ohh_so_quotastic's Xanga

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 18:33:07 GMT

sorry i havent updated..my wrist is broke and i cant type so well..so the update will be short..

love is just a word until someone
comes along and gives it meaning.

girl: so what did i miss today?
boy: nothing. it was really boring.
but it was a very, very sad day for me.
girl: aww. why?
boy: because you weren't there.

some may think she is outta her mind
but she isnt, not at all, she is just
in looove.

Advice is something we ask
for when we already know
the answer but wish we didn't.

Sometimes the happiest people you know
are the saddest people you will ever meet.

& She's just another one of those teenage girls
With her music turned up too loud, Her best
friends standing by her side, And the love of her
life, loving someone else.

When people shoot me down, It only makes me stronger.
When people tell me I'm not good enough, It only makes me better.
When people tell me I can't, It only makes me work harder just to prove them wrong.

sorry guys this update doesnt even have any pictures..

Friday, April 06, 2007

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 18:29:20 GMT

the first time you fall in love-
it changes your life forever.
&no matter how hard you try..
the feeling never goes away

she`s done dropping hints.
try &figure it out yourself,
pretty boy.

you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them.

you might have heard i roll with a dangerous crowd.
we're crazy. and we might laugh a little to loud.
but that never hurt anyone.

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when i`m
bored, i fall for boys too easily, i`m
vulnerable to believing lies, i live by quotes
&lyrics that explain exactly what i`m going
through &i make up excuses for everything.
i have my best friends &my enemies; drama
&memories. i`m just your
average typical teenager

they asked me to describe myself;
i said im 15 with brown eyes & i like a boy
& if you asked him he wouldn`t know
what color my eyes are.

I want a movie moment
And I'd be the main attraction
Everybody's favorite girl

from diapers to thongs.
from scraped knees to broken hearts.
from tea parties to winter formal.
from cookies to hickeys.
from barney to laguna beach.
from bows to eyeliner.
from limited too to hollister.
from A to Z.
you've been by my side helping me through everything

& she sits at her computer for hours
just staring at the screen
waiting for his screenname to appear
and then comiserating,
trying to build up the courage for a small "hey"
until he signs off.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 19:43:51 GMT

well guys! i hope you like Amber shes one of my best friends, and shes gona take the site over
because i can never remember to update anymore. i'll try to somedays maybe. we'll see. but
right now will be a short sweet update for ya !! hope you love it <3

Not everything that is faced can be changed,
but nothing can be changed until it is faced.

What if we already met the right person,
but weren't ready to fall in love?

Don't you hate it, how he knows exactly how you feel about him,
but he doesn't do anything about it, because he just doesn't care?

they ask, whats wrong with your face?
she says, what do you mean?
they tell her, you never smile anymore.

when I see your smile, tears run down my face

she`s got a notebook she fills with her thoughts
most of which involve your name with little hearts

somethings in life aren`t quite worth my wait,
but i`ll wait for you, `cause that glimmer of
hope keeps me holding through

&& when a love song comes on the radio
all i can think of is me being in your arms

Sometimes i can't fall asleep at night
Because i have too many thoughts of you that won't go away.

No matter how much you hurt me
I will always love you

& it only hurts when im breathing
My heart only breaks when its beating
My dreams only die when im dreaming
So i hold my breath, to forget.

I wanted to be that special girl
who you would kiss in the rain
&& call her for no reason
say the randomest things to
and hold her at night
is that too much to ask?

hope they mean something.. Alana. <3

do you guys perfer icons? or pictures?

Hello

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 19:13:12 GMT

hey guys..im Amber..im Alana's new partner to this site..hope you guys enjoy the quotes and stuff =]

no matter how hard you work to bring yourself up,
there's always someone out there
working just as hard to put you ~~down~~.

I don't need to be wanted... I want to be needed

She smiles everyday
Because her friends expect her to
She ~~acts~~ like everything is perfect
When things couldn't be worse

Charlie Brown: I think i'm ~~afraid~~ to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be ~~afraid~~ to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.

