Currently Listening Hanging by a Moment By Lifehouse see related

sorry i havent updated..my wrist is broke and i cant type so well..so the update will be short..

love is just a word until someone
comes along and gives it meaning.

girl: so what did i miss today?
boy: nothing. it was really boring.
but it was a very, very sad day for me.
girl: aww. why?
boy: because you weren't there.

some may think she is outta her mind
but she isnt, not at all, she is just
in looove.

Advice is something we ask
for when we already know
the answer but wish we didn't.

Sometimes the happiest people you know
are the saddest people you will ever meet.

& She's just another one of those teenage girls
With her music turned up too loud, Her best
friends standing by her side, And the love of her
life, loving someone else.

When people shoot me down, It only makes me stronger.
When people tell me I'm not good enough, It only makes me better.
When people tell me I can't, It only makes me work harder just to prove them wrong.

sorry guys this update doesnt even have any pictures..

Currently Listening Breathe Me, Pt. 2 By Sia see related

the first time you fall in love-
it changes your life forever.
&no matter how hard you try..
the feeling never goes away

she`s done dropping hints.
try &figure it out yourself,
pretty boy.

you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them.

you might have heard i roll with a dangerous crowd.
we're crazy. and we might laugh a little to loud.
but that never hurt anyone.

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when i`m
bored, i fall for boys too easily, i`m
vulnerable to believing lies, i live by quotes
&lyrics that explain exactly what i`m going
through &i make up excuses for everything.
i have my best friends &my enemies; drama
&memories. i`m just your
average typical teenager

they asked me to describe myself;
i said im 15 with brown eyes & i like a boy
& if you asked him he wouldn`t know
what color my eyes are.

I want a movie moment
And I'd be the main attraction
Everybody's favorite girl

from diapers to thongs.
from scraped knees to broken hearts.
from tea parties to winter formal.
from cookies to hickeys.
from barney to laguna beach.
from bows to eyeliner.
from limited too to hollister.
from A to Z.
you've been by my side helping me through everything

& she sits at her computer  for hours
just staring at the screen
waiting for his screenname to appear
and then comiserating,
trying to build up the courage for a small "hey"
until he signs off.

Currently Listening Sound of White By Missy Higgins see related

Not everything that is faced can be changed,
but nothing can be changed until it is faced.

What if we already met the right person,
but weren't ready to fall in love?

Don't you hate it, how he knows exactly how you feel about him,
but he doesn't do anything about it, because he just doesn't care?

they ask, whats wrong with your face?
she says, what do you mean?
they tell her, you never smile anymore.

when I see your smile, tears run down my face

she`s got a notebook she fills with her thoughts
most of which involve your name with little hearts

somethings in life aren`t quite worth my wait,
but i`ll wait for you, `cause that glimmer of
hope keeps me holding through

&& when a love song comes on the radio
all i can think of is me being in your arms

Sometimes i can't fall asleep at night
Because i have too many thoughts of you that won't go away.

No matter how much you hurt me
I will always love you

& it only hurts when im breathing
My heart only breaks when its beating
My dreams only die when im dreaming
So i hold my breath, to forget.

I wanted to be that special girl
who you would kiss in the rain
&& call her for no reason
say the randomest things to
and hold her at night
is that too much to ask?

hope they mean something.. Alana. <3

do you guys perfer icons? or pictures?

Currently Reading Perfect: A Novel By Natasha Friend see related

Hello

hey guys..im Amber..im Alana's new partner to this site..hope you guys enjoy the quotes and stuff =]

no matter how hard you work to bring yourself up,
there's always someone out there
working just as hard to put you down.

I don't need to be wanted... I want to be needed

She smiles everyday
Because her friends expect her to
She acts like everything is perfect
When things couldn't be worse

Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.

And across the hall she walks as her brown eyes sparkle.
She puts on a smile and they believe she's okay ;
they don't know that she cries herself to sleep every night.

being happy doesnt mean that
everything is perfect, it means
that you have decided to
look beyond the imperfections

don't forget to s.m.i.l.e every once in awhile
because a s.m.i.l.e is an inexspensive way to
to make your wordrobe even better______=]

Dreams keep you going
Reality brings you down.

Everyday is getting worse
Do the same things and it hurts
I don't know if I should cry
All I know is that I'm tryin'
I wanna believe in you
But you make it so hard to do

her heart is saying move on..
but her feet just wont move..

I hate listening to all these sad love songs
because every single one of them remind
me of how much you hurt me

i just cant do it anymore
be there only when you feel like having me
its either you get all of me - or none of me
make up your mind because im
sick of holding on.

im just another silly teenage girl
who keeps her hopes too high
and jeans to low
who lives by quotes
and cant ever seem to say the right thing
at the right time.
just another average girl
looking for herself
in a big bad world.

is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I would rather be anything
but ordinary please

It always rains the hardest
On people who deserve the sun

It's just about now when the tears start to fall
I wonder if I'm gonna make it at all
this is not about trying to go back in time
this is not about where I'll be a year down the line
its just moment to moment surviving
somehow this is not about then
this is just about now.

She trips over her own two feet
Drops books constantly
Hides behind that mess of hair
&& Never looks you in the eye
You'd never guess
That that girl right there
Will grow up to be
Something special

She's classy unlike all the other girls.
She knows herself, and she knows she's not perfect,
but she spends her time having fun
and doing the best she can
with what she's got

There is always some reason to not feel good enough =/

To her classmates she's a quiet girl
with a huge smile. To her friends she's
a funny & outgoing girl who always makes
them laugh. To her best friends she's a
dreamer girl, head over heels with trying to make everyone happy.
To the guy that loves her, she's
the amazing girl who makes him believe in P E R F E C T.
& to her she's the one girl who will never know.

true love doesn't always have a happy ending.. because ..true love never ends..<3

hope you enjoy =]

               -Amber

Currently Reading Gossip Girl #8: Nothing Can Keep Us Together: A Gossip Girl Novel (Gossip Girl) By Cecily von Ziegesar see related

okay.. so.. i didnt really get comments.. but.. i just wrote this..
so im gona post it and see what you all think about it..

you met me.
i met you.
we clicked.
right then.
right there.
i trusted you.
you lied to me.
i fell in love with you.
you lead me on.
i fell apart.
you dont seem to care.
i hate you.
you dont notice.
i hide pain well.
you think im fine.
i love you still.
you think you know me.

so.. ? you like it ??

Alana <3