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"oh, you're not fat."
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Bulimia. Its A Love/Hate Kinda Thing.
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drunk on the roof and yelling at god
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

wtf is up with xanga

I just made a new site, cause I dont like anything about this one anymore

& I put up a nice layout & wtf

it's apparently not working.

IDK-- I really liked the way old xanga was. nothing really special on it

someone help  me-- I dont understand this new shit.

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NVM I got it.


Sunday, July 06, 2008

I'm feelin sexy at the time cause my belly has never been so flat

sucks that I have my period-- so it just ruins everything.


Thursday, June 19, 2008

Crept through the curtains as quick as the cold winds

Slowly exploring the room where you sleep
The stare of your portrait
The passing of your scent
Left me no choice but to stay

I will dissolve into the dark beneath your bed
My hands will wait for a taste of your skin




every time I hear this part of the song, I'm not thinking of you.



Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I cannot make up my mind.


Sunday, May 25, 2008

you know what

Who gives a shit if you think you're "fat"-- you're most likely NOT.
Get over yourself.

I've come to realize that this trend is an obsession.
I'm done with that shit-- I'll eat what I want, when I want

& won't give a shit if I gain weight.

Starving yourself isn't healthy
Vomitting isn't healthy.

You can lose weight in a healthy way--
EAT & EXERCISE,

PORTION CONTROL

WATER.

Fasting? NO.
Binging & Purging? NO.

I've been there, done that-- I've been 5 times close to going into a hospital but I've also been in one.

I know what's what, & how it is.

So, go on & say shit.

I'm over it.














To all those who think this is the only way out-- fine think that way, if you feel more comfortable doing what you're doing-- fine, I'm not here to say you can't do that can't do this or force you to do what you don't want to do.

I'll support & I understand the pain & suffering.
I understand the obsession & the want to feel "good".

so don't say I'm a hypocrite.



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