Well hello everyone i know it has been a long long time since i have updated but sorry i have been grounded for like ever i hate being grounded !! Well yea Christmas was great New YEars was very boring but it was alright i had to stay home since i was grounded and o i got ungrounded on new years day!! Well so yea i dont think Justin feels the same about me anymore i dont know what it is but i think its his stupid ex but yea they write notes to each other they talk alot more and flirt alot and just the little things bother me and make me think that i asked him if he felt the same and he said yes but i just cant help but think other wise you know... i mean i cant help it i really thought everything was going good but who knows now o well we havent talked really at all this whole christmas break and well who knows what is going to happen when we get back to school i hope things get normal for me again i hate life right now ....i just really wish my life can get better!!! O yea well so shool starts tommrow i cant wait..not.. i only want to go back to go see my freinds and thats about it i hate the school work so yea yea for school ...i guess i am single now ..i feel like i am ..he doesnt really talk to methat much and if he reads this then o well maybe he will know how i feel but yea and im afraid to talk to him because im afraid he will get pissed at me and like hate me and i definatly dont want that to happen!! So Yeah HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ME!!! GOsh well also to everyone else ok well got to run!!

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                    Nicole Boston