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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 21:57:48 GMT

Happiness is a lifestyle,
Love is a journey,
& sadness is a decision.

He might be everything to you now,
but when he walks out on you,
you still have your best friend to kick him down
& strip him when he's trying to stand tall.
Remember that.

Everyday that we don't speak is another day I don't need you. And as I slowly stop missing you, I realize that you weren't that important to me anyway.

Never say forever,
because forever will always be a maybe thing.

Love to me is having every doubt in the world and just not caring, because there’s something deep down inside telling you not to.

honey, if it's the right guy,
then he won't leave.
-- what i like about you

I can't be your friend. I can't laugh with you.
I can't see your smile. I can't go back to the
beginning when I never wanted it to end.

i told myself i ~~wouldn't~~ fall for you, and then
i kissed you; and i woke up wanting to do it again.
-- one tree hill

You didn't do anything wrong, sweetie, you just fell in love.

In three words i can sum up everything i've learnt about life - It goes on.
-Robert Frost

Sometimes no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes it's those memories that give you the faith to go on.

I want somebody to sleep with for the rest of my life and cuddle up with during a movie on the couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fight, the kind that only really matter just as long as you're having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in awhile, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he's got.

I missed talking to you. And I missed the
way you understood everything about me.

i miss all the little things that i
never even thought would mean anything.

you don't want to let people in. it's hard for you.
& once you let those people in, you ~~don't want to~~
let them go. and when they screw up, it's like,
why would you do that to me? i gave you my feelings,
i did ~~everything~~ for you, & you still screwed me over.
it's like you wished they were a better person.
-- the hills

Now that's frustrating, when what your brain tells you what you want & what you actually want don't match up. It's exhausting. &, well, it's complicated. But that's life. & life sucks.
-Grey's Anatomy

I'd rather spend one minute holding you than the rest of my life knowing that I never could.
-Bubble Boy

i'm not like the other girls, and i think
that's where you made your first mistake.

There's something about the look in your eyes,
something I noticed when the light was just right.
It reminded me that I was alive, and it
reminded me that you're so worth the fight.

If he's the one you love
and the one who makes you happy,
no matter how long you've liked him
and no matter what other people say,
you should keep trying and waiting
because one day it may just be worth it.

same old story,
everyone knows
one heart holding on
one letting go.

A person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.

Seeing you today made me realize just how far apart we've got. I hesitated too long to say hello, even though I should have. I wanted to see how you were doing, but we're strangers now. You don't even know me anymore, and maybe you don't want to. But it's okay; things are different now.

I miss your hugs, and how you held me tight when I was scared. I miss how you wiped away my tears, and no matter how bad things got, you were always there. But, what I miss the most, is how you held me and made me laugh through it all.

I've been lonely tonight. I've been fighting the urge to
text him and tell him that I miss him. I don't want him to
know anymore. I wonder if he even misses me at all.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that. But I
just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don't
want him out of my life forever; I don't want him to forget me.

when he's not around,
there's something missing from her smile.

When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you. When you're gone, the world starts again and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.
-A Million Little Pieces

so if you're going to fall, you better fall hard. fear nothing. and if you're going to love, you better love hard. hold nothing back.

The roughest roads often lead to the top.
-Christina Aguilera

There are three kinds of love. Love, big love, and great love. Love takes two weeks to get over. Big love takes two years to get over. And great love… well great love changes your life.
- Win a Date with Tad Hamilton

It's when I'm standing six feet away from you,
and not being able to find the words to tell you
how much I love you and how much I miss you,
that I just want to scream to the whole room
that I'm still in love with you.

And that's when you realize
He's the boy you're crazy for.
The one who makes you laugh on the worst days.
He's not perfect, but neither are you.
Sometimes he's dorky, but he's your dork.
He kisses you in the rain and dances with no music,
Even though he knows it's cliché.
He made you realize it is possible
to have permanent butterflies.
Every love song makes sense because of him,
Because he loves you, and you love him.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt. I guess I'm gonna
have to cry and let go of some of the things I love
to get to the other side. I guess it's gonna break
me down, like falling when you're trying to fly. It's
sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of
your life starts with goodbye.

on cable tv they have a weather channel,
24 hours of weather. we had something like
that when i grew up. we called it a window.
-dan spencer

I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other...make eye contact.. and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it.. that you miss me just as much as I miss you.

