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and my eyes burn from holding back the tears.

i've not cried in a very long time. and i refuse to cry anymore.

it hurts too much to let it out...it hurts more to keep it in.

When I think about You, it sometimes gives me tingles, because I know you are my one true love. Sometimes it's sorrow, because I've betrayed you so long. Sometimes thoughts of You bring tears to my eyes because You love me so much...and sometimes I feel guilt, because I've not been returning Your letters and phone calls. But mostly, I feel lonely, and I know You're the only one who can help.

Can I have another chance?

i have poisen ivy.

someone called me last night,

but i don't know who the heck it was...

i am going to church today with my sister. it'll be fun.

i am kinda getting a little sad that it is the end of the school year.

my cell phone will sit vacantly in my purse, with only my mother to awaken it.

AND i will have to work and not get to see anyone. : ( booooooooooooooooooo.

i wish a sweet guy would give me a pretty pink flower...