80
certificate to  `PUSSiESz R US
nah, i ain`t innocent. but i ain`ttt
no hoe. so youu should shut the
fuck up bout shit youu { thiink }
youu know.



she smokes like there's no tomorrow,
she says it makes her feel alive.
She drinks her vodka like water 'cause
[ she feels dry inside. ]
she drives her car like it's a bullet..
she says that time is slipping away
she never thinks about her future.
its a million miles away

TW0 TEAR DR0PSz WERE FL0ATiNG
D0WN A RiVER . THE FiRST 0NE     *
ASKED " WH0 ARE Y0U FR0M " SHE
REPLiED " i`M FR0M A GiRL WH0`Sz '
MAN LEFT HER. WH0 ARE Y0U 4RM? "
HE REPLiED ; " i`M FR0M THE MAN WH0
REGRETSz LETTiNG HER G0. "

.. SHE STUMBLED 0N A KiSz AND FELL iN L0VE.

Y0U D0N`T NE3D T0 BE " T0GETHER " T0 GET Y0UR HEART BR0KEN.

all youu girls talk about me like i`m famous
ain`t it a shame youu still remain nameless !'

You're not my drug; you're my alcohol.
I don't keep you for the taste;
I keep you for the feeling



This is why you should never get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills,
you aren’t as devastated.

i want the life everyone thinks i have.

i`M N0T STUPiD ; i JUSz LACK C0MM0N SENSE.
i`m not a poser ; i just like music.
i`M N0T MiSz P0PULARiTY ; i JUSz HAVE A L0T 0F FRiENDSz
i don`t like my boyfriend ; i love him.
i D0N`T iGN0RE Y0U ; i JUSz D0N`T GiVE A SHiT.
i`m not a bitch ; i`m just honest.
i`M N0T MEAN ; i JUSz HAVE J0KESz.
i`m not insecure ; i just don`t trust people.

S0 HERE`Sz T0 TEENAGE R0MANCE & NEVER
KN0WiNG WHY iT HURTSz LiKE HEll.          

how can youu believe in love at first site, when love isn`t supposed to be made on looksz?

MY HEAD iSz SAYiNG " WH0 CARESz AB0UT;
HiM? " AND MY HEART iSz SCREAMiNG.. i D0.

  

i G0T Y0UR BACK N0 MATTER THE
. SiTUATi0N .
YA`LL ARE MY GiRLSz ; D0N`T NE3D N0
. EXPLANATi0N .

GiRl, Y0U KN0W iF Y0U WERE FiGHTiNG
i W0ULD BE RiGHT THERE TAKiN 0UTTT
MY EARRiNGSz AND PUlliN UP MY HAiR.

T0 ALL THEM FAKE ASz BiTCHESz WH0 L0VE T0 RUN THEiR M0UTHSz..
MY NAME AiN`T A DiCK S0O KEEP iT 0UT 0F Y0UR M0UTH.

youu think when youuu talk shit, youu`re " mad clever "
just goes to show youu ; youu got no life whatsoever. !

fake bitchesz gotta be kiddin. actin all hard then keepin their name hidden.

a wise female kisses but never loves
listens but doesn`t believe
& leaves before she is left.

Prue : Don't you think you're overreacting? We are perfectly safe here!
Piper : Don't say that! In horror movies the person who says that is always the next to die!
- charmed



its better not to want anything,
that way if it goes away or doesnt happen ..
it just doesnt matter.
-- step up

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every
experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face.
- Eleanor Roosevelt, activist "You Learn by Living"

the opposite of love isn't hate,
it's indifference.
 if you hate someone, you still care.
- desperate housewives

These days:
Everyone is depressed
No one cares about personality anymore
There are few songs with out cuss words.
You bring up the Lord , & people look at you wierd.
You stand up for someone , and get called out.
and the type of clothing you wear
discribes you.
How much money you have gives you your
popularity.
Everyone breaks each other hearts & doesn't
think much of it.
You can become so lonely
and no one will notice.

I made a list of wrongs and rights tonight.
And you're number one on both sides.

her heart's destroyed, and
it's all just by one boy. she's
crashing, falling, breaking,
calling, yet there's no one
there to save her



The only way to accept
 an insult is to ignore it.
If you can't ignore it, top it.
 If you can't top it, laugh at it.
If you can't laugh at it,
you probably deserved it.

stay by my side
so when we get married
and live the dream life
we can tell them we
proved them wrong

i hate myself more than i ever let on.
i'm burned out at 17
i lived too fast
i loved too much,
and i'll die too young.
but i choose this cup that i drank from.

she tried to run so fast from all her problems,
but her problem was she wasn't fast enough.

"No matter how big the lie,
if you tell it often enough,
eventually people will start to believe it."

Well, I'm singing this song as loud as I can
as I drive too fast with my best friend.
I don't wonder if you're wondering where I am.
Cause I don't care if I ever see you again.



Get up, get up, get out of bed.
Stop being depressed.
Find your way to happiness,
slow down and find the rhythm in your life.

Do you ever wonder what your
life looks like through someone
else's eyes?