Growing up is never straightforward. There are moments when everything is fine, and other moments, when you're a teenager and you realise that there are certain memories that you'll never get back. And certain people that are going to change and the hardest part is realising that theres nothing you can do except watch them, and realise that everything is going to change.

YOUR FIRST LOVE:
You know who I'm talking about, because i bet you read the words "first love" and that one boy just came to mind. There's nothing like that first boy you were afraid to love. That one boy you knew it was love, despite what others said. That one boy who changed your expectations and that one boy who you compare all the future boys with. Because deep down inside, you knew he was the one - the one who set the standards for love.

She's only fifteen years old. She's not perfect, never has
been, never will be. She's emotional and she doesn't think
about things before she says them. She'll say some things
that will make you want to strangle her. She'll probably hurt
you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. She
doesn't mean to, but she probably will. However, she'll
apologize. She's still learning about everything, even if she
thinks she already knows it. She's been hurt. Sometimes she
feels so alone she can't stand it. Other times she's so happy
she can't believe it. She's just trying to figure out this twisted
time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real
fast. And everything seems to spin out of control before she
ever begins to understand what's going on. But she loves,
laughs, and does her best. And that's all you can ever ask of her.

Sometimes when things are out of wack,
it freaks us out alittle and makes us feel like
we're losing something that's really important
and that scares us even more, so we try
really hard to hold onto whatever it is we
think we're losing, and sometimes
we hold onto alittle too hard.
-- gilmore girls

She was a girl who knew how
to act happy even when
she was sad. And
that's important.'
-Marilyn Monroe-

I'll tell you what the end of the world will be like. It will be a final moment; both terrible & heartbreaking. Absolute chaos. People running as fast as they ever have, cars filling every road & freeway, phone lines backed up trying to process millions of calls, fingers flying over keyboards, thumbs texting like rapid fire, long lines of people trying to cram themselves into subways & airplanes. All of them trying to tell someone else, "i love you". It's not the end of the world yet. but don't wait until then to tell her. The worst thing isn't the end of the world. It's what you didn't finish; what you didn't say when you had the chance.

Were you scared that for once, just for once, I could be that one girl that will stay by your side, that one girl that will see your flaws & learn to love them, that one girl that will fight until the very, very end for you, that one special girl who will unlock the lock to your heart?

Stop playing mind games with her. She`s better than that. Stop telling her what do do & how to do everything. She can make decisions on her own you know. But most importantly, just because you're scared, don`t take it out on her. She cares for you more than any girl ever will. Realize it, appreciate it & traesure it. Don`t ever let it go.

Communication. It’s the first thing we really
learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up,
learn our words, & really start talking, the harder
it becomes to know what to say or how to
ask for what we really need.

I miss your hugs,
and how you held me tight
when I was scared.
I miss how you wiped away my tears,
and no matter how bad things got,
you were always there.
But, what I miss the most,
is how you held me
and made me laugh through it all.

Something tells me that whatever happens with us,
whether we stay together or go our separate ways,
neither one of us will ever forget the time we spent together

I wish I could do the things we used to do,
without them reminding me of you. You have no
idea how difficult it is to listen to my ipod and
not think of you, to watch a certain movie we used
to watch and get to the part where you said something
stupid, and not break down and cry. I wish we
still talked like we used to, I miss our meaningless
conversations. And how in the middle of a sentence,
you would kiss me and tell me you loved me.
I just wish we hadn't fallen out.

Love is just a matter of chance, not fate.
Fate is if you come back to each other time after time.
But love, love is chance. You meet them by chance.
You love them by chance. And you stay together,
until something better, by chance comes along.

And maybe it is insane that I feel this strongly
because we're so young. But I can tell you right now,
truthfully, I never want to love another

I guess the reason I most wanted him was so no one else could.
I didn't want him to have better times with anyone else,
or love anyone else more than he loved me. I didn't want him.
I just didn't want the attention to go away. And I think I might
have caused someone a real shot at love because of it.

