Neko

geez. i completely forgot about this site :/
not like anyone realized i did, looks like no one's been here in fo evaaaa.


geeshhh.
anyway. kristi, if you ever see this, doubt you will, at least for awhile, the site is yours until furtherrrr notice. i'll take it back when my computer isnt shitty and i have time <3



love you all<3
xoxo. fo realz  niggas.

this is kristi:

obviously me and dere forgot to update recently, so here's one from me. goal- atleast 5 comments. dont forget to subscribe too.

Speak up. Speak up.
Am I you’re easy way out?
You must be kidding yourself. You must be kidding,
Just as easy as to rip out this sliver from under your skin,
It’s just your tongue you’ll choke on.

did you ever wonder if dreams came true,
if love songs & fairy tales were ever meant for you?
did you ever wonder what's at the rainbows end,
or if Romeo & Juliet could ever happen again?

maybe she feels like she's not good enough.
not a good enough friend,
not a good enough girl,
not a good enough sister, daughter, athlete.
maybe she's sick of trying.
maybe she's sick of crying.

Let's take just one more ride,
you and me.
We can laugh, sing, and joke
just like old times live
like nothing ever went wrong
and no hearts were ever broken.

she wanted something else;
something more
perhaps being more
than second best.

the thing is you've changed,
baby, it's not for the better.
you've changed for the worse.

hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
it's cold where you're going
I hope that you're hearts always warm.
I gave you the best, the best that I had.

He makes me wonder
what I saw in all those other boys.

She was a girl who knew how
to act happy even when
she was sad. And
that's important.
+Marilyn Monroe

Too often we are scared of what
we might not be able to do,
Scared of what people might think
if we tried.
We let our fears stand in
the way of our hopes.
We say NO when we want to say YES.
We sit quietly when
we want to scream
&& we shout with the other when
we should keep our mouths shut.
There really is no time to be afraid.

Can't stop believing
no matter how long it takes
It might kill me to keep on dreaming
but I'd rather die than throw it away
I don't know how much more
of this I can handle
But I know that good things come to those who wait
& better things will come
to those who don't give up
So mine should be coming any day
I can't run, can't turn away now

you hurt me horribly.
i havent for much,
but ill ask you this
why would you destroy your own best friend?
im so tired of looking into mirrors
just to see the reflection cry
so plain && simple, i need you to die.
place this picture in your lovers hands
watch her dying in pain && disbelief.
now that youre gone
i feel ive done my part.

I'll take my records,
And you take your books.
I'm sorry I never read them,
But that says alot about us.

your mind understands,
what your heart doesn't want to.
and that, my dear,
is what makes things like love
so complicated

And tear my eyes right out;
I'd rather see you, without them anyway.
And tear my eyes right out;
I'd rather see, without them anyway.

Forced heart beat and broken mirrors
Flaws and faults are held so dear
My reflection makes me sick
The pain we feel is nothing new
Prescription drugs and photographs
Love loneliness and nervous laughs
What you call misery through anxious eyes
Is something I can’t see

best friends means for ever.

When you hug so tightly that you
can barely breathe, it's merely your
hearts trying to touch.

If we could decide who to love, life would
be a lot simpler, but a lot less magical.

You'd say, "we're only friends," to anyone else,
but for those moments when we're caught in eachothers glances, 
I could swear this means more; this should mean more.

and it's clear to see that you're trying
to avoid you're feelings, because I
can feel it too. there's no need for denial
and you don't have to act so distant.
If i told you i didn't need you, I'd be lying.
I need you more than anything.

all the feelings that i get, but i
still don’t miss you yet. only when
i stop to think about it.

you always know they're going to be
with someone else, but deep inside there's
a little part of you that likes to pretend
that they're waiting for you. it's when you
see them with someone else, that you're
forced to grow up and stop playing pretend.

from dere;

don't expect an update from me anytime soon :[ grrr. my dad fucked up our computer again and it freezes every 10 minutes. geezusss. so once we defragment it again, and it stops with this freezing bullshit, ill be able to update.. and with a LARGE amount of quotes and shit too. promise. but not until my computer gets fixed. getting to my xanga site alone took maybe ten minutes :[ thankfully, myspace doesnt cause too many problems for my computer, yet. but i am bracing myself. ha. anyway. please comment for kristi, and im sorry for not bein able to update! geez. maybe from time to time ill stop by and see if  can but dont count on it.

<3