[01]
Every girl has that one boy they keep running back to.
and every girl has that one boy that makes running back;
not worth it<3.

[02]
and i bet you don't remember
all the things i'll never forget.

[03]
if two people are ment to be together<3;
no matter how long it takes, how far they go,
how tough it seems, fate will bring them together.

[04]
"i love you."
three words; eight letters.
that mean absoulty nothing;
if you don't mean them.

[05]
This one's for the girls with the broken hearts.
The ones who keeps running back to the same boy,
even though he hurts her & doesn't deserve her.
The girls that try so hard to be happy,
and try to change him so that they can last forever.
The girls that stuck by his side no matter what he did to her.
& the girls who haven't yet realized that life
will be so much better, when she let's go of him </3 .

[06]
so lead her on;
& lie to her; it's no big deal,
she's just a girl, right?

[07]
I'm the kind of girl you can hear from miles away.
the kind that if you're sad, it's her job to make you happy ..
the kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying "oops, sorry".
i trip over everything, i'm such a klutz. and i get so mad at the simplest things,
but i'm also the girl who holds everything back.
if you ask me what's wrong, i'll lie & smile saying, "oh, nothing" ;
the girl whose afraid to love, because she's already lost so much ..

[08]
no matter what i do i can't get you off my mind.
and i'm not so sure i want you off my mind.

[11]
Cop: what's your last name?
Eric: Foreman.
Cop: Foreman? .. Is your dad Red Foreman?
Eric: .. yeah?
Cop: Oh, you poor bastard.
Eric: well.. thank you?
- That 70's show.
      haha, i love that show=).

[12]
i would write it on a napkin and leave it at the cafe.
i would use my best cursive and leave it in a book.
i would stand on my roof and leave it for the birds to sing.
i would wave your love around like i had nothing left to loose.
i would, if i could ..

[13]
Truth is, i gave my heart away a long time ago.
My whole heart, and i never really got any of it back.
-  - Sweet Home Alabama <3 ..

[14]
love is worth fighting for, being brave for,
and risking everything because if you don't
risk everything, you're risking so much more.

[15]
Take chances. because honestly,
no matter where you end up, and with who,
it always ends up just the way it should be.
your mistakes make you who you are,
you learn & grow with each choice you make,
and everything is worth it. just say how you feel,
and always be yourself.

[16]
any guy can love a thousand girls;
but only a really special one can love one girl a,
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[01]
In all my life i never found what i couldn't resist,
what i couldn't turn down.
I could walk away from anyone i ever knew,
but i can't walk away from you.

[02]
For any one of us forever could end in an hour,
or a hundred years from now. You can never know for sure,
so you'd better make every second count.
- The Truth About Forever.

[03]
When you look at a person, any person, remember that
everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something
that has changed them.

[04]
& i'm just gonna keep on loving you,
cause it's the only thing i wanna do. <3*

[05]
Take chances; they're free.

[06]
it was no accident, me finding you. someone had it in hand
long before we ever knew, now i just can't believe you're in my life.
heaven's smiling down at me as i look at you tonight.

[07]
everybody will be your friend when
you're doing the right thing. but your true
friends will stick with you &
support you, even if what you're doing
is wrong.

[08]
being a strong person means knowing
that in the end, everything will be okay.

[09]
love is like tug of war.
it hurts so bad to keep holding on.
but for some odd reason;
you just can't let go<3.

[10]
If a happy moment suddenly comes to you,
& you don't know why, it's like a smile that
can't be explained. It's because somewhere,
someone is thinking of you at that very moment
and smiling too.

[11]
ten words to you:
i swear there's not a time i won't be there.

[12]
so there's this boy ..
he's my best friend and my boyfriend.
everyday i get to spend with him
is the best day of my life. no one
can make me smile the way he does, and
i honestly don't know what i would do
without him. i doubt he will ever truly
know just how much he means to me.

[13]
Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker ..

[14]
Chemistry is so indefiniable.
so random, but it's everything.

[15]
when all of your thoughts revolve around him,
and he's the one you feel the happiest with,
there's just something about him you don't
see in other guys. and when you're not with
him, the only place you want to be is in
his arms .. that's when you know it's real.