I'm really giving up, I told myself.
At least I tried to tell myself. I knew I wouldn't give up.
How could I give up on something I've been working
at for such a long time? I've waited for you, wanted you,
wished for you, hoped for you. And I can't just give up.
But if anyone asks, I'll say I gave up.
It's easier than explaining all the reasons of
why I'm still holding on.

I couldn't tell you how many times a day
I think about you because truthfully,
I never stop. I never stop thinking about you,
I never stop talking about you, and I won't
ever stop loving youu. And I really couldn't
explain how much you mean to me. Every
day I spend with you is the best day ever
just because you're part of it. Our hands fit
perfectly together for a reason. You're my
boyfriend, you're my bestfriend
and you're my absolute everything.

There is part of me that wants an answer
& part of me that doesn`t want to know
Part of you that I`m in love with
& the part that I`m willing to let go

You're like a monkey bar and I held on. It was fun at first just hanging there, feet far off the ground, but then I started to get blisters, and my hands they started to sweat, and I started to slip, but I continued to hold on, adjusting my hands to make them stay, but eventually I figured out that it really was time to let go.

There's no doubt about it - breakups suck.
But in the first few days or weeks that follow
there's one important truth that you need to
realize: There are some things that can't &
shouldn't be fixed.. especially that loser that
dumped your or that forced you to dump
him. Its over for a reason and deep down
inside you know what that reason is </3

Here's a toast to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.

I bet you didn't know that I am terrified of the dark, and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain. Or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don't know how many ~~tears~~ I've cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. ~~I bet you don't know how ticklish I am~~ or how I can't make decisions. & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn't know that I would do anything to be with you. But mostly I bet you didn't know how much I love you.
- Grey's Anatomy

I guess I'm learning, little by little, that we decide what our lives are going to be. Things happen to us, but it's our reactions that matter.

As I've grown, I've learned several things. Life is full of disappointments & people you trusted will sooner or later let you down. I've learned that often those you love will love someone else & there's only one way to fall; fast & hard. I've learned that out of thousands of smiles, it takes one to touch your heart. I've found that words can be deceiving, but the truth always lies in a person's eyes. I've learned that everything can change in the blink of an eye & tears often come without invitation. I've learned crying can make us stronger & there is never too much love to go around. I've learned that prejudice helps no one & that weapons don't hurt people, people hurt people. I've learned sticks & stones may leave cuts and bruises but harsh words leave scars. I've found that every time you give someone a piece of your heart, it's a piece that you will never get back. I've learned the past is meant to be put behind us & we can't dwell on regrets, for what's done is done. I've learned that trusting yourself is the first step & that forgiving is remembering that helps your own heart more then theirs. I've found that family isn't always blood & everyone is someone's hero. I've learned life is unexpected & that God can do anything. I've learned some things aren't meant to be understood & that only time heals. I've found that imagination is our greatest gift & that we are meant to dream for a reason. I've learned it is never too late to fall in love & that being "beautiful" is all on the inside. Mistakes are our best teachers & everything happens for a reason. Only then can you live life to it's full & true potential.

Over the past year, I've learned so much about love
& life. Even if I could, I would never take back all the
things I've done that brought me here, to this moment.

Here's a toast to the good days, the better friends.
The ones that you just can't live without. The people
that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to
have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people
that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be
there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.

One thing I've learned & that's
the hardest part of moving forward
is not looking back.

I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, what I've done.
Of who I am. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room,
& never feeling the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you.
++ Dirty Dancing *

Here's to this moment. This moment in your life when nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

"You can't love anyone that way mor ethan once in your lifetime. It's too hard and it hurts too much when it ends. The first boy is always the hardest to get over."

- Sarah Dessen

That`s when you realize he`s the boy you`re crazy for. The boy who makes you laugh on the worst days. He`s not perfect but neither are you. Sometimes he`s dorky but he`s your dork. He kisses you in the rain & loves you for who you are. He made you realize it`s possible to have permanent butterflies. He`s the boy that makes you feel amazing & when you`re with him & he`s holding you in his arms, life is perfect because he loves you & you love him.

