so the reason i came back to xanga......has basically blown me off.

so goodbye xanga,
i was just going to delete this shit, but ive had it for over a year, and i couldnt bring myself to do it.

you can find me on livejournal.

and myspace.

its okay.i dont blame you.

tomorrows valentines day.

poop.

yeah
so im updating at 6am
why?
i have no idea.

so..... this weekend... ill be going to another show. duh. thats basically all i do. its out in lakestation, which is the effing ghetto, so hopefully i dont come across any angry black mobsters. its going to be the greatest show ever... the bands are amazing.

but... maybe.. ill come back with a valentine?
i dont know..... we will have to wait and see...

but jeuel will always be my valentine.. no matter what :)

so, since im not telling any of my friend, friends..
ill tell whoevers reading this about my birthday party...
affect effect and forever and always are going to play
at my birthday party.
i am so excited.
it will be amazing.
jeuel... i think you need to come out here for it.. we can celebrate our 1 month apart birthdays :)

i need to go get ready for school now....

so im back

tonight... im going like an hour away to go see adams band play....
it turns out.. affect effect is being the SPECIAL GUEST for that show... which no one knows about... even bobby didnt tell me... so yeah. im so excited you cant even believe..... i think ive got a healthy obsession.

.... i have this feeling somethign is going to go really wrong soon...... everything is just going so pefect lately..

so this week
i did go to battle of the bands, and moshed.
i went to broadway before and got coffee. which liv ruined by putting a cherry in it.
i watched alex get kidnapped by matt.
i watched matt totally ignor my existance.
saturday,
i went and picked out my prom dress,
incase by some miracle i do end up going.
its amazing.
saturday night, i went to java jims
saw affect effect...
bobby had a new haircut.
he stage dived right ontop of me.
twice.
i got the maraccas..
i danced on stage...

there i am,
to the right of the boy in the green shirt
aka bobby.
im in the grey sweatshirt.

i met a new boy,
his name is adam.
and i met eddy,
and i met doyle,
and i met kyle.

i love my life.

but this story has a sad ending......
next weekend.... i wont be seeing affect effect. they are playing too far away.
it would have been my 4th weekend in a row?

EDIT.

scratch that,
happy ending.
they are playing closer than i thought.