And across the hall she walks as her brown eyes sparkle.
She puts on a smile and they believe she's okay ;
they ~~don't know~~ that she cries herself to sleep every night.

being happy doesnt mean that
everything is ~~perfect~~, it means
that you have decided to
look beyond the imperfections

don't forget to s.m.i.l.e every once in awhile
because a s.m.i.l.e is an inexspensive way to
to make your wordrobe even better______=]

Dreams keep you going
Reality brings you ~~down~~.

Everyday is getting worse
Do the same things and it ~~hurts~~
I don't know if I should cry
All I know is that I'm tryin'
I wanna believe in you
But you make it so hard to do

her heart is saying move on..
but her feet just wont move..

I ~~hate~~ listening to all these sad love songs
because every single one of them remind
me of how much you hurt me

i just cant do it anymore
be there ~~only~~ when you feel like having me
its either you get all of me - or none of me
make up your mind because im
sick of holding on.

im just another silly teenage girl
who keeps her hopes too high
and jeans to low
who lives by quotes
and cant ever seem to say the right thing
at the right time.
just another average girl
looking for herself
in a big bad world.

is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody ~~rip~~ my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I would rather be anything
but ordinary please

It always rains the hardest
On people who deserve the sun

It's just about now when the tears start to fall
I wonder if I'm gonna make it at all
this is ~~not about~~ trying to go back in time
this is ~~not about~~ where I'll be a year down the line
its just moment to moment surviving
somehow this is not about then
this is just about now.

She trips over her own two feet
Drops books constantly
Hides behind that ~~mess of hair~~
&& Never looks you in the eye
You'd never guess
That that girl right there
Will grow up to be
Something special

She's classy ~~unlike~~ all the other girls.
She knows herself, and she knows she's not perfect,
but she spends her time having fun
and doing the best she can
with what she's got

There is always some reason to not feel good enough =/

To her classmates she's a quiet girl
with a huge smile. To her friends she's
a funny & outgoing girl who always makes
them laugh. To her best friends she's a
dreamer girl, head over heels with trying to make everyone happy.
To the guy that loves her, she's
the amazing girl who makes him believe in P E R F E C T.
& to her she's the one girl who will never know.

true love doesn't always have a happy ending.. because ..true love never ends..<3

hope you enjoy =]

-Amber

Monday, February 05, 2007

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 16:22:33 GMT

okay.. so.. i didnt really get comments.. but.. i just wrote this..
so im gona post it and see what you all think about it..

you met me.
i met you.
we clicked.
right then.
right there.
i trusted you.
you lied to me.
i fell in love with you.
you lead me on.
i fell apart.
you dont seem to care.
i hate you.
you dont notice.
i hide pain well.
you think im fine.
i love you still.
you think you know me.

so.. ? you like it ??

Alana <3

Monday, January 08, 2007

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:11:38 GMT

heyy guys.. i know i told some of you id update.. but i forgot =].. haha sorrryyy..
but heres a few to hold you guys over..

we're back to the bad us.. the
not talking not ackowledging eachother us..
best friends? yah best friends my ass.
i hate this version of us.. really i do..
but i guess you seem to love it.. is this true?
--i duno.. i made it up myself.. hope you like it..
it just describes what i was goin through at the time..

"I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of
the dark and every time I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms,
but love dancing in the rain.. or how much
I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy
being happy.I bet you (don't) know how many tears
I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt
myself every day. I bet you don't know how ticklish
I am or how I c a n ' t make decisions.& how it
drives me crazy when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would do anything
to be with you. But mostly, I bet you didn't
know how much I love you.."
-- Greys Anatomy

Face down in the Dirt
she said this Doesnt Hurt
she said ive finally had enough
--Face Down ;; Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

heart to heart.
nose to nose.
lips to lips.
andtherewefroze

Let's start over ;; lets forget all our problems. Let's put our past behind us & never bring it up again.Like they say, we cant live or love in the past.let's throw all our problems away.i'll give you my trust ;; if you give me yours.Let's fall in love, the right way.I remember the first time i fell for you,i knew then and there that it was meant to be,and i haven't gotten up since..