I just wanted to thank you, for calling me back when i hung up on you, & for grabbing my arm when I started to walk away. But now I`m ready to let go, so let me run off. & leave your fingers off those telephone buttons. It`s over for good this time.

Sometimes you meet someone, and before you know their name, before you know where their from, you know that sometime in the future, this person is going to mean something to you.

Its those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breathe between each laugh. Its about those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don’t care. You don’t care about school, about parents, about money, about ~~rules~~, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause its all we really need, isn’t it? Those kids next to you, yeah. The ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.

You don’t know how it feels waking up every morning knowing the one you love is with the person totally wrong for him, yet you just want him to be happy even though it hurts.
-Hitch

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 00:31:26 GMT

I remember all the late night talks and all the words I
was so comfortable saying to him, but I never would
have been able to say to anyone else. I remember all
the songs that take me back and make me smile. I
remember all the promises, the ones we both knew
would be broken. I remember all the moments he took
my breath away and how he knew more about me than
I thought anyone could. I remember the games we'd play
'cause we talked about so much I couldn't think of anything
else to say. I thought about what kind of person could have
thrown that all away and hurt someone that much. Going
into it, I never thought that it would have ended like that.
After wanting someone for so long, it's supposed to be
perfect, right? And everything should last forever. But I
fell out of love, and when you loved someone you just wanted
them to be happy. Even if their happiness doesn't involve you.

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone
all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change
when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny
but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same
time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding
on. And when you want to move on, but you're stuck right
where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't
decide what you want. When you have so many things to say
but you don't know where to start. When you want them in
your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and
farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to
be and look at it now and realize that things are different and
they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it,
but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't
spend so much time thinking about it.

He just came up to me and kissed me. It didn't matter
who saw, or the fact that we were in the middle of a
crowded hallway. All he said was, "Sorry. I've just
wanted to do that for a really, really long time."

apologizing is like white-out.
it covers up the mistake, but
it never totally goes away.

We talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didn't forget.

You have three choices in life ;
Give in, give up, or give it your all.

People like music, they love music.
Music is loved because it has the ability
to grab our emotions and our memories.
It reminds us of what was, and what may no longer be.

All she needs right now is for him to wrap
her up in his arms, look her in the eyes,
and tell her he won't give up.

i just wish the story didn’t end this way,
cause I’m still in love with the person
who helped me write it.

how are you supposed to get over somebody
when you're around them all the time?
-- scrubs

there’s going to be a lot of changes in your life.
It’s not the changes that matter, it’s how you
react to the changes. That’s what makes you who you are
-- boy meets world

i love you. not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday,
right now -- at this very moment. i realied something.
i need you. i trust you. i admire you. i want you.
you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight,
& get mad at eachother, but nothing, nothing in this
world can change the fact that i love you.

my daddy used to tell me that the first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you
try, the feeling never goes away.
-- the notebook

A person doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.

No one knows what the result will be when two people meet, and no one knows when they fall in love if they will always be able to stay that way; but to feel that at all, even for a minute, to find love and connection in a world gone mad, in my book, those are the lucky ones. And if it can't last forever, then the best they can hope for is the honesty to face up to it when it ends.

I`m telling you, you don`t wanna fall for me, you don`t even wanna be with me. I make a terrible girlfriend. I`m horrible at keeping in touch with people, I`ll never call you. I change my mind way too much, & I love going out with my friends, I can`t settle. I`ve fallen in love.. & had my heart broken, more than once, by the same boy. I lost the pieces, so don`t bother trying to put it back together, that`s something I need to work on by myself, when I`m ready. & I`m not ready. I`d flirt with other boys, & probably some girls too, I`d never cheat on you, but I`d make you worry. You don`t wanna fall for me, but I`m falling for you. & if it`s okay with you, I wanna change all those things about me, just to be with you.

Another year over & we`re still together. It`s not always easy, but I`m here forever.