They call her a killer and they call her a sinner and they call her a whore. but god forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes, then you might really know what it's like.

"I hate you," he whispered.
I stared at him, shocked and confused.
Then he whispered, "It's opposite day."

it's funny because when you do something right,
no one remembers.
but when you do something wrong, no one forgets.

whenever i'm walking down the
 hallway at school and i see you
coming my way, i determinely avoid
 looking at you. out of the corner of my
eye, i can see that you're not looking at me.
 but it makes me wonder whether
 you're doing the same thing.



She turned to walk away; it was time for her to get home.
He grabbed her hand & pulled her gently, but still urgently, towards him.
She fell into his chest & he started kissing her.
When he was done he simply whispered,
"So you'll be smiling on your way home."

why is it that every quote i read,
your name pops into my head ?

although i've been hurt, i still remain strong;
you think i have regrets? well, you're wrong,
because you gotta take chances
[ your x w h o l e  l i f e x  long ]                 <3 

i'm looking at you're picture
cause it's all  that i've got,
maybe one day you & i
can have one more shot.

You're an asshole. But I think I'm getting used to you. I like that fact that you talk incessantly. I got a thing for assholes who tell good stories. I think that drinking is the only think you can do right. You're gonna self-destruct. I think that's what I like.



Everyone runs away from what they don`t understand.

IT KILLS ME TO KNO THAT
YOU`RE ONLINE BUT WON`T TALK TO ME
BUT THEN I REALISE
SHE`S ONLINE TOO

Have you ever heard the expression
[ you break it you buy it ]
well sweetie.. pay up

you like playing games with my heart dont you? well guess what dear, GAME OVER

do our meanings of "i love you" match boy??
     ...sometimes im not sure

 athazagoraphobia;
   fear of being forgotten<3



&& It's like that [[every]] morning;
When I walk into the school;
I realize that i'm only coming;
Because I know I'll see y o u. <3

Don't ruin today by worrying about yesterdays problems.

We spend our whole lives telling ourselves
that everything happens for a reason
when in reality it's just that we give reasons
for everything that happens

i'm not a little girl anymore. for anyone who's ever betrayed me, intentionally hurt me, or two-timed me, i'm not going to dwell on trying to make your life miserable & tell you that i'm going to fight you. no, better yet, i'm going to sit here & tell you that karma is a bitch & you will get yours.

Never forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember.

there won't be a better tomorrow if you can't move on from today.



"Take it all off," he said.
"What, my clothes?"
"No, your make-up; your mask."

To live is the rarest thing.
Most people only exist

It gets to a point where you might as well do what you want, you know your going straight to hell anyways.

if your worried about me, say it to my face.
if you care about me, show me.
if you hate me, get over it.
for gods sake, just do SOMETHING

Kiss my fist. taste the floor.
I'm tired of your shit. I don't care anymore.

She's banged up
mentally,
emotionally,
literally,
and metaphorically,
but everyday she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is.



and in the end, i might be smiling,
but that doesn't mean i'm okay.

The sad thing is, I knew he wasn't gonna call last night,
but I still woke up with my phone in my hand this morning.

You get in the biggest fights
with the people you care about the most
Because those are the realationships
You're willing to fight for.

I'm strong -- Keepin my shit in line.
Even with tears streamin' down my face.
I always manage to say, " I'm fine.. "

&&SHE WHiSPERS
INTO THE MIRROR AS SHE;
WIPES THE RUNNING EYE
LINER FROM HER E Y E S'
."IM SO STUPID" .



Did youu ever start thinking about someone,
out of the blue.
And all of a sudden,
your phone rings and it's him?
And the whole time your talking,
you know that he's just messing with your mind.
So you start to think,
about the way he makes youu feel.
Even though you know he's using youu,
Youu still want him to be only yours.
It's just something about the way he says your name,
or even the way he smiles at you.
Or is it the way he holds you in his arms,
like he wants you to be there forever?
Then you snap out of your thoughts,
And realize that you're still on the phone with him.
But now,
your crying.

I'm the kind of girl who kicks the soda machine because it ripped me off.
The kind who skips with friends down the mall then stops and says "Never mind, I know to many people here today."
The kind who can always win an argument because I start to get illogical.
The kind who likes to get noticed.
The kind who is afraid of everything.
The kind who will hug you without even knowing your name.
The kind who will talk for hours on the phone when you might not ever be there.
The kind who doesn't order a salad on a date.
The kind who doesn't really know who she is, but will never forget what she isn't.
The kind who has a hard time letting go.
The kind who has OCD traits and wants everything to be perfect.
The kind who wants to find the one.
The kind who listens to rules and follows them for the most part.
And most of all, I'm the kind of girl who wants to change the world.

one day your gonna wish you never let her go....
you gonna watch her walk by....
& you heart is gonna die.

I sit and laugh with friends at what we've all been through.
But I still can't catch my breath when someone mentions you.



People are always gonna TALK, and to tell you the truth,
I love it.
I love the attention. I do what I do because it
puts a smile on my face.
I live my life according to ME. And I'm not concerned with
your life, what you're wearing, who you're dating or who you're hanging out with.
I don't CARE so stop worrying about what goes on in my life!
Because at the end of the day I always have a smile on my face,
and guess what?
MY LIFE IS PRETTY FUCKING AMAZING.