[16]
jingle bells, santa smells.
he's been drunk all day.
- Christmas Do-over.

[17]
the greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forhead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, & wants to see you smile. but i think what's better than that is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy ..

[18]
when you're standing at the crossroads,
and don't know which road to choose let me come along,
cause even if you're wrong; i'll stand by you.

[19]
My Heart Belongs To You ..
And That's Not Changing For Anyone <3

[20]
i loved you once, needed protection.
you're still a part of everything i do.
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.

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[01]
if you have reasons for loving somebody
then you are loving them with your mind, but if you have
no reasons for loving them. then you are loving them
with your heart.

[02]
If two people are ment to be together,
they stay together.
Kyle XY

[03]
I want a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hott,
who calls me back when i hang up on him.
a guy who will stay awake just to watch me sleep.
a boy who kisses my forehead;
Who wants to show me off to the world.
One who holds my hand inf ront of his friends;
who thinks i'm pretty without makeup on.
The one who is constantly reminding me of how much
he cares about me, && how lucky he is to have me.

[04]
life is too short. so live it up,
do want you wanna do. say what you
wanna say & don't let anyone bring you down.

[05]
I'm not afraid of heights; i'm afraid of falling.
I'm not scared of the dark; i'm scared of what's in it.
I'm not afraid of love; i'm afraid of not being loved back.

[06]
I keep thinking of how much i love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much i love your laugh. I dream about you on and off, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at the funny things you did or said. I've memorized your face && the way you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen next time we are together, and even though neither of us know what the future holds, i know one thing for sure; you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

[07]
we spend our whole lives telling ourselves
everything happens for a reason;
when in reality, we give reasons for everything that happens.

[08]
with friendship, it doesn't matter how long
you've known eachother; or how many fights you got into;
what matters is who said i'll be here for you;
and who proved it.

[09]
I'm not saying girls are perfect. because we all know that's not true.
but why be unfaithful to her if she's always true to you?!
-tupac.

[09]
Love, it's not something you decide to feel. It's not like 'oh, he's cute. i'm gonna love him' it just happens. One day you'll see him, you've probably seen him plenty of times before, but for some reason .. this time's different. there's something there, something that you've never realized before. you can't take your eyes off him, & you start to get this feeling in the pit of your stomache. it doesn't hurt but it's like a sinking feeling. cause the feeling you get once he leaves will be much worse. it will be an indescribable pain, & you'll just feel empty inside. you'll begin to look for him everywhere you go. start dreaming about him at night; every love song that you hear will make you think of him. suddenly, it will become harder to talk to him. and you won't understand why your words arnt coming out right, you'll start over analyzing everything you say to him. you'll think that everything you say just sounds stupid, but whatever he says to you will just, be perfect. you see him differently than everyone else, and the room will just light up whenever he walks in. and everything is always better when he is there. you'll find him someday, & the feeling will be incredible. i just hope that it works out better for you than it did for me, i hope he finds you too.

[10]
I'm a very independant person. sometimes people think i'm weird because of that, but it doesn't bother me. just because i'm not afraid to stand up for what i believe in, even when everyone else is just sitting down; there's no reason to follow the crowd. because maybe, just maybe, i'll make someone's life better because i wasn't afraid.

[11]
Fate determines who walks into your life,
you decide who you let walk out, who you let stay,
& who you absoulty refuse to let go of.

[12]
You just have to go after what you want,
and if it doesn't want you back then so be it.
it doesn't deserve you anyways.

[13]
I think i noticed when things started to change.
the hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter,
and they wern't everynight anymore. we didn't hurry
to the place where we said we'd meet.
the "i love you's" felt more like a forced routine,
and really had no meaning. when we saw eachother
the smiles wern't as big or as bright. our thoughts wern't
only of eachother, we seemed unintrested; we felt unloved.
and we had one too many doubts.

[14]
He said "don't worry, you'll find someone worthy
of your love." but what he doesn't know is
i already have.