Just because it didnt last forever,
doesnt mean it wasnt worth your while.

We all want someone to build a fort with. We want somebody to swap crayons with and play hide-and-seek with and live out imaginary stories with. We start out by getting that from our family. Then we get it from our friends. And then for whatever reasons, we get it into our heads that we need to get that feeling, that intimacy, from a single someone else. We call that growing up. But really when you take sex out of it, what we want is companionship. And we make that so damn hard to find."

You're going to come across people in your life
who will say all the right words at all the right times.
But in the end, it's always their actions you should
judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter.

you know what's the most terrifying thing about
admiting that you're in love? you're just naked.
you put yourself in harm's way and you lay down
all your defences. no clothes, no weapons. nowhere
to hide, completely vulnerable. the only thing that
makes it tolerable is to believe the other person
loves you back and you can trust him not to hurt you.

i never wanted anything,
other than to be your everything.

there aren't very many people in this world who can give
you butterflies. so when you find someone who can,
never let them go.

I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was always there when
you needed to talk to someone. So basically, I'm tired of being
just a friend or chasing you. So if you want me, I'm here. But
I'm done wasting all my time on someone who doesn't care.

we just have to accept that people are going
to stay in our hearts when they don't stay in our lives.

she let you go, even
though it broke her heart.

her friend: you let her go, you said goodbye.
him: not realizing i wanted to say hello the next day...

What do you want me to say? Yes! You're right! We're just one big walking disaster. And yeah, my life would probably be a whole hell of a lot easier if I just walked out that door right now. I know that. But the thing is, I already know that there's not one fucking thing on the other side of that door could ever come close to making me as happy as I am when I'm with you. That's why I'm here, because I love you. No matter how hard things get, no matter what shit life throws at us, there's no where else I'd rather be. I want to spend the rest of my life right here, right next to you.

somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction i fell for you. somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation and heart aches i got over you. but i guess i fibbed a few times too. remember all those times i swore i needed you? well consider them lies because babe, here i am without you and i survived.
-lil wayne

Friday, August 22, 2008

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 00:26:41 GMT

The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough.
-Randy Pausch’s Last Lecture

The way I see it, you have to take every chance you get because there might not be another one. you have to learn from your mistakes because nobodys perfect. you have to laugh, love, & live everyday like it's your last
- Mary kate Olsen

You keep wearing your heart on your sleeve and you're gonna bleed to death.
- Dawsons Creek

i've met a guy; who's not scared to laugh at me
& call me a loser when i do something dumb.
a guy that'll run up behind me & cover my
eyes & ask me to guess who he is, even
though it's pretty obvious. a guy who hides
behind a corner & jumps out to scare me,
so he'd have a reason to hold me. a guy that
leaves me numberous voicemails, just cause.
a guy that'd call to wake me up in the morning,
cause he wants to be the first voice i hear each
day. a guy that would never let go of my hand.
a guy that would look me in the eyes & tell me he
loves me. & mean it. yeah, that guy. i think i found
the guy i'm supposed to give my whole heart to.

everytime i see you i want nothing more
than for you to walk up to me
and hold my hand like before
but this time i wouldn't let you go.

He loves her more. She loves him more.
It seems like they'll never let each other go.

Whitney: You need to let him fall down & pick himself back up.
Lauren: Yeah, but I have seen him fall, & he falls hard.

Heidi: If he`s cute & sweet, tell me the food`s great. So, how`s the food?
Audrina: It`s kind of greasy.

i want to be the girl he's scared to lose;
the one he can't walk away from knowing she's mad at him.
the one who he can't fall asleep without her being the last one heard,
the one he wouldn't know what to do without.

maybe its the only way we can finally
stand on our own. you know, to hurt each
other so much that we have no choice but
to let go, maybe otherwise we never would.
+ Dawson's Creek

i mean, you were right,
i got into this for all the wrong reasons
but i lucked out, because now that i'm here,
i can't imagine being anywhere else.