Saturday, January 26, 2008

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I don’t care what you think of me
because it can't be half as bad
as what I think of you
 
To put it nicely, I hope you choke.

he's my cigarette
and i’m quitting.

I can say I made a lot of mistakes, but I don`t regret things. Cause at least I didn`t spend a life standing outside, wondering what living would be like on the inside

What is love and what does it define, who's to say and who's to draw the line, within this world and all its fuss who's to say if it's love or a simple crush.



It's amazing. some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

Anyone can give up. It's the EASIEST thing in the world to do. But, to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you feel apart...That's true strength.

There are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls, and all you need is one.
- one tree hill

Won't you think I'm pretty when im standing atop this bright lit city? - Taste Of Ink by The Used

If looks could kill you'd be a murderer or maybe just a whore- If Looks Could Kill by A Heartwell Ending

Bombing for peace, is like fucking for virginity-

dont take life so serious
its a maze to go through.

we are true sisters
we are true bitches
we are true best friends till the end.



just do what you love
and fuck the rest.

i was walking down the road the other day,
daydreaming my life away
when a little daisy caught my eye.
said "i'll tell you if he loves you or not"
and to my surprise, well, i think that daisy lied
cause i've seen the way you've been looking in my eyes.

to our hearts && we allow foolish
things to tear our lives apart.

Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm

Good girls blush
during naughty scenes in
the movies. Bad girls
smile because we
know we can do better

have you ever watched the shadows
fly across the midnight sky?
you know i used to watch the sun set,
but it seems that i haven't got the time anymore.

say you adore me.
what good could you be for me?
and after i'm gone, wondering where you went wrong
cause you're only taking inches when i'm giving you miles.
did you figure that i wasn't worth your while?

i still love the way your eyes look in mine
and it's too bad we can't feel this way all the time.
cause the breath between our lips when we kiss
is something i hope i never have to miss.

In life you need one thing to survive - Simply
the ability to realize that shit happens  ;  you
step in it, accept it,   get the fuck over it  and
keep walking.       



"well, your eyes are puffy.
which, from experience, screams textbook crying eyes.
you have your hair up,
so you're probably not planning on impressing any boys today.
i'd say you're nursing a hell of a broken heart.
and not the school-girl crush kind.
you're dealing with the real thing. "
-one tree hill

anyone can be taken at any time in our lives
but we always wait until they're gone to say
the things that always meant the most.

cause in a heartbeat, we changed so fast.
and now the stars are aligning, and the moon is setting
and i will be the best damn constellation
that's in your sky tonight.

i can sit around for hours
do nothing that never ends
i can listen to silence
be around with no friends
you call it being independent
i call it being alone.

just because
somebody loves you,
doesn't mean
they won't hurt you.
because people lie,
things change
boyfriends cheat,
friends ditch.
and there are always
going to be those people
who would kill to see you fall

he's jealous because she moved on
he's insecure because she seems happy
he's regretful because he realized
he wasted his time thinking
instead of telling her how much she's
worth to him ..

I programmed your number into
my phone knowing that you'd never call,
but just incase you do, I want to know it's you.

everyone has a desire.
but i think it gets lost in translation.
&& we start to desire all of
the wrong things for the wrong reasons

Seeing him was like hearing an old song
come on the radio; bringing up so many
old feelings & memories that
you can't tune them out.



theres a point in ur life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything..buts its not giving up!..its realizing that you dont need certain people , the bullshit and drama they bring!!

It breaks your heart when people you know become people you knew; When you can walk right by someone like
they were never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours,
now you can't even look them in the eye.
And it breaks your heart when such good things change and there's absoulutely nothing you can do about it...

I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it.
You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next.
You learn to take life as it comes at you
to make each day count.
--Titanic

"You tried your best and you failed miserably.
The lesson is 'never try'."
Homer Simpson

i asked him one day,
"why all the drugs ?"
he told me then and there,
"i find that life is easier
when it's all a blur."

here`s to the buds
the kind you drink,
the kind you smoke,
and the kind that never leave your side
Silence the violence
and increase the peace

my palms are sweaty.
i wonder where you are.
& then you pull up and say;
'you left your lipstick in my car.'
what a mistake you made.
i look at you & say;
'that's not my shade.'

may the magic in this moment live forever. -fullhouse

Hey girls, you're beautiful . Don't look at those stupid
magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy & exercise.
That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough .
You are good enough; you are too good. Love your
family with all your heart & listen to it. You are gorgeous ,
whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter
what you look like on the outside, as long as you're
a good person; as long as you respect others.
I know it's been told hundreds of times
before, but it's true. - gerard way

it's weird, because i still remember that
conversation we had.
2 years, 5 months, 22 days, 1 hour and 43 minutes ago...
i said, "are you mad at me or something?"
and you said,
"no, i'm not mad at you.
i'm in love with you."

i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what I want, then i run.
i think i run cause i'm scared,
i'm scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe i just haven't found somone
who i know is worth being hurt for.

i see the way they shed their tears
and the way they spent their high school years
and i try to crunch every moment
crunch every memory i have left to spend

She used to sing herself to sleep.
She had so much hope about tomorrows.
Had never fallen in love, thought it was pointless.
That was until he walked into her life.
And now she can't seem to get him out.
Even after he left.



