an early birthday present from my mama. you like? oh boy, all this coach stuff makes me feel like a goddamn jap.

i think i like a boy! oh god, i don't know where the fuck this is gonna go but i ain't stressing it. it's been so long since i've liked anyone. i'm gonna make sure it doesn't get serious because i'm turning asexual...remember? har har.

for now, let's have an apple martini
and get to know each other
                                              -- bobby valentino, tell me

i'm obsessed with this song.

i'm starting to like this xanga more & more. i guess i can be more honest here & write daily like a psycho. the other one is more like a once-a-month picture post.

countdown until my tattoo: 4 days!

xoxo,
disi

i really love beer. i love to drink it, the taste of it, & of course the drinking games that associate with it (beer pong waddup). on a hot day, don't you just want an ice cold corona in your hand? i know i sure do, & a couple of them too. oh yeah, i love 40's too. they're quite the ghettoness & i need to use both hands to pick it up but nevertheless, i still enjoy them. blunts & beers...all we really need in life.

i was watching sex and the city tonight. so just like carrie, i'm like a fly strip for dysfunctional men too. i seem to meet all the wrong guys, which pretty much sucks. that's it, my china vagina is on lockdown for the rest of this year!

5 more days until i get my first tattoo! definitely something to look forward to.

xoxo,
disi

unfortunately, things didn't work out tonight as we had planned. liz couldn't come through because of babysitting issues that weren't her fault. & i just feel like it's one of those things where everything just got so complicated & fucked up that it ruined any mood that i had to go out. so fuck that shit. in all honesty, i was really looking forward to partying with everyone & just having a good time. all i wanna do is have an amazing time with the people i care about. i guess it's more disappointing than anything else.

work today was funny. uh uh, i don't play that shit, bitch!

on another note, i am such a romantic. i believe in love & falling in love. i believe that there really is that one person out there that's your soulmate. that person that you're meant to be with for the rest of your life. i believe that things are meant to be. funny i would still think this way considering what shit i went through this past semester, right? but i guess everyone needs to experience that one devastation by someone you thought you trusted & loved with all your heart. but in an odd way, i needed that. to become stronger & to realize that i would do it all again. i fall in love with people very easily because i tend to see the better side of people & hold on so tightly to it. that isn't necessarily always a good thing, but it's that PASSION that drives a person. passion for life, the future, family, friends, significant others. & it's that passion & the fact i know there's someone out there who's so right for me that drives me each day to keep going. to keep doing what i love & doing what makes me happy. & thank goodness for a mentality like that because i might as well dig myself a grave right now if i didn't think that way.

xoxo,
disi