& there wasn't anything overly amazing
about him; just something she couldn't resist.

its funny how you can always tell when a boy
likes someone else; but you never tell if he likes you.

our hearts are like puzzle pieces,
& mine was made to fit with yours.

walking down the halls,
each one of you on opposite sides,
ignoring eachother and looking away,
you know it shouldn't be this way.

you were just a big mistake
that lasted way too long.

why does everybody lie?
the bad guys lie to get in your bed
and the good guys lie to get in your heart.
+ One Tree Hill

it's not that i want to be the one holding your hand,
its just that i don't want her to be the one holding it.
+ Dawson's Creek

look, i don't know if there's only one person
on the planet you're supposed to be with,
but when we're together, it sure feels that way.
+ The OC

i hope you don't look at her
the same way that you look at me.

he knew he made a mistake.
you could see it on his face everytime
she walked into the room; he wishes
he wouldn't have done that to her.

never say goodbye;
because saying goodbye means going away
and going away means forgetting...

Anna: why do relationships have to be so hard?
Peyton: cause the only thing harder is being alone.
-- One Tree Hill

in the end, we all end up being the people
we swore we would never be.

i want a different ending to our same old story.
lets try to make it last this time; and prove them all wrong.

girls always fall a little bit
more in love than boys do.

because the truth is;
there's nothing to be afraid of...
its just life.

i hate how we don't talk for weeks but then all
of a sudden you talk to me again.
its like nothing happened and i slowly start
falling for you all over again.

so basically, i'm gonna go all 3rd grader on your
ass and double-dog-dare you to fall in love with me

&& because guys like you are the reason
they made waterproof mascara.

some people are easy to get over
they only take a weak or two,
but sooner or later you`ll find the one
who has changed everything about you,
and no matter how hard you try,
you can`t find the words to say goodbye.

Something tells me that whatever happens with us,
whether we stay together or go our separate ways,
neither one of us will ever forget the time we spent together.

behind every untrusting girl is a
boy who taught her to be that way.

he was in the middle of a group of girls,
but when she came up to him, he held her
tight and kissed her because to him, she
was the only one that ever mattered

it's crazy, right? to love someone who's hurt you? but it's even crazier to think that someone who hurts you, loves you.

Knowing that someone's wrong for you
doesn't ~~change~~ the way you feel.

Cause I might know you a little better than you think & I don`t want you waking up one morning thinking if you`d known everything you might have done something different
[ The Notebook ]

(Chandler & Phoebe are breaking up with their boyfriend/girlfriend together)
Phoebe: this is nice, we never do anything just the two of us.
Chandler: Oh yeah, this is great. Maybe next week we can rent a car and go run over some puppies.
Phoebe: I don't want to do that.

I`m a slut cause i`ll wear shorts & a tank top. I`m anorexic cause i eat as much as i want & don`t gain weight. I`m a bitch cause i don`t let you push me around. I`m a liar cause i won`t tell you everything. I`m stupid cause sometimes i`m wrong. I`m ugly cause my face isn`t perfect. I`m a whore cause i like boys. I`m annoying cause i`m not chill enough. I`m a loser cause i`m not friends with your group. I use people cause i do what`s best for me. I`m fake cause most of the time i`m happy. I`m weird cause i`m not like you. I`m controlling cause i get mad. Sometimes i`m clingy cause i like being around people. I`m greedy cause i like to be satisfied. I`m naive cause i`m younger than you. I`m conceited cause i`m proud of who i am. I`m rude cause my manners aren`t perfect. i`m unappreciative cause i don`t praise you. Don`t tell me who i am cause i already know.

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you`re a good person & a good friend. What`s meant to be will end up good & what`s not - won`t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can`t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don`t, you just have to move on & realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around & don`t lose something real. Always fight, until you can`t anymore, & then be fought for.

i never had anyone i could actually count on.
i've been let down so many times. i was tired
of hurting and so tired of searching. and then,
you walked into my life. it was a feeling i'd
never known and for the first time, i didn't
feel alone.

"He probably loves her," I said; twirling my hair & staring at them. He was holding her tight & something about the way he was holding her made me believe that she was important to him. Then he saw me looking. His grip loosened a little, & he looked down shamefully. I turned away, heart broken, & started to walk away. Then I stopped myself; it hurt less to stare at them than walk away knowing he won`t follow.