"How could you say that? I'm not smart,
neither are you! All these things we've learned,
havn't been taught from ourselves.
We learn from movies, books, and everything else.
It's playgerism in it's finest forms.
Some just memorize them better."

and when the morning comes
and your throat is sore,
you'll face the day like you did before;
with a smile on in the end.

because for me, it's always been you.
always. and i've tried to fight it,
i've tried to deny it, but I can't
you're undeniable.
-seth to summer; the oc

You can be with a person and be happy with them and not love them. And you can love somebody and not want to be with them. You don't need to love someone to want them. Now that's frustrating, when what your brain tells you you want and what you actually want don't match up. It's exhausting. And, well, it's complicated. But that's life. And life... sucks.
-Greys Anatomy

he's so confusing. Some of the things he
says to me, make me believe that he really
does like me, and then some other things
he says make me believe that i'm just a
girl who never even crosses his mind.

Walk the halls like it's a runway
Live your life like it's a stage
Take chances like the you know the outcome
Act like you know what you're doing
Love like you can't get hurt
Laugh like you've never heard of tears
Scream like you can't lose your voice
Talk like you'll never stop living

When the truth is i miss you so,
And i'm tried, i should not
have let you go.

and all i want is for him
to be standing outside my window
on christmas morning with a sign saying..
"santa forgot one"

Have you ever felt like your can't ever
be good enough for the next guy.
because you gave everything you had,
to the one who broke your heart.

things happen in life that you can't stop,
but that doesn't mean you should shut the world out.

   

i used to cry because i didnt think i was loved,
now i cry because i dont think

the problem with coming clean was that you
thought you were clearing the slate, starting over,
but it never quite worked that way. you didnt erase what you've done.

it just seemed natural;
you and me against the world.

You know who you really are.
And you know how the world sees you.
Here's your chance to change that.

sometimes you need to walk alone,
just so show you can.

when the days get colder,
that's when i miss you the most.

life is full of questions.
why not live to find the anwswers?

Sure, she has trust issues but
if you were her, you would too.

his lips tell me that he's afraid of what people will say,
but his eyes they show me that he's fearless.

she lies in the grass staring up at the
sky, wondering what happened to her life.

It's not easy to move on if you're in love, & if it is, then I'm guessing you weren't.

I have a beginning,
Yet I don't have an end.
People claim to have me,
But most never really do.
Who am I?
Love.

The ones stuck in the past are eventually the ones fighting to get out of it, while everyone else is wishing to go back.
How do I know I'm not just this security blanket for you? Something you'll keep coming back to when the world gets scary?
-- Dawson's Creek --

'Twas the night before Christmas -- Old Santa was pissed.
He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.
Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.
I have a good mind to scrap the whole works!

I've busted my ass for damn near a year,
Instead of 'Thanks Santa' -- what do I hear?
The old lady bitches 'cause I work late at night.
The elves want more money -- the reindeer all fight.
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Ruldolph got drunk and goosed all the maids.
Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.
And just when I thought that things would get better,
Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter.
They say I owe taxes -- if that ain't damn funny
Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money?
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And the kids these days -- they all are the pits
They want the impossible -- those mean little shits
I spent the whole year making wagons and sleds.
Assembling dolls... their arms, legs and heads.
I made a ton of yo yo's -- no request for them,
They want computers and robots... they think I'm IBM!
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Flying through the air, dodging the trees.
Falling down chimeys and skinning my knees.
I'm quitting this job -- there's just no enjoyment.
I'll sit on my fat ass and draw unemployment.
----------
There's no Christmas this year -- now you know the reason.
I found me a blonde. I'm going SOUTH for the season.

and for a moment i felt like he
truly cared. he wanted to know why
 i pushed him away, and all i could
say was "I can't love you anymore."



Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my
hand walking down the street; who's arms I laid in
& never wanted to go away. The one who I talked
to for hours & told pointless stories to. The one who knew
 everything about me & liked me anyway. The one who
knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't, & helped me
when I had no clue what to do. The one who showed me
what love was & what it was like to need someone there.
The one who could only make me cry & hurt me like no other
guy could. Those eyes that said everything, that sense of
 sarcasm that was always there; the way even he couldn't
stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly
& couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side.
Something is still there; something that never left me the day
 that boy broke my heart in two. Something like your first love
that wasn't ready to end. Something that makes your stomach flip at
 the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it so much
harder to know that he's not yours anymore, but hers. Something
 that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears,
 because suddenly all of those memories come back & it almost hurts
worse to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss
everything about that boy that isn't ever coming back.

But that girls gonna smile again.
she knows that the thunderstorms bring flowers.

I will always remember you as you are right now to me.
You were asleep while I gathered my things in the dark.
 The burns on my fingers were all that was left of the spark.
Didn't want to wake you cause I knew I couldn't stay.
I'm looking foward to looking back on these days.
 And I'm fine, but I'm not okay.

