| is it true? really? might it just happen. oh the suspense is killing me. and its all masochistic. i have the power. i have the number. but was it real or just a drunken night in a bar?
i wrote some good stuff in my mind last night. the moon was full..the clouds were roaring past.
it was dizzy.stunning.magic.perdy.
and sarah gail needs to update with me. in life or on xanga.
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| OMG so i was thinking about cutting my hair. after the interviews in jackson of course.
what do you think??!?!?!???
welp gotta go get perdy for workie. the gangsta chang might come in!!!
OXOXOXOXOXOXOX
me
i miss panic at the disco already!!!! |
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| this girl in my sisters class hurt her back the other day. why you ask is that even remotely funny?? well its more the casue of her pain that is laughable....
a hawk took her dog and she was jumping up to try and get it from the hawk.
A HAWK....TOOK HER DOG!!! LIKE IN HIS TALONS. AND FLEW AWAY WITH IT!
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaNG!
enough about silliness. aarons almost here.
you know....i was as honest as i have ever been. a few nights ago. call it delerium or a clear defined moment of truth, but last night, while we were on the phone...i just started crying. at first i thought it was becasue i was tired. but thats not it. i have too much passion for him. too much. the english language does not do this emotion justice. and that is frustrating. but its different. were sid and nancy. just passion and love. i don't want to marry him. its different. its sid and nancy.
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| am i really writing???
well its been a long day, full of emolicious activity and muscles tensing up. Im writing songs again. good stuff is coming out of this pen. i finally have found my muse. its been a while. they have been drained for so long. and now i can't write fast enough. my brain and heart are racing. i can't let a thought go.
my mom knows nothing about me. partially my fault. but now my lindsay and seanie are here....all is well. ill take pictures.
i swear if i hear the name steve again i will fucking kill someone.
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