We had a rocky start
But then you left
Across the ocean
Away from me
We stopped talking
It broke me inside
Sometimes I would just break down
And cry alone...
But now we're talking again
And I'm hoping, wishing
Pleading, dreaming
That things will be
Like they were before

hope you like em.. comment please.. Alana.. <3

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 16:37:06 GMT

F Y I.

you xanga people suck. no. like. alot.
you clearly do not care if we update or not.
so if there isn`t an extreme change. well..
let`s just say ~~no more~~ ohh_so_quotastic.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:33:31 GMT

hey guys.. i know its been forever since weve updated.. but some of you meanies arent worth updating.. its very small.. but the more comments the more quotes..

Life isnt easy.
Love hurts. Boys lie.
Friends stab. People die.
Parents yell. You always try.
You`re never good enough.
& You just don`t know why.
^ made it up..

after all my pain..
ive come to say
that youre an idiot..
and i couldnt
think less of you.
^ made it up..

it amazes me..
how two people so close
can end up barely speaking
in just an instant.
^ made it up..

Your words are cold,
And the season is too.
The comfort in your voice is gone.
Don't keep in touch,
I'm better off alone.

Life's natural highs: Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Long conversations late at night. Running through the sprinklers. Being called beautiful. Friends. Waking up and realizing you still have a few more hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends. Spending time with old friends. Sweet dreams. Holding hands. Watching the sun set. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. Walking in the rain. Having someone tell you they love you. Saying I love you. Cuddling. Old pictures. Memories. Turning up the music so loud you can't hear yourself scream. Smiles. Those are the days id kill for..

My New Obsession Is You..
--Peter Pan

we go days without having a meaningful conversation
and i used to miss you so much when that happened
but it never seemed like you missed me.
and i guess because of it, i stopped missing you

Yes you want her.. look at her you know you do
Possible she wants you too.. there is one way to ask her
It dont take a word.. Go on and kiss the girl "
-- The Little Mermaid

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile

I wont lose sleep over you. I will not cry over you. i won't take no shit from you, but instead here's what i'll do;; i`ll flirt with every guy i see & make sure that you see me. & you'll regret that you're no longer
the one standing next to me. i won't hate on what you do when you find somebody new & realize you are a fool but instead here's what i'll do; shake my head with such disgrace & throw my success in your face.
to be back with me is what you wish. i'll make you hate yourself for this.

thats all.. hope they mean something.. Alana..

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 23:48:32 GMT

okay.. since like some people actually appreciate this site..
i`ll put some up.. even tho theyre just song quotes and movie quotes..
and theres only a few.. but hey.. take it or just leave.. because
frankly.. im not in the mood..

no ones ever stuck with me so long before
if you leave.. if you leave.. i remember things better when im around you...
i look at you.. i look at you and im.. home. please.
d o n t go away. i dont want to forget.
Dory ;; Finding Nemo

No I won`t take you for granted..
These broken arms can love you still.
No I won`t [leave you] abandoned..
This broken heart can love you still.
Honest ;; Kendall Payne

love is when a boy puts on cologne
& a girl puts on perfume and they go out
to smell eachother

dont want to think about it..
don't want to talk about it
i'm just so sick about it
can't believe it's ending this way..
just so confused about it.
feeling the blues about it.
i just can't [do] without ya.
tell me... is this f a i r?

I`d like to know if you`d be open
to starting over from scratch..
I`d like to know if you`d [be open]
to giving me a second chance..

is this the way it's really going down?
is this how we say goodbye?
should've known better..
when you came around
that you were gonna make me cry
its br ea ki ng my heart..
to watch you run around
cause i know that you're (living a lie)
that's okay baby cause in time you will
find what goes around
comes all the way back around

never land`s just around the corner
im just so sick of this 'getting older'

will we be friends when were old
or is this the end of the line... ?

hope they mean something..
youre welcome.. Alana..

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 19:59:03 GMT

you guys.. ~~majorly suck~~ in commenting and subscribing.
no.. like for real.

Alana.