[15]
i make mistakes; i have regrets; i hate being alone.
i can't go a day without spilling something on myself.
i hate school, i never call anyone back. i don't like being
wrong. i'm a huge procrastinator. i act a lot stupider
than i actually am. i hate being ignored, i cry; i'm shy.
i can't start a conversation with anyone; i have enemies.
i can't sing, i have horrible balance. i laugh wayy too much,
i can't look anyone in the eye, many things just seem to
get to me. i'm not perfect; and you know what?
that's okay with me.

[16]
One hundred years from now it won't matter how you did on a test, or how popular you were. no one will care how many shots you got in a baskeetball game, it won't matter if you missed a day of school. or what you got for your sixth birthday. your highest score on a computer game & if your family had a swimming pool won't be anywhere near remembered. no one will care if you came in first place in that race, it won't matter if your handwriting was messy. or if all of your artwork wasn't the best. but, what will matter is that you made life a little better for just one person, that's what will be remembered. that's what will matter.

[17]
even though the photograph of me and you
doesn't go with the way things are now,
i still wish i was back in that picture,
with me in your arms </3

[18]
In life we do some things we wish we had never done,
and some we wish we could replay a million times in our head.
but they make us who we are. and in the end those experiences
shape every detail about us. if we were to reverse any of them,
we wouldn't be at the exact place that we are at today.
so just live life. make mistakes, and have wonderful times;
and never second guess who you are, where you've been,
and most importantly; where you wanna be, and where
it is that you're going.

[19]
Love is not something you decide to feel.
It's not like "oh, he's cute. i'm gonna love him."
it just happens.

[20]
Sometimes, there are just people
you never get over.
- The Hills

[21]
If you see me walking with someone else
it's not because i love them.
it's because you're not there to walk beside me.
if i fall in love with someone else, it's not because
i wanted to. it's because you wern't there to catch me. </3

[22]
When i let him go, the guy who treated me awful,
and now finally he realizes what he's thrown away.
but this time, i finally have the courage to stay away
from him. and just be myself, i finally have the courage
to say, "i'm not coming back, too late .. "

[23]
She will chase you around for a while.
but there's going to be a day when
she's going to stop running circles around you.
& she's going to get over you, and at that
very moment. you're going to wish you
had let her catch you.

[24]
When the broken hearts are mended & the many tears are tried, you learn. When you're over the old boyfriends and you realize that you can live without your first love, you learn. You see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will. and that sometimes growing up means letting go. You learn what real love is, and you start to see that one friend who really cares is better than a hundred friends who don't. you learn that you can be strong, take each day step by step, and survive each sad moment. so feel the pain, cry the tears, and go out to experience life. but when you're at the end of that rope, and you're ready to jump off that ledge, remember that heartaches fade, pain subsides, and though life seems at times too tough to handle; it's also too precious a gift to waiste. Keep on living, never give up, & remember; as you grow, .. you learn.

[25]
while they dance she holds him and pulls him close.
while he counts the days until he lets her go.
it's the same old story that everybody knows;
one heart holding on, while the other letting go.
   ** is this a song; anyone know?

[26]
i'm in love ; not elementary school
"i love you" ;; "i love you too".
i mean .. i'm really in love with him.

[27]
Maybe, the only way to keep someone
is letting them go.
++ That 70's Show

[28]
take a bow, hear the applause?
my heart is b r o k e n, and you're the cause.
i played the game, looks like you've won.
congragulations baby; hope you've had fun.

[29]
don't miss out on what's happening right now,
just because you're waiting for something better
to come along, you can't live in the future.
- Full House

[30]
Because once upond a time we were best friends.
and yes, there has been a lot of bad stuff inbetween.
but none of that matters right now okay?
when you need me i'm going to be there.
anytime, any place, anywhere ..

[31]
So this is to you. Treat him right, okay? he probably doesn't deserve it but i know he needs the best he can get, and if i can't be the one to give it to him i want you to. i know that everytime i look at him i wold love to see you out of his life, but you just have to understand that he was my life for so long, and it's going to take me a while to let go of the fact he's in love again, and i know he loves you. i can tell by the look in his eyes when he sees you, that you mean the world to him; he used to look at me with those eyes. and i could've sworn that he loved me too. but things change and i'm learning to accept that. so don't be angry with me if i still cry when i see you two together, you've got to understand that i could've spent the rest of my life with him. & wanted nothing more. you've got to understand that i looked more forward to seeing him than anything in the world. you've got to understand that i never wanted to let go of him, but i had to. he hurt too much to keep. so take care of him, okay? he needs it. and even though it kills me to say this; he needs you too ..

