well it`s been a month -
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whatever.

because sometimes you have to step outside
the person you`ve been and remember
the person you were meant to be.
the person you wanted to be.
the person you are.

"The best thing to hold on
to in life is each other."
* Audrey Hepburn

I don`t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

she really does need you.
she may not be the first one to admit it,
but deep down she
just can`t live without you.

he`s the one boy
that actually got through to her heart.

there`s no master plan.
my heart is in your hands.

i`m not into the idea of living life
without you.

boundaries don`t keep other people out,
they keep you fenced in.
life is messy,
that`s how we were made ...
so you can waste your life drawing lines,
or live your life crossing them.

eventually one of two things will happen;
he`ll realize you're worth it
or you'll realize he isn`t

i love you,
not only for what you are,
but for what i am,
when i am with you

do you ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? what measure of time is enough to be life altering? is it four years, like high school? or one year, gone on a rockkkk tour? can your life change in a month or a week or a day? we`re always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead. but when you`re young,  one hour can change everything.
* One Tree Hill

"Everyone has those people, you know? The ones who are there for you through it all, through every single up & down of your life. They are always right there, riding the coaster with you, squeezing your hand tight on all the biggest, scariest hills telling you, "You'll be okay, you'll make it through, you can do this." You know that they will never hop off the coaster at a stopping point to find an easier ride; they will stick with you because they want to. You trust these people immensely & they too trust you. You would give anything for these people because you never want them to find the pain & heartache life holds. These people, they complete you, they bring the biggest smile to your face & make your life worth living. You know that they will always be there for you, no matter what, twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, & all three hundred sixty-five days of the year. These people, these truly extraordinary people, will never understand how important they are to you, what kind of hero they have been in your life. And as your coaster slowly picks up the pace once again, you know these people are still there, ready to support you & squeeze your hand when you, once more, find yourself riding it out on those hills. And even if, over time, you find these people & yourself apart, you are never truly apart, maybe by the standard definition, but truly, you aren`t. Near or far, far or near, these are the people that will always love you & they`ll never leave you."

ohh man! it`s been forever since i`ve updated! i`m really sorryyy! i`ve just been so busy this whole month!

"the best thing to hold on
to in life is each other"
 - audrey hepburn

always pulling me through
when my life is a mess
my girls  xo` my life xo` the very best

you are the hopes i have for change.
you are the only chance i'll take.

i guess i was afraid that if you rode away
you might not roll back my direction real soon
well i was crazy about you then
and now the craziest thing of all is 
after a few years have gone by and you're still mine
... we're locked in time

some things don't last forever, but some things do,
like a good song or a good book, or a good memory
you can take out and unfold in your darkest times;
pressing down the corners and peering in close,
hoping you still recognize the person you see there.

i couldn`t tell you why we are best friends,
because you wouldn`t understand.
The explanation is full of too many
inside jokes & made up words;
it's full of too much care & too many tears,
too many laughs & too many blonde moments.
i don`t think i will ever be able to give you
a better reason, except they have always been there.

no one ever said that life would be fair or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. you grow up and you realize that people who once said they cared really never did and that people who once made you the happiest are now the ones who make you cry. you realize that no matter how much you yourself care about someone they`ll shove it right in your face, and that letting go of something isn`t hard, it`s what you leave behind thats the hard part. you realize that you cant make someone love you and you`d be better off not falling in love in the first place. you realize that kisses don`t always mean something promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made; and sometimes, goodbyes really are forever.

"the way i see it,
you should live everyday
like its your birthday"
- paris hilton

if only the good things in life lasted longer
& we didn`t have to say goodbye
- laguna beach

the thing about you is you`re fun, you make me laugh, & you make me feel more alive. okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but there are these moments in my mind, crystal-clear images of you and me & how we fit together, and it all makes such perfect sense, & i know what i want; i want more time with you

we can never turn back the pages of time,
though we may wish to relive a happy moment,
or say good-bye one last time, we never can,
because the sands of time continue to fall,
and we can`t turn the hourglass over

change is hard but that is how we grow

if you like imperfection
i`m perfect for you

most people are stronger than they know,
they just don`t believe in themselves
+ One Tree Hill

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails & told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 87 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn`t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it & the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed & the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand & led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man & draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say "I'm sorry", the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile & encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise & they always want to open their hearts to us."
+ sorry, i took this from a quote site `cause i really loved it, and now i don`t remember which one! tell me if it`s yours, please!

it`s funny how it all works out sometimes,
how the ones you love the most
end up breaking you the worst

we look back on the past
like its a bad thing;
it may have been,
but we chose it.
we choose how we want to live,
we choose who we live it with,
& we choose which path to take;
so which one will you take?

don`t let your chance pass you by
because if you take time
to realize that they`re what you wanted,
someone else will already have realized that

wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person; wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else - and when they smile you know they need you. wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all, wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that's where you belong.

alllrighty!
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spring breakkk!

dude, i am so excited.
school killls.

[still waiting on that subscriber]

hmm ...
i haven't got a subscriber in a while.
i don't like it.
at least 1 subscriber til next update.