I never wanted to say this. I put my faith in you,
so much faith in you and then you just threw it away.

I understood that he didn't want me around anymore.
 But it made life seem black and white, flat and one-dimensional.
 I craved the oxygen and color he brought. He had changed life,
and now it just couldn't change back.

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not cause you don`t trust them, but to see how much they`ll sacrifice for you. & sometimes you have to let them go; not cause you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.

know we've grown apart, but every now & then, i just close my eyes & here we are again.

if you dont like someone, the way he holds his spoon will make you furious. if you care about someone, he can turn his plate over in your lap & you wont mind.

Friendship isn't being inseperable, it's being
seperated & knowing nothing will change.

Im the kinda girl who can get in the shower,
and finally realize there are no towels,
.Im the kinda girl you will have crazy memories with,.
Im the kinda girl who will leave the house,
with just her underwear on,
.Im the kinda girl who will burst into tears from,
laughing so much, just because she can,.
Im the kinda girl who carrys her emotions on her back,.
Im the kinda girl who make you remember what we had,.
I m t h a t g i r l

he told me,
"if i had a nickle for everytime i saw
a girl like you, i'd have five cents."

people change. shit goes wrong
but just remember, life goes on

a best friend is someone who changes your
life just by being part of it. someone who
makes you laugh until you can't stop.
someone who makes you believe that
there is really good in the world.
someone who walks in when the rest of
the world walks out. someone that knows
what you're saying when you don't say a
word. someone you can look to in a certain
way, and they know exactly what you're
thinking. someone you find hardest to say
goodbye to. someone who knows all about
you, and loves you anyway. someone who
helps you through thick and thin. the first
person you go to when you need someone
to talk to.  someone you will call to talk about
nothing, or the most important things in your
life. they are the shoulder you cry on, because
you know that they really care about you.
someone you would take a bullet for because
it would be too painful to watch them get
hurt. someone that will risk their friendship
with you, just to make sure you're safe and
okay. someone you can always be around,
and never get sick of.

I couldn't tell you why we are best friends,
because you wouldn't understand.
The explanation is full of too many
inside jokes & made up words;
it's full of too much care & too many tears,
too many laughs & too many blonde moments.
I don't think I will ever be able to give you
a better reason, except she's always been there.

Imagine a future moment
in your life where everything`s
perfect..you know, the greatest
moment of your life & you get to
experience it with one person.
..who`s standing next to you?

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon, the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week,
and 13 months a year
to spend a more time with you



it`s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone:
you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.

He`s the boy that will grab your hand
& pull you into the middle of the road to dance.
No people. No cars. No music.
He just wanted an excuse to hold you close

Live your life so the preacher
doesnt have to lie at your funeral

Last summer, well, I made mistakes.
This summer, well, I'll make more.

There are two absolutes in your life.
Vodka and your Best friends.
&& usually the best times involve B0TH! :)

They got me smiling when it hurts;
nothing exactly measures to what my
best friends are truly worth <3

I’m as fake as a widow’s smile.
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
so I won’t ever have the need to bear
that total truth to anyone but me.


Lord knows she should have seen right threw me,
When I promised her the world.
But at 17, you only want one thing
I left her standing there with my high school ring
Innocent tears in the pouring rain
As I walked away
And I still see her in my dreams
And to this day shes whispering
one of these days your going to love me.”
one of these days by Tim McGraw

Isn’t it ironic?
We ignore the ones who ignore us,
Love the ones who hurt us,
& hurt the ones that love us.

Speak when you are angry.
You will make the best speech
You’ll ever regret.

You cant learn from the lesson;;
If you never made the mistake.

i look at the moon and a single star
it's driving me crazy wondering where you are
i reach up and touch that heavenly place
Open my hand and there's an empty space

if i'm not what you want
then don't act like i am.

shot through the heart and you're to blame
darling you give love a bad name
- bon jovi

i'm not falling anymore.
i've learned to catch myself
because i know that he won't

&& whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there
with open arms and open eyes

i got a first class ticket to a night all alone
and a front row seat up right by the phone
cause you're always on my mind
and i'm running out of time

don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good;
because I like who I am.

Firefly, can I have a light?
It's so dark out here,
My shadow looked me in the eye,
like I was staring in the mirror.

If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
 so I never have to live without you.
--Winnie the Pooh

lights, camera, wait...
no one's getting any action.