The best friends are the ones that you
don't have to talk to everyday, who understand
why you didn't take their advice to not call
him or why you keep going back to him again.
The ones who call you at 4am to let you know
they're drunk, who listen when they've heard
the same story a thousand times, the ones who
call just to say hi. & whether you're dancing
on the table or passed out drunk, they'll turn
and say, "hell yeah, that's my best friend."

its funny how you still love the person,
but you just stop needing them like you used to.

you still mean everything to her...
you're just not worth the fight anymore.

She gives you those 'come here' looks. And then she makes fun of the guys when they come over.
She'll blow kisses to them, and stab them in the back, but she's beautiful, & that's her excuse.

Thought I couldn't live without you. It's going to hurt when it heals too. It'll all get better in time. Even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile because I deserve to. It'll all get better in time.

They're both so stubborn, but they give in when it's for each other.

I don't want things to be like this anymore. I want to talk to you and I want to be with you. But it seems like everytime we're close, something happens and we're right back to fighting. And the truth is, I hate not talking to you.

Get ready, if you think it can't get worse, it can. My reason why I was unfaithful is preposterous. I have no reason. I woke up one day a few months ago and I realized that my life was perfect. Everything I've ever wanted from the time I was six, has been realized. I've discovered that perfection obtained is a discomforting state. And I got restless. What do you do when everything in your life is right? When everything is just what you wanted it to be? I have the perfect home, career, the most gifted child, a husband who stimulates my mind, body, and soul every day of my life. I wanted more for nothing. And I guess that made me feel empty, not wanting. I just wanted to "want" again. So, I set out to achieve it. And, boy oh boy, did I succeed. Because what I want now, I want back everything I've lost.
-Dawson's Creek

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience.
- Victoria Holt

you didn't love her. you just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. because you don't destroy people you love.
-Grey's Anatomy

it was more than love for him. it was the feeling she
got every single time his name was said, or when he
brushed by her in the hall or held her hand. he was
the boy she changed for, the boy she would have
dropped anything and everything just to spend a night
with him. he was always the center of her world,
but she couldn't seem to grasp the concept
that she was never the center of his.

i wanted you to fight for me! i wanted you to say that
there is no one else you would rather be with,
and that you would rather be alone than without me.
-- one tree hill

i can't explain this feeling for you, but i guess i can try.
it's like i've waited for this one thing my whole life,
and it's suddently right in front of me. i know you
sometimes doubt how you feel for me, and sometimes
i doubt how i feel for you, but then there are times
-stupid times- like when we're posing for a picture,
or i'm sitting in your car, or when we're walking
together and we brush against eachother, and i know
without a question that you're feeling the same way i am.
and those moments, however few or far between,
make everything we go through worth it. what can i say?
somewhere in these past few months, i've fallen in love.

Nobody knew you sent me texts all day putting a smile on my face. Or texts at night saying "goodnight sleep well beautiful" and in the morning saying "good morning. did you sleep well?" Nobody understood why i fell for you. All the saw was the result ; a broken heart.

When you're 16, logic and experience ~~don't~~ matter.
All that matters is the way you feel and the way
you felt the first time you knew it was l o v e.

i think it's pretty much impossible
to forget someone who once was
the only reason you smiled.

always & forever; you & me,
that's the way our lives should be.

One day you're going to want that girl. The girl that knew
she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl
that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth
it because something was better than nothing. The girl who
wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving
you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your
flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. The girl
who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though
sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl who saw
past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that
no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes
she may never have your heart, but will carry the image
of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still
loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't.

that's when you realize he's the boy you're crazy for.
the boy who makes you laugh on the worst days,
calls you beautiful even when you look like a mess,
and can make you smile non-stop. he's not perfect,
but neither are you. he loves you for who you are,
and made you realize it's possible to have permanent
butterflies. he's the boy who makes you feel amazing,
and when you're with him & he's holding you in his arms,
life is perfect because he loves you and you love him.