[32]
If he's dumb enough to walk away ;;
be smart enough to let him go.

[33]
she's a wreck, completly distraught.
she looks at herself and sees all that she hates.
he's a wreck, totally in love.
one look at her; and his heart melts.

[34]
I want a guy who thinks i'm pretty with makeup on,
but knows i'm georgous without it <33

[35]
When my time comes forget the wrong that i've done.
help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
& don't resent me, but when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory; leave out all the rest.
l e a v e o u t a l l t h e r e s t .
leave out all the rest++by linkin park.

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[if high school, which one do you prefer?]
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[01]
She's beautiful but she'll never admit it. She loves scarey movies and the thrill of roller coasters. her best friends and family are her world. her hair never stays in place, & she's very clumbsy. and she has that one boy she pretends to be over, because that's the only way she knows how to deal with the pain.

[02]
Love is when you can remember
every word he's ever said to you.
& you still can't remember the answers
to that social studies test.

[03]
Someday, i'm gonna own a restaurant.
And everything's gonna be special. then when people say,
"hey kelso, what's the special?" i'm gonna say, EVERYTHING.
++ Micheal Kelso - That 70s Show

[04]
Unlike cell phones,
when you lose a boyfriend
you can't always get him back.
so be careful which hoe's
house you leave him at.

[05]
The trouble with miracles is they don't last long.
And the trouble with hard times is,
you can't sleep through them.

[06]
I never make a promise i don't intend to keep
so when i say forever ;;
f o r e v e r s w h a t i m e a n .. <3

[07]
No matter how far or near we are,
with or without sunshine,
I'll always carry your name in my heart. <3

[08]
You know that person that everyone has ..
that they never get over? like they go out with other people,
but they kinda want to run into them when they're out.
he's that person.
- the hills <3*

[09]
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes.
Tonight i wanna cry.

[10]
You And Me
The second most perfect combination
of three words in the entire English language.
Whats the first?
I Love You.

[11]
Distance isn't for the fearful, it's for the bold.
It's for those willing to spend a lot of time alone,
in exchange for little time with the one they love.
It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it,
even if they don't see it nearly enough.

[12]
I don't want another heart break.
I don't need another turn to cry.
I don't wanna learn the hard way,
baby hello. oh no, goodbye.
but you got me like a rocket
shooting straight across the sky.
- This Kiss, by Faith Hill.

[13]
Never think "what if".
Everything happens for a reason.
& when things don't work out, shake it off.
realize it wasn't worth it like you thought it was.
because you were worth it, but he didn't realize it.

[14]
Without friends,
this world couldn't survive.

[15]
There's no past tense of loving somebody.
Either you s t i l l d o, or you n e v e r d i d.

[16]
There's always somebody in life
trying to take your spot.
             - diddy.

[17]
Nothing has turned out as we expected.
it never does. life is under no obligation
to give us what we expect. we take what
we can get, & are thankful its no worse.

[18]
love is just something that we
tend to depend on when everything
else fails<3

[19]
what matters isnt who says
"i have feelings for you."
but who proves it.

[20]
Forgiving.
It's what you do when
you realize you still want
the person in your life.

[21]
when i look around i think, this is good enough.
i try my best to laugh at whatever life brings me,
because when i look down i just miss all the good things.

[22]
&& we're the type of friends;;
who have so many of those little inside jokes;
too many good times together to even tell,
start laughing out of complete nowhere.
we talk about boys all the time,
go underwear & bra shopping together.
and when one of us has to go to our relatives;
we come anyways. :]

[23]
somethings are just never ment to be.
no matter how much we wish they were.
- Gilmore Girls

[24]
there are no hard feelings, no one to blaime;
just two people, & feelings that
didn't stay the same.

[25]
i know a boy who makes up my world.
with just one look, he knows exactly what i need.
you mean everything to me.

[26]
When i hear my favorite song;
i know that we belong.
You are the music in me.
++ High School Musical 2 <33

[27]
If god is a DJ ;
life is a dance floor.