Even when we're together, you're someplace else. You leave and you don't kiss me goodbye. We're at dinner and you're on your cell phone the whole time. You never leave notes anymore about where you're gonna be, so I have no idea where you are. You haven't forgiven me

i usually don't like thinking about the future.
i mean, let's face it,
you can't predict what's gonna happen.
but sometimes,
the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all.
maybe the best thing to do
is just stop trying to figure out where you're going,
and enjoy where you're at
- scrubs

Your biggest challenge isn't someone else; it's the ache in your lungs, the burning in your legs, & the voice inside you that yells "can't!" But you don't listen, you push harder. You hear the voice whisper "can" and you discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.



i think that I think too hard
And I don't give enough credit to my heart

Why am i supposed to go around caring about what other peoplethink about me its my life, not theirs.

we were living proof
that "best friends"
doesn`t always last

i wish my mom would have told
me the truth about people
just like she did with scary movies
--"dont worry honey, there all fake"--

we`ve been through it all
BEGiNNiNG T0 END
i don`t know how to thank you
so i call you my BEST FRiEND.

i don't know what's tighter, our friendship or our jeans.

girl: guess what?
boy: what?
girl: i like you a lot.
boy: well, you know what?
girl: what?
boy: i think that's awesome.
girl: oh, well that's good.
boy: you know why?
girl: why?
boy: because i really like you a lot.

moving on is simple.
it's what you leave behind that makes it so hard.

friends wear pajamas to your house when you're having a sleepover.
best friends keep an extra pair at your house just in case they forget.

girl: you make my day worthwhile.
boy: you make my whole life worthwhile.

our friendship is tighter
 than a fat kid in spandex

Somewhere between the bad hangovers
& the drunken heart to hearts,
you realize all you need is a
good friend & some good drinks.

Stop burning bridges...drive off of them.

she's the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still look at you
&& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day
even if she can't brighten her own

Maybe you're just scared
because for once in your life,
someone actually wants to be with you.
-a walk to remember

so, have another drink&drive yourself home;
I hope there's ice on the road - and you can
think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the window.
-BrandNew

we're only young once,
so let's mess this up right.

they've moved on with their lives,
well at least he did.
as for her she still cries.
but who is she to kid?
he'll never want her back,
because a heart is what he lacks.

she gave her heart willingly
&& he threw it away effortlessly.

I didnt even realize what I was going to lose
until I actually lost it.

That smile of yours haunts me in my greatest dreams.
Why are you so damn hard to forget about?''

You know that quote, "Never leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love"
yeah well its 100% true.

Love isnt really my kind of thing.

Your best friends are always first in life,
Never chose a boy over your best friend.
If he really likes you, he can wait.

It is super hard to tell you this. It's super funny how I am telling you this...
but I love you... always have, always will
Even if you don't have the same feelings for me it won't change

We've been through so much,
And somehow all you can write to me is
Your name.

I miss you so much.
Sometimes I find
myself crying just
because I find an
old picture of us

Fuck. I messed up.



Your starting to drive me crazy
I'm not used to being loved.

I sit here
Not waiting for you to get on
Not wanting for you to call
Not wanting for you to make any contact with me
Yet I stay online till you get on
I keep my phone with me at all times
and I make sure you see me walking down the hall

So tell me,
Since I'm too young to be inlove and have absolutely no clue what it is,
what makes you think you know what it is? Hm?

Anytime you need someone,
I'll be there. Wanna know why?
Because we've been through it all.
Guys, family, friends, school.
Everything. And because of this,
Anytime you call, I'll run to where you are.
You are my best friend; the one I can trust.
And it's the hard times that make me so
Grateful because I have you right beside me.



Sometimes you have to test someone.
Not because you don't trust them, but to see
how much they'll sacrifice for you.
And sometimes you have to let them go,
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.

You change for two reasons:
Either you learn enough that you want to,
or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

i'll tell you what the end of the world will be like. it will be a final moment; both terrible & heartbreaking. absolute chaos. people running as fast as they ever have,
cars filling every road &freeway, phone lines backed up trying to process millions of calls,fingers flying over keyboards, thumbs texting like rapid fire,
long lines of people trying to cram themselves into subways & airplanes. ALL OF THEM trying to tell someone else, "i love you." it's not the end of the world yet.
but DON'T WAIT until then to tell her. the worst thing isn't the end of the world. it's what you didn't finish; what you didn't say when you had the chance.

wouldn't it be nice
if the world was flat?
that way we could just push off
the people we don't like.

You don't drown by falling in water;;
You drown by staying there

Tell me that you've had trouble sleeping. That you toss and turn from side to side. That it's my face you've been seeing in your dreams at night. Tell me that you wake up crying, and you're not exactly sure why. Tell me that something is missing in your life. Tell me that it's not just me.

& when people talk about you,
All you do is just walk away.
You affected their lives;
They didn't affect yours

i want to spend all my days with you..
wrestling over remotes;
playing in the mud..
throwing eachother in pools.
fighting over the last piece of cheesecake.
have food fights.
killing eachother over which
TV show we're gonna watch.
& then not not watching it anyways..
i want to piss you off..
& then kiss you.
i want you to be the one who makes fun of me..
for burning your dinner;
or forgetting to do your laundry.
i want you & me.

I got this strong feeling of missing him, like he was someone who I loved who had died & gone away, someone who was mostly a memory. I wanted to grab him & say "Okay, I was sorry. It was a stupid mistake" and I knew I hurt him & I wished I hadn't. Because I did love him. I did.
[StoryOfAGirl by SaraZarr]

I sat there, with a piece of paper and a pen in my hand and realized for the first time that maybe writing has saved me. It saved me from my worst possible enemy—myself. It has made me understand things about different situations and it made me realize that no matter how many people I lose in my life, the paper will always listen.



