I don't wanna be in love.

everyones a model:
with the internet, a camera, a cute outfit, and the perfect angle.
so push it out; fake a smile; scream your lungs out
because baby; you're going to be the next big thing

We sat in your car, on that chilly fall night
talking about how much I've grown up
And how much you've lost yourself.

all she wants is someone to love her
but guys only look at the outside stuff...

 our memories are like mixtapes.
they sing me to sleep everynight

I lost you because of my shyness
&&aim left with all these what-ifs
What if I kissed u when u asked for it?
what if I never gave up on us?
what if i still love u?

love is like a flower. once you pick it, it slowly dies.

i'm a slow motion accident, lost in coffee
rings and fingerprints. i don't want to feel
anything, but i do, & it all comes back to you.

What we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality.
When she jumped, she probably thought she would fly.

I've got your ring around my neck
and a couple nights I don't regret

turn up the radio and sing your lungs out.
cause kid, this is it, and this is all it will ever be.
so get used to it, suck it up, and just life your life.

nothing is forever;
         forever is a lie. all we have is
          what lies between hello and
                                           goodbye

life is better lived forward,
but better understood backwards.

Until Next Time.
Peace. Love. Photo.

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Our Time Now - Plain White T's

Oh Oh Oh Oh

This is the dance for all the lovers

Takin' a chance for one another

Finally it's our time now

These are the times that we'll remember

Breaking the city's heart together

Finally it's our time now

It's Our Time Now.

Peace. Love. Greek.

Vindicated

Update after a super duper long time. But I feel the urge to keep up with this lovely thing I had going.

You're that guy, the one no matter
how many more guys I go through,
I'll always have a thing for you 

I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
so I don't have to make a bad impression
I need to start being myself
because I'm sick of everybody else.

I've got your ring around my neck
and a couple nights I don't regret

Welcome to loserville;
Turn up the volume,
& sing into your hairbrush.
Don't worry, you'll fit in just fine

he's gorgeous ; but gorgeous is an understatement.
more like you're startled everytime you see him ..
because you notice something new
in a "where's waldo" sort of way.
more like you can't stop writing third grade
run on sentences ..
because you can't even remotely begin to describe
something, someone so inherently amazing.
more like you're afraid that if you stare at him too long
you'll prove your parents right that ..
your face will get stuck that way.

Peace. Love. Napoleon Dynamite.

Perplexed

the freshman girl, oh so shy

sits & watches the sophomore guy.

the sophomore guy, with his head in a whirl

sits & watches the junior girl.

the junior girl, in her red sedan

sits & watches the senior man.

But the senior man, all hot &wild

secretly loves the freshman child.

we're on the phone all night long

talking about this and that

every 5 secons i just want to scream

i love you, but i don't

right before we say goodbye

you say those words, those words

that kill me inside

"you are my best friend."

sometimes i sit, stare and wonder

what the fuck i'm doing wrong.

save an egg; crack a smile.

save a balloon; pop a collar

Apologies

 sorry bout the wait...

She spends half her day

doing her makeup and hair ;

that perfect pretty way

for a guy who will never

care

well you might hide behind your computer

screen. & I might hide behind my music,

& she might hide behind her sports.

but the truth of it is, we all have something

that we're hiding. & maybe we should

stop running for cover, cause what might

happen when those things can't defend us anymore?

I want to be the kind of girl

who leaves an everlasting impression

on someone. I don't want to be the type

that you'll forget in a week. I want to be

hard to forget. I want to have the kind of

impact on someone where they know

they'll never find anyone who can take

my place and I want that because

that's what you are to me.

I'm just another silly teenage girl.

Who keeps her hopes too high & jeans too low.

Who lives by quotes & can't ever seem to say

the right thing at the right time.

Just another pretty girl, looking for herself,

In a big bad world.