[28]
LIVE your life to the fullest.
LAUGH at all the things that don't matter.
LOVE with all you have, and more.

[29]
People say i've changed so much.
well here's the honest truth, i grew up.
i stoped letting people push me around.
i learned that you can't always be happy.
i accepted reality.

[30]
out of all the things in life that do,
boys are one of the things that don't
come with warrenty's.

[31]
i can see you with me when i'm older.
all my lonely nights are finally over.
you took the weight of the world off my shoulders.
* When You Kiss Me, by Shania Twain.

[32]
somewhere between all of our laughs,
our very long ; until two in the morning talks;
our stupid jokes; the 'what are we doing tomorrows?'
somewhere between the hanging out; and teasing eachother.
i deffiently fell for the greatest guy ever <33

[33]
baby there's nothing more to say;
you complete me in every single way.
i never loved someone so much in my life.
& i never felt anyone love me back the way you do.
i'm never gonna feel this way with anyone but you.

[34]
i want a guy that will make me happy.
someone that will make me smile with the sound of his voice.
someone that will love me unconditionally,
i want someone that will have my friends saying
to eachother - "she's happy again"

[35]
The boy that i thought i was going to be with for the rest of my life,
the boy that made me smile everytime i laid eyes on him,
the boy that promised me i'll forever be his.
the boy that made me nervous when we first kissed;
the boy that made me feel so secure about myself;
I GAVE UP ON THAT BOY.

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Good friends are hard to find,
harder to leave, and impossible
to forget.

I've heard that it's possible to grow up--
I've just never met anyone who's actually done it.
Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves.
We throw tantrums when things don't go our way,
we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark,
we look for comfort where we can find it,
and we hope, against all logic, against all experience.
Like children, we never give up hope.

Fate decides who walks into your life...
You decide who you let stay, Who leaves,
And who you absolutely refuse to let go

Johnny made a record. Went straight to number one.
But Johnny had a little fascination with guns, and cocaine.
He couldn't stand to take the slow train.
Got a little fortune, lost his brakes in the rain; ooh.
What to do when your luck is through?
Wether you come from the slums or live in Malibu.
Seen running down the avenue.
 --Friends & Lovers, by Mickey Avalon.

Always tell someone how you feel about them. 
Mean what you say & say what you mean, even when it's hard..
because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye;
but regrets can last a lifetime.

stop planning your life, and let it plan itself,
quit trying to find the perfect boy, and let them find you.
if you don't want drama; then dont talk shit.
things are only as complicating as you make them.

It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.
It's the mind afraid of losing that never learns to give,
& it's the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live.

today was just one of those days where
everything i did reminded me of you.
every song i heard some how related to you.
i hate days like today because they
remind me of the one thing i don't have

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they've been given rather than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. Its an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. Its a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing

If every relationship failed except one;
I guarantee you that one would be ours

One day, you're gonna want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths. The girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you no one has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't.. Even though she deserves it.

love comes to those who still hope,
although they've been disappointed.
to those who still believe,
although they`ve been betrayed..
to those who still need to love,
although they`ve been hurt before.
and to those who have the courage and the faith,
to build trust again.

Because maybe,
you're gonna be the one that saves me.
And after all, you're my wonderwall.
 - Wonderwall by Oasis.

if hes dumb enough to walk away,
be smart enough to let him go.

You want to know why I love you?
It's because you loved me
when I didn't love myself.
It's because you held up my beauty for me to see.
It's because you cared unconditionally,
just the way I was.
It was because, for the first time in my life,
I didn't have to work so hard at being happy.
Because with you, it just happens.

no matter how many times I tell you
he'll break your heart, or how many times
he does it, you'll never give up.
why, you ask? because you love him

because, for her, being without him
was the same as forgetting how to laugh.
it was that unimaginable.

here's to the fun we have; the guys we stalk,
the way we shop; the laughs we cant stop.
the gossip we spill & the looks that could kill.
to having lots of fun & drowning in tears,
we'll stay together all through the years

it's not that long of an update.
i'll try to make my updates long,
as long as i get comments and subscribers.

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