Caution: I may have the sudden urge to kiss you.
Be prepared.

This is for you, my best friend, the one person I can tell my soul to. Who can relate to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extent, who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down; I don't think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain & you still have time for me & I love you for listening even when inside you're dying. And I look up to you because you're strong, and caring & beautiful, even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I'm always here to listen to you laugh & cry and help in all the ways that I can, & I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you, my best friend. Thanks for being the friend who's always believed in me, who's always understood, who's always accepted me, who's always cared.

it turns out, sometimes you have to
do the wrong thing. sometimes you have
to make a big mistake to figure out how
to make things right. mistakes are painful,
but they're the only way to find out who
you really are. I know who I am now,
I know what I want.

All the while, I'm feeling like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room,
Screaming at the top of my lungs, & no one even looks up.
[titanic]

He saved me, In every way a person can be saved.
-Titanic <3

i'm just scared. nobody's ever
looked at me the way you just did.
[ Gossip Girl. ]

because sometimes no matter
how hard we try to be good,
you can't keep a bad girl down.
[ Gossip Girl. ]

Trust is a word all lovers know.
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling.
We are not the ones to blame.
The more we have the more we want.
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby.
It always ends up in tears.

i forgot how good it feels to be with
someone who wants to be with you.

There's nothing like the deep breaths
after laughing that hard.
Nothing in the world like a sore stomach
for the right reasons.
-Perks of Being a Wallflower

i look at you and think, this is the way
it's suppose to be. this is what i've been
waiting for. this is everything. you are
my everything <3

Finally told you that I don't think we should talk anymore. You asked me why. I had said that I just wished to forget about you. You live forever from here anyway. You left me here without a second thought. You said you didn't want to stop talking, said you didn't want to loose me. Well, boy, you already lost me.

I finally understand what growing up feels like. Not even two months it took me to completely change. I was pretty grown up already, you just gave me this extra boost. I hated it. I was so young, and so much happier. I guess things just change like that.

the most memorable people in life will be the people
who loved you when you weren't very lovable.

So don't tell me, cause i already know that nothing in the
world would mean a single thing, until you are here with me ..

The only guy that deserves you is the one
that thinks he doesn't.
The one that will stick by your side no matter
how much you fuck up.
And the one who will forgive you.. mistake after mistake.

the stars may not always shine,
you'll always be on my mind.
"cause you can" -birdmonster <3

"for instance ive seen that you're one of maybe three ppl in the world that likes pizza flavored chips..you're also the only person that ive seen spend more time on the roof of her house than in her actual house..or what you do when you're reading books, not us weekly or teen but you are reading substantial books..you also do this thing it's like an OCD thing but it's not..whenever you are leaving your room, you grab the doorknob and you are ready to leave but you dont..and you back up and turn and stare at yourself but it's not like an "im so hot" stare it's more like a "who am i really?" and it's just so cool..and then when you look out your window but you dont look at people, you look at the world and you try to figure out and understand the world and why it's not in order like your books..But im only looking at you."
-Disturbia <3

It's like all of the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way; the people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go the way you wanted; suddenly you feel grateful for them, because those are the things that got you here, to this.

sometimes you have to give up the only
thing you thought was worth living for.

you jump i jump, remember?
I can't turn away not knowing you're okay.
-titanic <3

The things that I remember best,
those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them anyway.
the thing is, life is too short to be following these rules.
[Grey’s Anatomy]



Life is all about risks and it requires you to
jump. Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have, or could
have had. No one waits forever.

If you're getting pushed away, don't hold on tighter. Letting go when you're getting pushed is the only way he will feel what it's like without you. Even though it's the hardest thing to do, do it for him.

I still hang on every word,in a world of fate & memories,
where you're still in love with me.
-Happens all the time by cold

Anyone can fall in love
but only amazing people
can continue to love after
their heart has been broken.

Distance doesn't ruin people's relationships.
You don't have to see someone everyday to be in love.

Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there'll be more.
You think you have forever. but you don't.

For some, they think that letting go
is one way of expressing how much you love the person.
Most relationships tend to fail. Not because the absence of love.
Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much
and the other wasn't being loved enough

Don't you dare tell me i am the reason we are here
I spend enough sleepless nights in this bed
to know this isn't just all in my head.

just answer this boy, am i wasting my time? everybody else thinks so but me i can't decide. i hear them talk about me & how I am still in love. i pretend like i don't hear it but sometimes it's all i think of. it breaks my heart you know? a little more each day so just tell me the answer. that's all you have to say.

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick;
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way.

I need a reason to stay here. I need a reason to
wake up and not care that it's raining.
- Grey's Anatomy

Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. it's being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. it's running so hard, you can barely breathe. it's the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. it's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. it's opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. it's letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

Take chances, a lot of them. cause honestly, no matter where you end up, & with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are, you learn & grow with each choice you make, everything is worth it. Say how you feel - always. Be you, & be okay with it

sometimes you just need to cry & be sad. you need to break down & be torn apart. you need to learn how to pick yourself up & put yourself back together. sometimes, the only way to be happy is to give into sadness first. cause without sadness, there`s no happiness, you would never learn to smile.

Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation, grey. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us. -One Tree Hill

Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought love was just about hugs, kisses, & happiness. But as we grow, we learn that it's not just about happiness, it's also about learning to accept rejections, tears, & heartbreaks. That's where I come to help you up, wipe those tears away, put your heart back to one when you're hurt from love. And when I say, "I love you" you'd better believe that I mean that with every fiber of my being.

on the outside, you know you're not that same innocent little girl anymore. you've been through to much lately. but deep down, at your core, there will always be a part of you that rejects reality & is eternally hopeful.

The very existence of flamethrowers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, "You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done."

you say, " life is hard. "
i say, " compared to what ? "

I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what's gonna happen or, who I'm gonna meet, where I'm gonna wind up.....I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. You learn to take life as it comes at you... to make each day count.
-Titanic.

and you're going to eat popcorn in the dark,
and pay ten bucks to see my life one day.

Sometimes I wish people were like snakes.
Sure, they're dangerous, but at least
their markings on the outside
warn you first.

So you know you've got the past to thank for the way you act,
so don't blame it on me or all the books you've read,
it wasn't them who pushed those words through your lips.

dare to dream your dreams,
dare to believe you can achive your dreams,
dare to have faith in yourself, & dare to love.
what have you got to loose?
just a dare.

he found that bed in the dead of dark,
did you honestly think he would have trouble;
finding his way to the door in the morning?



I know what it feels like to be afriad to show who you are.
but not anymore. and the thing is, I dont care what people think about me.
because i believe in myself and i know that things are gonna be okay. -a cinderella story

I like to pretend that everything's alright,
because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
sometimes you forget for a while,
that you're not.

Because those who pretend never sleep with a smile. It's hard enough to wake up after a while; and even though I say I'm feeling fine, I'm locked up, loaded down, short a try.

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"It was cold, your hands were shaking, and I stepped in front of you
just to wrap my arms around you as I said,"Let's pretend winter isn't here."
As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "Let's pretend the snow isnt the only thing falling fast."

 I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyway. And fear means I have something to lose, right? And I don't want to lose you. So this is it, this is love. Giving you the power to break me, but trusting you not to.

you don't deserve to be lonely; but those drugs you got
won't make you feel better. Pretty soon you'll find it's the
only little part of your life you're keeping together.

She's tough. She tries to hide it. She's difficult. But if you make an effort, she's worth it. She's worth the effort.
-Grey's Anatomy

Never mind. Forget it.
They're just memories inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say fuck you.
You never knew me to begin with.

"sometimes loving someone means letting them go."
bullshit. love means holding onto someone
just as hard as you can because if you don't,
one blink and they might disappear forever.

He always gets so mad at things you'd laugh at. "Don't get so worked up," you'd say,
but on the back deck you admit that you haven't felt much like laughing lately anyway.

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn the unmailed letters and the lonely decembers.
the children ask, "does it ever go away?"
they`re asking about heartache and you know better than to lie so you answer truthfully and you say
"no, it doesn`t. it doesn`t go away."
one day you`re jumping in puddles
and the next thing you know 30 years have passed and you`re telling your kids to walk around them.
everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library, but no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.

How do I know I'm not just this security blanket for you?
Something you'll keep coming back to when the world gets scary?
-Dawson`s Creek

NO ONE EVER LOST ANY SLEEP
FOR BEING TOO KIND OR FORGIVING
-one tree hill

so what if i am a bitch, your a whore i'd rather
be known for what i do, then who i screw =)

You want to know what the truth is? I still love you & I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can`t just be your buddy, cause as much as I enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it`s a bizarre form of torture & I`m just not willing to participate in it. so right now what I want to do is just move on & get over you & the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.
[ Dawson`s Creek ]



Isn't it ironic?
We ignore the ones who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
love the ones who hurt us,
& hurt the ones that love us.

those who pine for the past, fear the future.

i'm afraid because you are the most important
being to ever grace my existence."
-A Walk To Remember

now i don't like using words like forever,
but i will love you 'til the end of today. and in
the morning when i remember everything that you are,
i know i'll fall for you all over again.

And your friends have left you,
you’ve been dismissed.
I never thought it would come to this
and I, I want you to know
everyone’s got to face down the demons.
Maybe today
you could put the past away.

My Dearest Allie,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us.
I'm not bitter any more,
because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives,
I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees,
learning from each other and growing in love.
The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes you reach for more ,
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds,
and that's what you've given me. That's what I hoped to give to you forever.
I love you . I'll be seeing you.
Noah
-The Notebook

I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, & cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams, make love in the candle light, in the car, in the shower, in the woods while were lost. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes & not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got

She fell, and boy did she
get more than scraped knees

we used to talk about everything
&& now its almost impossible to
have a decent conversation with you.

people ask me why it's so hard to trust others,
i ask they why it is so hard to keep a promise.

Give me everything I want and nothing I need. Bring me to my knees
and tell me there's no other girl in this world quite like me.

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take

Because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone,
no matter how many people are around.